It was a difficult decision to purchase these devices because they really aren't necessary but I always wanted a bigger dick for more self confidence. *Yes, women don't care to much about size (the vast majority) but I don't want to be the source of ridicule or jokes behind my back,even if I am the source of *relationship issues. * *In the past i was but mostly because the girls I was with I treated not so great. *
So I went through the emotions of feeling stupid because does Having a big dick make me more of a man or closer to the Lord? *Was it ego? Did I feel something I had to prove? *Do I want to fuck a lot of women to show what a great guy I am because of my dick size? (stupid, I know)
Ultimately I am doing penis enlargement because I want to have confidence in any situation, and i have always felt self conscious. *I went to a doctor and had to drop my pants and there was my small flaccid penis, i don't want to "be" with the doctor but i felt small. *Not that he cared but i would think he was thinking, jeez that is small i am glad i am not that size. *My beautiful fiancé does not like what I am doing but through dialogue she has heard me and understands that I don't want to screw others or that I think I have to prove I am a better man than others.
Still not sure about the full reasons why but I do know at this moment I want to try and get a bigger penis. *And that is good enough for me.