07/11/2010
No PE again today, just no time when I got back from hanging out with the girlfriend. Gotta be up early tomorrow.
I did jerk off though
Also, side-note, for whatever reason I've been in a slump all weekend. Upset about something and I can't quite put my finger on what it is, but whatever it was it just made me be... Off all weekend. Like semi-depressed. Idk how to describe it, but I relapsed into my old self with bad habits and all.
Don't give up mil, it is truly worth it! Just stick in there, and you will be GLAD that you did. I reassure you Good habits here you come again? *nods*
Don't give up mil, it is truly worth it! Just stick in there, and you will be GLAD that you did. I reassure you Good habits here you come again? *nods*
-UYN-
Oh I'm not giving up, I just don't really know what happened to me, relapsed into my old self for whatever reason, but I'm back to normal more or less. I guess I just had some serious motivation and discipline issues. Whatever, I'm more or less back to normal, just extremely tired.
*Nod* good habits back again!
I know that every semester of school I just hit this wall, where I'm sick of it all (and I only have a 6 week semester this semester!) and just don't give a fuck, and put myself in a hole where I gotta climb out alone, so I guess that's what I'm doing.
Thanks man, I think I'm starting to climb outta that hole now, should be good in a few days so hopefully I can keep my energy level up and not plateau (in life) and stay good!
Thanks man, I think I'm starting to climb outta that hole now, should be good in a few days so hopefully I can keep my energy level up and not plateau (in life) and stay good!
I've been stressed all day today, and upset yesterday due to arguing with the girlfriend for the whole evening. But today I've tried to stay relaxed throughout the stress and haven't noticed any extreme or serious or even mild turtling. Which is good. Since I've been home studying all day I'm trying to stay relaxed and BTT stretching for as long as possible.
The thing about my BTT that I've noticed is that it's really helped my nutsack relax more and hang a lot lower then it usually does, which is always a good thing.
I did hang in the morning, which usually causes fatigue for later in the day but today I've had random erections all day, which is nice. I'm going to go for another set of 20 minutes tonight and do some jelqing/edging beforehand.
Did I mention that I hate College Algebra, and hate my professor even more because he complicates shit way more than neccessary?
I've been stressed all day today, and upset yesterday due to arguing with the girlfriend for the whole evening. But today I've tried to stay relaxed throughout the stress and haven't noticed any extreme or serious or even mild turtling. Which is good. Since I've been home studying all day I'm trying to stay relaxed and BTT stretching for as long as possible.
The thing about my BTT that I've noticed is that it's really helped my nutsack relax more and hang a lot lower then it usually does, which is always a good thing.
I did hang in the morning, which usually causes fatigue for later in the day but today I've had random erections all day, which is nice. I'm going to go for another set of 20 minutes tonight and do some jelqing/edging beforehand.
Did I mention that I hate College Algebra, and hate my professor even more because he complicates shit way more than neccessary?
I'm going to tough it out and start actually studying HARD for the second time in my education career. But my girl is good in math so she's gonna be tutoring me tomorrow, hopefully I can get a lil somethin somethin at the end of the night
I've noticed that she doesn't only want to blow me anymore, she says that she'll start fine but then "her girl down there" will want to finish the job, how selfish! Hee hee
07/14/2010
Possibly one of the worst days I've had all year. Today fucking sucked. Although, the ending was rather fantastic
High stress levels.
Fights all throughout the day with family and girlfriend.
Cramming so much knowledge into my brain my eyes are popping out.
Lack of sleep.
Waking up at 5 AM for "personal training"
Full day of school.
Blah. Blah. Blah.
Whacked it in the morning before school.
Got make-up sex from the girlfriend after studying.
More studying so no PE for me.
Oh yea, and MY PANEL INTERVIEW IS ON MONDAYYYYYYYYYYY! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
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