In Late January 2013 I ordered a Bathmate and X4 Labs extender because of research I conducted on this website. I always thought a penis could not be made to grow larger than what the lord gave us.

In the past I had little confidence with my size because of comments from women made me self conscious. Of course what they said and meant were two different things, they saw me as confident and said they wouldn't change my size but then said it would be nice if it was thicker. I really do believe on the most part women don't care that much about size. I came to accept what I had but still felt a bit shy about getting naked for the first time with the women in my life. Even though I knew the vast majority place size, low down on the priority list of what they want. Of course most men like me will hear comments about guys having small dicks from women, said in a demeaning manner, either by being mad at the guy, or feeling sorry for him, or just because they are mean. I am a mix of Indian and caucasian and my flaccid size when nervous or cold was SMALL. (small should be in lower case). It was horrible taking showers in middle school where almost all of the guys looked huge compared to me. I was a late bloomer and when I did grow I was a grower not a shower. My erect length is 5 3/4 nbpel and girth average.

My fiancé does not want me to do penis enhancement because she thinks it is a waste of time and she is concerned that I will want to show it off and screw other women. Not the case as far as wanting sex with another but I do want to be able to go to a nude beach and not feel self conscious.

My worst experience was when I was in HS and got drunk and showed a girl my dick in the cold autumn air in PA. She laughed at me and that hurt. It was not her fault because I was drunk, flashed her, and was otherwise obnoxious. Thankfully my buddies pulled me away before I embarrassed myself more. Another time is with my fiancé and she told me of someone she cared about and wanted to be with but he lied to her and used her. They had sex a lot and he is very small. He always came and she never did. It was mostly because he was married and was not truthful but he is famous. She never really put him down horribly and would be with him right now if it wasn't for the issues mentioned above, not relating to size.