yes yes, it's been quite a while since I've updated... Looking at the calendar... well no I can't find the last time I posted, Harrrrr.

Anyway, I've been staying halfway well fed. Trying to eat right and not gain weight. anytime i get too "lazy" i get slapped back into place. 230 is now my 240. I've been as low as 224 (as mentioned before) and I'm hovering right now between 225-230.

I went to the gym on Thursday. i went at like 6pm and OMG... SOOOOOOOOO many people. unnecessary. I was super uncomfortable. I will only go from 1-3am from now on. I know what the Gym looks like now, during rush hour. Not a pleasant experience.

Some motivation is that my sister told me she could seea difference. My mom told me once or twice. When i see myself in the mirror, i do take up less room, but i still look the same, so It bothers me! Working towards my goals. Trying to keep fruits and vegetables in the house! Whole grain Peanut Butter Sandwhiches replace PB&J on White bread. and bananas replace any snacks that i would have eaten (not a snack guy, anyway, so c'est la vie!)

In other news!

It's Spring Break right now, so I've been REALLY busy with work! Lots of business! buying new tools and more equipment. Enjoying my time to myself. Got a lot of fabrication i gotta get done so I'm just trying to get everything ready for it.

Been staying current on my PE, I haven't been counting days, but I'm sure it's 3 on 1 off. or 2 on 1 off back and forth between the days. I try to remember to not use my pump specifically on some days. I don't know how many days goes by between days though, but it's not more than 3, I think.

I've been playing with "Milking" the tube, recently and it's really helping my girth. I recently was at it and end up pushing it up 15inHG... just for a few seconds. and it wasn't really that bad. It looked CRAZY huge in the tube. I won't do that very often, but afterwards, I had quite possibly the largest girth post pumping I've seen. and it wasn't squishy, it was all the way hard! I don't want to risk my peepee, so I'm going to be easy on it.

On a cold startup (Fresh erection in the morning) it's up to 5.375" which is pretty good! My cold startup, before i bought my pump, was 5.125"! i'm moving, i think. Length is staying relatively constant at a repeatable and dependable 8.75" I pumped today... dunno if i'm gonna pump tomorrow, but it's likely i will LMAO. Either way, blah! I won't be happy until I pack the tube. that is, 6.28" in girth! I will reach it one day, and in that day, I will love everything about life! Maybe I'll reach it before I reach 180lbs? Maybe, maybe not. Who knows. I'm just going for it!


To Add:


I just found out a while back that my tape measure really does read low. Looking at the gap from the "metal" end to the start of the tape, there's a 1/8th inch gap. I'm pretty sure i'm cheating myself of that .125, but It's inspiration to keep going! I read it as sans the 1/8th inch and say I'm 5.375! I also pull the tape tight... Tight enough to collapse the CS a little bit. Just looked for a normal Measuring tape and was unsuccessful. All stores closed :-/ Will be locating a normal tape tomorrow!