I have attached pictures. Links at the bottom.
Hi guys. I was masturbating a while back and ripped some skin off near the middle of my shaft just under the circumcision scar. It hurt, and I instantly lost my erection. There was no bleeding. I also seem to have ripped the circumcision scar itself. It almost looks as if there is a hole or an open wound directly on the scar. And it stings. I have ripped my skin like this before, but never on the actual circumcision scar. It always healed up nicely within a week. I waited 3 days, and noticed no improvement. So I began putting 100% Aloe Vera Jelly on it along with Bacitracin Zinc. Since it ripped, i have had zero sexual contact. Not even masturbation. The Bacitracin and Aloe had little effect after about 11 days.
So I went to a dermatologist. He pretty much brushed me off and said that he had seen worse and it didnt look too bad. He gave me samples of Neosalus foam and Epiceram to apply 3-4 times a day. He told me I should be better in 2 weeks. Well it has been 1 week, and I have been applying the medicines, and still had no sexual contact. The rip on the shaft has shown some improvement, and doesnt hurt to touch anymore. However I am still I am still in pain. This is because the rip on the circumcision scar still looks like it did the first day I got injured. The medicines have had no effect on this part of the wound, and it still stings frequently. I am doubtful at this point that these medicines are the answer to my problem. Does anyone have any suggestions for me? Has anyone ever had a similar experience? Could this be an early onset of Peyronies Disease? Thanks!
Mental Effect This Has Had on Me (Optional Read)
I cant stop thinking about this tear on my penis. It plagues my thoughts constantly throughout the day. Just last week I had a 10/10 babe trying to get with me, and I had to put her off because I know sex will hurt and I will probably lose my erection, and look like a chump. And I just sat there all week doing nothing when I could have been with this girl. Felt awful. The impact this has had on my self esteem has been significant. I am getting really depressed, and constantly find myself questioning whether or not this will ever heal, if I will ever be the stallion I used to be.
Medicines I Have Used Thus Far
Bacitracin Zinc
Lily of the Desert 100% Aloe Vera Jelly (From Whole Foods for those wondering)
Neosalus Foam
Epiceram
Update 1/13/12
I went to see the dermatologist again on the December 21st because I still was not noticing any improvement. He took a closer look at me this time. He told me that the skin discoloration would take months to heal. He gave me Atrapro and Kelocote for the wound on the circumcision scar to try for 8 weeks. I was still not sure at this point (on the 21st) how sex would be. So I had sex on the 24th to see if a month and a half of treatment and no masturbation/sex had done anything at all. Turns out sex was excruciatingly painful. I was able to keep my erection and climax, but the amount of pain was equal to if not greater than the amount of pleasure. I have been using Atrapro and Kelocote for about 3 weeks now and have seen little to no improvement.
Mental Effects Updated 1/13/12 (Optional Read)
This injury has completely consumed me. I can't find joy in the things I love anymore. I had the most depressing Christmas of my life. I can't even enjoy snowboarding (which I love). The pain and discomfort is always there, reminding me of my problems. I just finished finals in college, and the hardest part of studying for finals was not the studying itself, or the stress, or anything school/study related. It was sitting there and having to deal with this injury mentally. It was extremely difficult to focus and concentrate with the pain constantly pulling my strings. The thought of never being able to have healthy and pain free sex again is unbelievably daunting and scary for me. This injury has negatively effected many aspects of my life. I am in a very low place.
