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Wow, I feel like I now belong to some secret society or something. Anyway, here's my story:
It began in 2007, I was having casual sex with many different girls. They would drop subtle hints about my size, but I never caught on until much later. I was at a party, an ex-girlfriend was there and this other chick, that wanted to have sex. She said she didn't want to have a huge guy, she didn't want it to hurt. My ex said in a real loud voice and pointed towards me, "You can try him, I promise he won't hurt you, you probably won't even feel it." Well, needless to say I ended up having sex with her, and during she didn't move a single muscle in her face. When I came she had the nerve to ask me, "I didn't even know you were in?" I don't know if she was joking, but those kinda comments can really hurt, and scar a man for a long time.
After that ordeal I was ashamed, and hardly ever went out in public, for fear I would run into someone at that party that that girl had spoken to. So, I did the next best thing, or so I thought. I dished out over $100 a got me a hooker. She was quite a looker, and a talker to. She was going on and on, finally I said, "Well, seeing is I'm paying you by the hour, let's just get down to it." She agreed and proceeded to take off her clothes. I stripped down to my boxers and she massaged my back a little. Then she asked me if I liked having my dick sucked. What man in the world doesn't. I replied, "Are you serious? Does a bear shit in the woods?" So she laughed a little, then pulled my cock through the hole in my boxers. When she first saw it she couldn't help but giggle a bit, then I asked what's so funny, and she blew smoke up my ass and gave me some cockamamie answer about she was thinking about something her friend has said. After about 15 minutes of her hoovering my cock, she asked me what was my favorite position. I replied that I prefer sitting back and letting her do all the work, since I'm paying her. She laughed and said something I'll never forget, "You're kidding right, babe I don't want to disappoint you, but your dick is a little on the small side, it'll probably keep falling out." Immediately my entire face turned coca cola red, so I settled for missionary. She put the condom on, but it was pretty loose. I pounded her for a good 30 minutes, but could barely stay erect, and definetly didn't cum. She went through all the motions as she's paid to do, even faking an orgasm. Before she left she asked if I was gonna try anymore girls at her place of employment. I said I might be interested, and she replied that there's some 18 year old girls who have only had a few guys working there, they'll be airtight." Screw her, I didn't give her a tip, just paid her what I owed her, and she left.
After that day I dove into a period of depression, and stayed barricaded in my apartment. I went to the doc and she prescribed me Wellbutrin, and for the most part, that worked pretty well, but the source of my problem was still there. I could not look at myself in the mirror without feeling ashamed. Throughout high school I know in my subconscious that I had a small penis, but because I am rather tall and built, nobody said a peep about it.
In the fall of 2007 I began scowering the internet for quick fixes. I landed on many pill sites that promised inches in weeks. But my skeptical side always knew better. I said to myself if that shit worked, every man would do it. So I landed on some discussion forums that many people sucessfully enlarged their penises through exersize. To me, that didn't sound to much of a stretch, I mean you work out your arms to get bigger muscles, so why not? I immediately began a stretching program and after a moth I measured my dick to see if I gained any. My measurements were 3.5 inches erect length, and 4 inches girth. I didn't gain a single centimeter, well I can't say that, as I didn't measure before I began. So I was really dissapointed with manual exersize, and found jelqing on this pe forum (I will not mention the forum) and decided to give it a go. I jelqed for a few weeks, and I have to say it felt really right. My dick would stay engorged with blood for hours afterward! But my hands would get tired as hell, so I looked for other means to jelq.
I stumbled upon the website for the jelq gym device, and seen it had a hefty price tage, but thought it looked well constructed and promising, so I took the plunge and ordered one. It arrived 2 days later to my amazement, and upon putting it together, tried it right out. It has a resting place for your index fingers and your thumbs, and a grib, so I love it. I started with it in the first week of January. I was gonna start jelqing the day Barack Obama got sworn in for record sake, but I couldn't wait. I measured on March 25th, because my dick felt a little heavier and looked bigger, honestly, and to my astonishment, I measured almost 4 1/2 inches in lenght and 4 1/2 in girth. Awesome, I made a gain! I know knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that pe works and that jelqing was for me. I contine jelqing for 25 minutes every single morning upon awakening, for erections are so easy to come by, but I don't warm up or down at all. I'm not abput to start now as I feel I am on my way. I measured this morning and I was amazed at my gains! I am almost 6 inches in erect length and 5 in in girth! I love the jelq. I am going to go out and fuck all thos girls again that made a joke about my size, and show them that they were mistaken!
