I dont know but it feels like i am losing motivation.
Which is pretty insane since i've had gains, i dont really know why.
I am trying to evolve my CS more but it seems hard.
Have been off for a while, have just been doing very few stretches and i am struggeling for motivation...
I have some marks and bruises which seem to take very long time to subside, which is why i try to not do girth since
the bruises gets back to Square 1 when i do... And i am afraid they wont go away fully. But i havent done girth for 2 weeks.
Havent measured for a while aswell since my eq seems shit. This is very unfortunate since i am desperate for girth,
i will wait more and see if these bruises go away so i can keep going. Atm length isnt a problem, i Think i am still 8"
I will try to get back in track in a while but i havent seen improvements in girth and i Think that is why i am lacking motivation.
Still doing erect bends and edging with deathgrip until my b5 Cream arrives so i hopefully can
get rid of these damn old discolored bruises.
I REALLY WANT to start again! Will try the new cheap shit-extender when it comes and i Think i will
shoot for 9" bpel long term, perhaps 8,5 i dont know, then i will go for girth.
My b-cream for Bruises has arrived today!! Earlier than i expected! I Will apply it once or twice a day and i really hope this works because it seems like my last hope.
Okay im back, ive been trying to find ways of curing prem ejac and i think i know My path.
Currently tying up My frenulum since it was the main spot that cause IK.
When i am Done and healed i Will jelq against My curve, stretch and bend, main goal is the curve and gains are just a bonus. My left curve seem to have a tendency to hit the wrong spots.
Until then, im cutting all kegels and doing a very heavy RK routine with squats and pf stretches, i believe i am very tense and My erections rely on kegels. I notice my girth gets fuller when i force a strong RK which would indicate that bloodflow is restricted. I can not hold it for long tho.
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