Either way, i'm working towards it! I can't wait til I break 220. I've not seen under 220lbs in at least 10 years. It's slow going, but I'm trying my best! Being so busy doesn't leave much room for error!
I've been eating these turkey wraps from a gas-station chain food store. Peppered Turkey Wrap, it's sooooo delicious, it's 520 calories and two last me an entire day. i try to eat one for lunch with a yogurt, and the second as a dinner. or if I eat both together I don't have to eat anymore, at all, that day (not great for metabolism, but great for my getting other things accomplished).
What's annoying though, is that yes, i'm losing weight, that's wonderful... but my clothes are starting to not fit. a pair of dress pants that i could only wear under my waist now fit comfortably across my stomach! With room to spare!
My work pants, they had elastic in the bands. They are khaki pants with expandable waist line.... I went from using just a little bit of the elastic stretch to them not staying up at all! I have to put them around my stomach, and even then, they fall when I'm doing something. I've had some hairy moments where my hands were full and my pants decided it was a great time to start making their ways to my ankles. GAH!
Anyway, went to the gym this morning, 6:30 am.. MEH! So many people... do people ever sleep? It's the best priced/quality gym in town, so i'm sure that has a lot to do with it. Either way it's nice to still get exercise even though i don't have to work today.
Am not going to pump today
woke up with a 5.375" cold start up woody
hopefully I can keep moving up the ranks! i looked for my ruler but I couldn't find it right away so I didn't get length... ya welp. C'est la vie!

AG, yea, i'm not doing it for any one girl or girls in general. I'm doing it because i want it. I want to be looked at as "hot" one of my old partners told me "your mind is hot" meh... I had a girl tell me I'm handsome, but wouldn't call me "hot"... meh meh.
I'm really just after the look... nothing else matters because i'm quite capable of things people half my size are capable of. I'm actually in great physical shape, I just have fat surrounding me. I don't get winded that fast, and I'm a pretty decent runner (endurance wise). I've got a lot of length so i can hit porn positions most of the time, but there's some porn positions that the belly gets in the way.
BTW, TMI, but I'm pretty sure my erections can't get much harder :-/ I'm literally a 9 on the 10 scale. Every girl i've been with has mentioned how hard I am.