So I wanna mention my start of PE, my grassroots of hopefully a long and worthwhile journey. I really started looking into PE around the summer of 2016, where I fiddled around with jelqing after doing some research (estimating around September or November, can't quite remember) and did a terrible job with it. During the late winter and early spring of 2017, I ended up doing some hardcore research over my winter break from school, and discovered hanging as a mechanism to facilitate gains without committing too much time into JUST doing stretches and jelqing. It was something I could do while completing my homework or playing games, so I figured a $100 bucks was an investment I could make into my package, more on that later.

Next, I also want to mention that, before discovering PE, I was always depressed about my size, which I had really no right to be because I had never even had sex or seen dick sizes except in porn (probably the reason why I look so down on my size in the first place), but it's something that still haunts me to this day, this fear that I'm not big enough or good enough for a girl. And like most people, I have fantasies, and my fantasies include ME having the big package for the girl, and well, I can't really do that if I don't have a big package in the first place.

So then, what are my measurements anyways? Well, back in that summer, I took a few pictures (can't show you cause of legal instances) where I probably measured around 6-6.5 BPEL, girth maybe around 4.7-5.0 mid shaft. And I mean, even though that was in the past, it still scares me to think I was ever that small (and I know it's not but I refuse to believe I was or am big now). On March 16th, 2017, I jotted down my official correct stats, where I measured: BPEL: 6.9, NBPEL: 6.25, MSEG: 5.1, BSEG: 5.25. Now, this is the part where it's up for debate if my size was big or not, or if I'm even measuring correctly in the first place (I seem to have a big fat pad despite my age and physical activity, so who knows if that extra length is even usable or measured correctly, and yes, I did push the ruler as far in as it would go until I hit a wall past all the skin and tissue).

Personally, no, I think I'm very small, and I would love feedback if my opinion is wrong, which I hope I am. Granted, I did measure a week or two after my hanging even started, but I doubt that would've affected anything, plus I was on the learning curve for hanging with Bib, constant adjusting and all. On the bright side, my negative attitude about my size gives me a positive attitude towards investing time and money into PE. To add onto that, circling back to the hanger I bought from Bib, I did my research for days and weeks, and finally came to the path I'm on now.

My hanger arrived on February 21st, 2017 but I really didn't start hanging until 2/27/17, wanting to start on the Monday (as Mondays tend to begin new routines and exercises for me). I'll post most of my hanging's journey in another post, but I really just wanted to explain how I came to PEGym (Which I actually didn't explain, but it was nothing special. Most of my exercises and ideas came from reading the various forums about you guys, and a lot of my motivation, too) and my situation, and especially wanted a definitive proof and starting point for my journey. I don't want it to be forgotten in case it ever works out for me and I need to go back and explain my story and how I got here. And a benchmark for my life in general, somewhere I can come back to if I ever need to.

Anyways, you guys rock and I hope I'll be getting feedback on my journey! I'll try to come back here as often as I can and update my exercises and stats. Happy PEing!!!