For the last couple weeks, I've been using reverse kegels to hold off my need to ejaculate. It was going great, I was reaching PONR, I was staving it off. Recently, I decided to try to do my favorite masturbating session with porn, but this time, to do it like I used to do it. That is without flexing anything or even trying at all to hold back anything. First 10 minutes, I was aroused. After that, I wasn't really reaching that PONR arousal level. I was erect, I could feel my BC muscle throbbing a bit as I stroked. But for some reason, here I am finding myself almost two hours in and I haven't ejaculated. I had to really pound it hard to get myself to ejaculate. And when I did ejaculate, it wasn't really satisfying. It was a weak orgasm, sort to speak.
So, is this normal? What have I done? I want to be able to have dry orgasms one day. It seems like my body is doing what I was doing manually with the flexing, all on it's own. That tingling feeling, I'm not getting it anymore. I have to work for it. I've also noticed that if I don't ejaculate in the first 15, 20 minutes, then the feeling of the ejaculation won't be satisfying. Have I messed up my brain or something?
So, is this normal? What have I done? I want to be able to have dry orgasms one day. It seems like my body is doing what I was doing manually with the flexing, all on it's own. That tingling feeling, I'm not getting it anymore. I have to work for it. I've also noticed that if I don't ejaculate in the first 15, 20 minutes, then the feeling of the ejaculation won't be satisfying. Have I messed up my brain or something?
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