Soft On's and then this .......

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Here it is I made it to Tuesday Morning and I have to say I would really like to reach down and give it a tug...................BUT not a chance. Its funny that at this time I still don't really feel horny or cave sex,but the habit is over ruling the feelings. Plus sitting here in front of the pc doesn't help, add in the warm weather and not wearing much these days. Then there is the curiosity of will it work if I did start masturbating.
Thanks for the cliff notes above HueGHawk, really that is the magic in all this. Cross my fingers.
Also"Hi keny" Glad that you are reading and getting information here on my thread. Stick to the above 3 things that you will read in any post here about ED • Only touch your dick to pee and to wash it.
• Don't watch porn.
• The end. . . I really am looking for a place to hang my hat again One other thing is I am getting notes and likes and other things in the notifications. I would like to thank those reading through and sending those notes,it makes it easier to stay on track. TAAB

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If there is one(maybe two) thing that I am real proud of with going through this process, no matter how well it all turns out, how much better my penis health becomes I will pop out the other end a better man. But there is One thing better than that to me, and that is the fact that every day I come here and click on to my Tread, I see the numbers climb as to who is tracking and reading this. That means a great deal to me, and I hope that along with my thread, you are all taking in all the guys going through this, and the guys that are posting help along the way. I mean this is better than doing the Progress Log to me, because at the end of it all ,at any length Ill be rocking it in many ways. Thanks for the support. TAAB P.S. All's Good Today

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Thursday August 1st 2013
Almost another week in the books and I am still in the good books. The last couple days I have been thinking about what if ! What if this doesn't work ? What if, How long ,When will I know and .... well the list goes on for those of us seeking wood again. Some of these questions often make the wants to touch feelings greater. I mean once you give up the Porn, really some days it seem all you had was the Masturbation. Then what goes on with me, all though I have not messed this up. I want to see some wood ! I have not seen, or felt a hard on or morning wood while sleeping. Or the wet dream I dream about. How crazy is that ? Wanting a wet dream ! For those who think its wetting your bed its not. That I hope stays a thing of the past. I would think that its on the horizon soon due to the prostate needing to vent at some point in the reboot.
One thing that has been going on around here is I have started in on projects that turned into albatrosses. Rooms are getting clean, business stuff is getting attention and hobby stuff is getting looked at. Oh and yes I get to pop in here almost every day. At this time I like this better than a progress log due to every day I see progress. Well now its time to do a few things before work and that will kill off another masturbation zone of time. Later TAAB

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Wow been a couple days but got into the site(Sunday Aug 4th) today. Seems its still slow, but got past the bad passage message.

Ok so for the record all is well, still no touch no porn and when I have dirty thoughts I get some blood flowing. I think that means things are on the repair. Tick Tock just day to day time spent waiting. TAAB

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Aug 7th I have been looking at some of the other threads in this section and often the same question is asked. As the days tick by you wonder if this is working. I am in the same place , stress kind of sneaking in while doing the rite thing. I missed a couple days due to being busy with family , hobbies and fitness. At the end of the day,or in this case before work, I often don't have time to get on here. Really this is the point to be doing things that are more important than surfing porn,and being that there is no PE to report ...................
That said I do want to pop in and keep the updates coming. I know now that even with this being easy at this time for me there are some of you still needing support and are reading my posts. I was reading where days are being counted in the single digits for some. Guys just keep with it,It will become a habit not to look at porn or masturbate. So for me its all about the story day to day now with no urges,just thoughts. I feel like a kid waiting for Xmas without knowing the date that it will arrive. For me at this point as long as my post are boring, its all good. So Sorry TAAB

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I was reading another post and just had to put the quote from Big Al. Big Al referred to using porn like "fast food". That's perfect !
If you had a plate of fast food the same number of times you viewed porn how much would you weigh ? I know that in my case I wouldn't be the athlete I am today that's for sure. Even a bite a scene that you watch. That so defines a problem !
On my end here on the 8th I am still holding strong, or not holding at all depending how you look at the successes of these actions. Yesterday I was having a business meeting with an attractive lady. All though I did have problems keeping eye contact due to her sexy everything. I couldn't help but want her to bump my leg or touch my hand so to see if Little Big Man would come to life. Nothing yesterday at the meeting ,but with my thoughts of her this morning did get a little jump in the pants. TAAB

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Friday night 9th of August All I have to report is my member has been fuller over the last two days. As big as when I was pumping daily. Not while in the pump, but through out the day. Nice trick if you could go about your daily activities while in your suction mode LOL !

