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Hello all,
Having browsed on these forums for a while I've finally decided to post my story here in the hope I can both help myself and others.
First off I'd never thought I would up ending posting something on the internet about this, but after suffering so long with this seems I have no choice.
Since I was about 10 years old I've been put on several SSRI's and antipsychotics till I was about 21 cause of mental issues I had.
Seems I was never really interested in sex much girls in highschool, and If I was interested in one of them, Id want to fall in love first before actually wanting to have sex with her... ass odd as it sounds its true. I do believe I have estrogen dominance ( index finger fair bit longer than ring finger ). Have had gyno since I was 12 years old and it has never gone away. Oddly enough my penis is around/somewhat above average, about 7" erect and much thicker than average, I guess its true that penis size depends on far more than just testosterone. The ladies actually dig me quite alot without sounding too selfish, but thats no use when I cant get it up or maintain an erection in bed is it.... Id rather have a shorter/smaller penis and a rockhard consistent erection...
Having tried 'self medication' in the past with steroids once (important to note: sexual issues im describing in this thread were allready there BEFORE this cycle):
Testosterone Enanthate 500mg/week ( had 1 injection )
Nandrolone Deca 250mg/week ( had 1 injection )
Dianabol 30mg/day ( used for 3 days )
Stopped using steroids all together after I noticed, INTENSE MOODSWINGS, felt like I was gonna jump off the 9 floor high building I live in, so called a mate then never touched the stuff again. Also noticed the area under my nipple was getting much softer than normal and seemed to get a bit lumpier ( genetic heavy aromatizer due to estrogen dominance? )
I then decided to take Nolvadex as a pct directly after, then after about 2 weeks I wake up with this erection ive never felt before and felt this huge urge to hump any woman accross my path?
Could this be due to the Nolvadex? Or was it just the Test-E still kicking in from the first and only injection i've had? Apparantly it takes 2 weeks to kick.
Recently I've been to the urologist and i've had some bloodwork done and these are the results:
TSH 4.6 mIU/L 0.3-4.6
free T4 17.9 pmol/L 10-23
T3 1.3 nmol/L 1.1-3
LH 6 IU/L 2-9
FSH 9 IU/L 2-18
Prolacin 0.44(*) IU/L - 0.37
Testosteron 14.0 nmol/L 9-28
SHBG 27 nmol/L 10-60
free testo. 0.322 nmol/L 0.2-0.62
The urologist told me im normal n healthy... yeah right, I didnt even took her seriously so basically was like yeah yeah whatever just give me an appointment for a sexuologist ( english is not my first language, so not sure what it's called exactly ) and she did, so now I'm waiting for that appointment.
By the way this blood was taken on 4th of august, testosteron and blood work should be at best during summer... so what an idiot is that urologist saying my blood is fine..., maybe for some 60+ year old guy yeah...
Some info:
- 31 years old
- sexual intercourse rarely possible, due to losing erection/not being able to get full erection depends on girl and situation though
- rare morning erections, but I do have them sometimes (2-3 times/month) the ones you could make a girl fall in love with your dick for
- arousal SEEMS TO BE AN ISSUE aswell, I like women but rarely in a way I feel the urge to penetrate them
- strength wise in decent shape
- endurance wise (running, etc ) in fairly bad shape
- on days that I do run, jog or do whatever kind of cardio I've noticed that I get aroused much more easily whenever I see a girl that I dig
- yet getting up early and going for a run I dont seem to like ( dopamine/motivational issues? )
- cannot get orgasm with penetration, have to get her to whack me off really fast n hard for long... or masturbate too long to porn
-weak-ish nocturnal erections
I was personally thinking when I go visit the sexuologist asking for either Cabergoline, prolactin seems too high, and should in theory restore my testosterone levels due to increased LH signalling and having more T3 circulating in my body.
Im just a little bit worried that taking cabergoline might increase my anxiety giving me issues in that department... which would obviously lead to erectile issues aswell...
Another option seems to be to ask for a more complete bloodwork, including estradiol/dht and the ratios in relation to testosterone.
I'm open to any tips, thoughts or personal experiences.