Peace out.
It began in 2007, I was having casual sex with many different girls. They would drop subtle hints about my size, but I never caught on until much later. I was at a party, an ex-girlfriend was there and this other chick, that wanted to have sex. She said she didn't want to have a huge guy, she didn't want it to hurt. My ex said in a real loud voice and pointed towards me, "You can try him, I promise he won't hurt you, you probably won't even feel it." Well, needless to say I ended up having sex with her, and during she didn't move a single muscle in her face. When I came she had the nerve to ask me, "I didn't even know you were in?" I don't know if she was joking, but those kinda comments can really hurt, and scar a man for a long time.
After that ordeal I was ashamed, and hardly ever went out in public, for fear I would run into someone at that party that that girl had spoken to. So, I did the next best thing, or so I thought. I dished out over $100 a got me a hooker. She was quite a looker, and a talker to. She was going on and on, finally I said, "Well, seeing is I'm paying you by the hour, let's just get down to it." She agreed and proceeded to take off her clothes. I stripped down to my boxers and she massaged my back a little. Then she asked me if I liked having my dick sucked. What man in the world doesn't. I replied, "Are you serious? Does a bear shit in the woods?" So she laughed a little, then pulled my cock through the hole in my boxers. When she first saw it she couldn't help but giggle a bit, then I asked what's so funny, and she blew smoke up my ass and gave me some cockamamie answer about she was thinking about something her friend has said. After about 15 minutes of her hoovering my cock, she asked me what was my favorite position. I replied that I prefer sitting back and letting her do all the work, since I'm paying her. She laughed and said something I'll never forget, "You're kidding right, babe I don't want to disappoint you, but your dick is a little on the small side, it'll probably keep falling out." Immediately my entire face turned coca cola red, so I settled for missionary. She put the condom on, but it was pretty loose. I pounded her for a good 30 minutes, but could barely stay erect, and definetly didn't cum. She went through all the motions as she's paid to do, even faking an orgasm. Before she left she asked if I was gonna try anymore girls at her place of employment. I said I might be interested, and she replied that there's some 18 year old girls who have only had a few guys working there, they'll be airtight." Screw her, I didn't give her a tip, just paid her what I owed her, and she left.
After that day I dove into a period of depression, and stayed barricaded in my apartment. I went to the doc and she prescribed me Wellbutrin, and for the most part, that worked pretty well, but the source of my problem was still there. I could not look at myself in the mirror without feeling ashamed. Throughout high school I know in my subconscious that I had a small penis, but because I am rather tall and built, nobody said a peep about it.
In the fall of 2007 I began scowering the internet for quick fixes. I landed on many pill sites that promised inches in weeks. But my skeptical side always knew better. I said to myself if that shit worked, every man would do it. So I landed on some discussion forums that many people sucessfully enlarged their penises through exersize. To me, that didn't sound to much of a stretch, I mean you work out your arms to get bigger muscles, so why not? I immediately began a stretching program and after a moth I measured my dick to see if I gained any. My measurements were 3.5 inches erect length, and 4 inches girth. I didn't gain a single centimeter, well I can't say that, as I didn't measure before I began. So I was really dissapointed with manual exersize, and found jelqing on this pe forum (I will not mention the forum) and decided to give it a go. I jelqed for a few weeks, and I have to say it felt really right. My dick would stay engorged with blood for hours afterward! But my hands would get tired as hell, so I looked for other means to jelq.
I stumbled upon the website for the jelq gym device, and seen it had a hefty price tage, but thought it looked well constructed and promising, so I took the plunge and ordered one. It arrived 2 days later to my amazement, and upon putting it together, tried it right out. It has a resting place for your index fingers and your thumbs, and a grib, so I love it. I started with it in the first week of January. I was gonna start jelqing the day Barack Obama got sworn in for record sake, but I couldn't wait. I measured on March 25th, because my dick felt a little heavier and looked bigger, honestly, and to my astonishment, I measured almost 4 1/2 inches in lenght and 4 1/2 in girth. Awesome, I made a gain! I know knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that pe works and that jelqing was for me. I contine jelqing for 25 minutes every single morning upon awakening, for erections are so easy to come by, but I don't warm up or down at all. I'm not abput to start now as I feel I am on my way. I measured this morning and I was amazed at my gains! I am almost 6 inches in erect length and 5 in in girth! I love the jelq. I am going to go out and fuck all thos girls again that made a joke about my size, and show them that they were mistaken!
Peace out.
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