http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-FVihIlU2g
ALMOST shed a tear.
It was just too much to ask of her... Everything else would be fine, as long as she loved me... That's the only thing I asked of her
...Damn... Just a little bit of a scar still healing there. It's cool... I embrace this last bit of pain... Pain is weakness leaving the body

So I went ahead and played it over and over for the last hour and some change. repeated the last 1 minute of the song 2:49-2:50 for about 15 minutes now and just finally started crying LOL! Maybe I needed that... I feel better.
She just couldn't love me like I wanted to be loved. I will not stop until I have someone who will... Glad to have finally addressed my own issues with it. How I wasn't happy with the display of "love" to me. Not that it made me angry, it hurt me. I feel better.
so yes... I will submit to Man-Card suspension for a few weeks. I cried from a Justin Beiber song... Lawd, that sounds terrible, LMAO!
"Anyone can, clearly, see you love(d) her a great deal."
-Friend of mine
"Shut up baby, I know it!"
-me~imitating Pimp Bender from Futurama
Glad this finally came out