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Over the weekend I have noticed that one of my testicles was a bit sensitive , almost a blue ball thing. As of this morning everything seems back to normal, but I do wonder how long a normal guy with no addiction, or in a reboot can go safely without relieving himself. If it takes three months to reboot then so be it, its only three months out of a life time of masturbation. I'm sure that when it gets too much the wet dreams start so that your body takes care of things on its own. I have also been told that if things get tender a cold shower directed at your package works. I think I am just wanting to see some results at this time.

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So due to a few site glitches I am a day or two behind.
First while on the top of my mind .I had a 80% er this past sleep. Still just always wanting more, but ill take what I can get.
Yesterday I was able to get in and read a few post and it reminded me of some past sex while being addicted to porn. Here's what happened. First off I have had my share of girlfriends, and yes a good many where very hot, not bragging , just setting things up here. This one girl was pretty much my ideal porno girl. One of the many I craved day to day, in my eyes perfect. No need to go into detail really we all know what we like, and she was like that. Enough said. So normally when I had gotten into a relationship I would go off porn for a while till things cooled down , then the Porn Queens called me back. In this case it was a six month relationship run , and I don't remember ever using porn over that period. Whether I had a bit of a reboot going or not,who knows. I normally would still use the Viagra just to be sure things would go well. Earlier in the day we had a round of sex and then gone out and did the weekend out and about. It was after dinner I basically decided to just take what I wanted then and there. She was very ok with that, and we went at it standing over the sofa. Point is it was like I was in my teens again. Her words where "You were like and animal, and so Hard !". As I/we go about a reboot things keep popping into mind. It is interesting as to the how porn seems to have been at the root of such actions, or the changes during breaks. Makes you want to go Hmmmmmmmmmmmm !

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Yes its just after a sleep I am back (Aug 15th) and the site is working much better. After trying a couple pics I now have an avatar I like. Why this one ? Well maybe its because I am going head long into this, and the helmet represents a little caution or reserve. Or maybe its to keep me safe when I fall, so I can get back up. Or it could be that I just think it looks funny. Either way I now have a pic.
Back to business and an observation of this last few weeks. I know its been warn here, and I know this will cause your testicular sack to hang away from your body to stay cool................But man can it be the abstinence , because it feels like there gonna hit my knees some days. They will play nice and go into tuck mode most of the time, but when I get out of bed sometimes I might as well have then waited down. As for this journey still on track. Two Thumbs Up !

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Hey TAAB
Following your posts. I am just 2 weeks into no touch and no porn. Not really missing it but do miss the boner. Have to let time does it work.

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Hey rapter1958, thanks for playing along, and a fellow Canadian Eh !
Well I am sure that the percentage is in our favour as to positive results. I had an email sent to me today and it was a naked girl walking in public. The new Hotmail has the pictures small and you need to arrow them along from left to right , or click to enlarge for slide show. I almost wanted to do it ,not so much to see her bigger than and inch or so in size, but to see why she was walking about naked. Either way once I saw what the email was I deleted it. I see this as great progress today. I mean this is a daily thing that we will all have to deal with, and we may even catch a glimpse........ But its how you see it, and proses it ,and what actions you take. When I saw the image , it was like seeing a pic of a anything really,nothing,no sexual trigger. I just was on my game to delete. A win for the little guy today as I see it !

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Well I am still holding strong (Sat Aug 17th) with not to much on my mind at the moment. I can say that when getting settled in bed at night and dirty thoughts pop into mind, I do get some action between the legs. Just need to put the mind on a different track to fall asleep at that point. I dream of walking around in the day and having wood in my pants for no reason. Don't think I would be embarrassed at all after restoring my EQ. You know the Viagra adds that say if you have an erection lasting more than four hours you should call your Dr. Hell if I had an erection lasting more than four hours I would stand on the roof pointing at it and yelling to anyone within ear shot

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Today is the 19th of August, and the means I have almost hit the month mark. I believe it was July 21st. That's the day I will go back to as far as a start to what felt like madness in the beginning, but now its just a normal day to day thing. Heading into the September I hope that things will be more noticeable as far as my physical shwing. My mentality has change a great deal for the good, things just seem clearer.

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A few days over 2 weeks now with no PE, porn, touching or cumming and I am finally getting a few night woodies. A long way to go but at least there is life down below.