Thanks in advance
Having browsed on these forums for a while I've finally decided to post my story here in the hope I can both help myself and others.
First off I'd never thought I would up ending posting something on the internet about this, but after suffering so long with this seems I have no choice.
Since I was about 10 years old I've been put on several SSRI's and antipsychotics till I was about 21 cause of mental issues I had.
Seems I was never really interested in sex much girls in highschool, and If I was interested in one of them, Id want to fall in love first before actually wanting to have sex with her... ass odd as it sounds its true. I do believe I have estrogen dominance ( index finger fair bit longer than ring finger ). Have had gyno since I was 12 years old and it has never gone away. Oddly enough my penis is around/somewhat above average, about 7" erect and much thicker than average, I guess its true that penis size depends on far more than just testosterone. The ladies actually dig me quite alot without sounding too selfish, but thats no use when I cant get it up or maintain an erection in bed is it.... Id rather have a shorter/smaller penis and a rockhard consistent erection...
Having tried 'self medication' in the past with steroids once (important to note: sexual issues im describing in this thread were allready there BEFORE this cycle):
Testosterone Enanthate 500mg/week ( had 1 injection )
Nandrolone Deca 250mg/week ( had 1 injection )
Dianabol 30mg/day ( used for 3 days )
Stopped using steroids all together after I noticed, INTENSE MOODSWINGS, felt like I was gonna jump off the 9 floor high building I live in, so called a mate then never touched the stuff again. Also noticed the area under my nipple was getting much softer than normal and seemed to get a bit lumpier ( genetic heavy aromatizer due to estrogen dominance? )
I then decided to take Nolvadex as a pct directly after, then after about 2 weeks I wake up with this erection ive never felt before and felt this huge urge to hump any woman accross my path?
Could this be due to the Nolvadex? Or was it just the Test-E still kicking in from the first and only injection i've had? Apparantly it takes 2 weeks to kick.
Recently I've been to the urologist and i've had some bloodwork done and these are the results:
TSH 4.6 mIU/L 0.3-4.6
free T4 17.9 pmol/L 10-23
T3 1.3 nmol/L 1.1-3
LH 6 IU/L 2-9
FSH 9 IU/L 2-18
Prolacin 0.44(*) IU/L - 0.37
Testosteron 14.0 nmol/L 9-28
SHBG 27 nmol/L 10-60
free testo. 0.322 nmol/L 0.2-0.62
The urologist told me im normal n healthy... yeah right, I didnt even took her seriously so basically was like yeah yeah whatever just give me an appointment for a sexuologist ( english is not my first language, so not sure what it's called exactly ) and she did, so now I'm waiting for that appointment.
By the way this blood was taken on 4th of august, testosteron and blood work should be at best during summer... so what an idiot is that urologist saying my blood is fine..., maybe for some 60+ year old guy yeah...
Some info:
- 31 years old
- sexual intercourse rarely possible, due to losing erection/not being able to get full erection depends on girl and situation though
- rare morning erections, but I do have them sometimes (2-3 times/month) the ones you could make a girl fall in love with your dick for
- arousal SEEMS TO BE AN ISSUE aswell, I like women but rarely in a way I feel the urge to penetrate them
- strength wise in decent shape
- endurance wise (running, etc ) in fairly bad shape
- on days that I do run, jog or do whatever kind of cardio I've noticed that I get aroused much more easily whenever I see a girl that I dig
- yet getting up early and going for a run I dont seem to like ( dopamine/motivational issues? )
- cannot get orgasm with penetration, have to get her to whack me off really fast n hard for long... or masturbate too long to porn
-weak-ish nocturnal erections
I was personally thinking when I go visit the sexuologist asking for either Cabergoline, prolactin seems too high, and should in theory restore my testosterone levels due to increased LH signalling and having more T3 circulating in my body.
Im just a little bit worried that taking cabergoline might increase my anxiety giving me issues in that department... which would obviously lead to erectile issues aswell...
Another option seems to be to ask for a more complete bloodwork, including estradiol/dht and the ratios in relation to testosterone.
I'm open to any tips, thoughts or personal experiences.
Thanks in advance
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