Dont remember if it was as hard when i first got it years ago, but i do remember i tried massaging but it did not help. Now i know its an inflammatory thing so massaging is probably not a good idea anyway. Al these years it never bothered me much because it was just a few hard beads, smaller than a rice grain and when erect it was just a very thin hard vein. The visual aspect was no problem and it didn't hurt. No bruises either.
I'm just afraid that if i restart sex/masturbation/PE it will swell up again like it did 8 months ago, it swole up so enormous and it scared the crap out of me, it was like a hard worm was under my skin, the vein became like 8mm thick and became much longer too. My dick looked severly messed up. The first two months after this happened and i tried masturbating very gently, it would swell up very bad again the next day. I also tried hanging a few times in the first 2 months but that did not make it swell, its friction that causes it.
I feel like it has healed a lot but it is not gone yet and i'm afraid that if i mess with it, the last 6 months of almost not touching it will have been for nothing. Very deppressing.
I'm just afraid that if i restart sex/masturbation/PE it will swell up again like it did 8 months ago, it swole up so enormous and it scared the crap out of me, it was like a hard worm was under my skin, the vein became like 8mm thick and became much longer too. My dick looked severly messed up. The first two months after this happened and i tried masturbating very gently, it would swell up very bad again the next day. I also tried hanging a few times in the first 2 months but that did not make it swell, its friction that causes it.
I feel like it has healed a lot but it is not gone yet and i'm afraid that if i mess with it, the last 6 months of almost not touching it will have been for nothing. Very deppressing.

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