Medicines I Have Used Updated 1/13/12
Bacitracin Zinc
Lily of the Desert 100% Aloe Vera Jelly (From Whole Foods for those wondering)
Neosalus Foam
Epiceram
Atrapro (Currently using)
Kelocote (Currently using)
Pictures:
11/27/12:
http://imgur.com/EG0jR
http://imgur.com/a/pZNoC#FROtM
12/15/12: (Before I had sex)
http://imgur.com/a/Ev0iN#A7WiT
12/28/12: (After sex)
http://imgur.com/a/52Jml
Hi guys. I was masturbating a while back and ripped some skin off near the middle of my shaft just under the circumcision scar. It hurt, and I instantly lost my erection. There was no bleeding. I also seem to have ripped the circumcision scar itself. It almost looks as if there is a hole or an open wound directly on the scar. And it stings. I have ripped my skin like this before, but never on the actual circumcision scar. It always healed up nicely within a week. I waited 3 days, and noticed no improvement. So I began putting 100% Aloe Vera Jelly on it along with Bacitracin Zinc. Since it ripped, i have had zero sexual contact. Not even masturbation. The Bacitracin and Aloe had little effect after about 11 days.
So I went to a dermatologist. He pretty much brushed me off and said that he had seen worse and it didnt look too bad. He gave me samples of Neosalus foam and Epiceram to apply 3-4 times a day. He told me I should be better in 2 weeks. Well it has been 1 week, and I have been applying the medicines, and still had no sexual contact. The rip on the shaft has shown some improvement, and doesnt hurt to touch anymore. However I am still I am still in pain. This is because the rip on the circumcision scar still looks like it did the first day I got injured. The medicines have had no effect on this part of the wound, and it still stings frequently. I am doubtful at this point that these medicines are the answer to my problem. Does anyone have any suggestions for me? Has anyone ever had a similar experience? Could this be an early onset of Peyronies Disease? Thanks!
Mental Effect This Has Had on Me (Optional Read)
I cant stop thinking about this tear on my penis. It plagues my thoughts constantly throughout the day. Just last week I had a 10/10 babe trying to get with me, and I had to put her off because I know sex will hurt and I will probably lose my erection, and look like a chump. And I just sat there all week doing nothing when I could have been with this girl. Felt awful. The impact this has had on my self esteem has been significant. I am getting really depressed, and constantly find myself questioning whether or not this will ever heal, if I will ever be the stallion I used to be.
Medicines I Have Used Thus Far
Bacitracin Zinc
Lily of the Desert 100% Aloe Vera Jelly (From Whole Foods for those wondering)
Neosalus Foam
Epiceram
Update 1/13/12
I went to see the dermatologist again on the December 21st because I still was not noticing any improvement. He took a closer look at me this time. He told me that the skin discoloration would take months to heal. He gave me Atrapro and Kelocote for the wound on the circumcision scar to try for 8 weeks. I was still not sure at this point (on the 21st) how sex would be. So I had sex on the 24th to see if a month and a half of treatment and no masturbation/sex had done anything at all. Turns out sex was excruciatingly painful. I was able to keep my erection and climax, but the amount of pain was equal to if not greater than the amount of pleasure. I have been using Atrapro and Kelocote for about 3 weeks now and have seen little to no improvement.
Mental Effects Updated 1/13/12 (Optional Read)
This injury has completely consumed me. I can't find joy in the things I love anymore. I had the most depressing Christmas of my life. I can't even enjoy snowboarding (which I love). The pain and discomfort is always there, reminding me of my problems. I just finished finals in college, and the hardest part of studying for finals was not the studying itself, or the stress, or anything school/study related. It was sitting there and having to deal with this injury mentally. It was extremely difficult to focus and concentrate with the pain constantly pulling my strings. The thought of never being able to have healthy and pain free sex again is unbelievably daunting and scary for me. This injury has negatively effected many aspects of my life. I am in a very low place.
Medicines I Have Used Updated 1/13/12
Bacitracin Zinc
Lily of the Desert 100% Aloe Vera Jelly (From Whole Foods for those wondering)
Neosalus Foam
Epiceram
Atrapro (Currently using)
Kelocote (Currently using)
Pictures:
11/27/12:
http://imgur.com/EG0jR
http://imgur.com/a/pZNoC#FROtM
12/15/12: (Before I had sex)
http://imgur.com/a/Ev0iN#A7WiT
12/28/12: (After sex)
http://imgur.com/a/52Jml

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