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DreamSpace Progress Log _
I've watched and gotten to know many of you from your posts, as well as Thunders for about ~4 years now. That being said I figured I finally start a progress log due to having been at it this long and still being not at my goal yet.
I will have the unusual addition of putting down my standing nbpel, as well as sitting nbpel.
In short. It has to do with getting blowjobs and feeling big, vs standing and delivering, and feeling aight.
I believe I started (estimate) at nbpel 6.1~6.2 sitting and npel 5.5~5.75 standing. Never measured girth just kind of play that by ear.
I'm currently at a sitting nbpel 6.75 which can sometimes get to just under nbel 7 in. Standing nbpel slightly over 6.25.
My measuring has always been nbpel due to pain of jabbing a ruler into myself. I'll get you accurate guys BPEL readings soon.
It's been years and the lack of progress has been taxing mentally, not planning on giving up though. Went those 4 years with almost no breaks (aside from random days off). I just finished a month long (33day technically) DECON break for the first time. For years I did mostly just jelqing. I just did it, and was kind of hoping one day it would just be huge. I could get it plump like crazy, but after like 3 years and finally getting more attentive with the ruler I realized "Oh s**t. I'm kinda not getting anywhere."
I think I made all my initial gains fairly fast, and kind of just sat at this measurement for a while.
Pretty frustrated I started reading EVERYTHING, I went from overtraining. To undertraining. Still nothing, and from jelqs to no-jelq routine, to hot sock, then from hot sock to heatlamp. Bundled stretch. Towel raises. ETC.
Dang, nothing (noticeably at least)
Kept plugging away, finally started stretching HARD about maybe 4 months ago? As well as using a golf weight fulcrum. Doing this for a while I I finally thought I saw some gains (from standing 6.25 to between 6.25 and 6.5). I thought I might be tripping, because npel measurements can honestly be inconsistent. But I felt that it MUST of happened because I was so used to noticing no change. Did this for a while changing how hard I used the fulcrum too often, and saw that I was back at 6.25 standing. Na that wasn't good so I went hard on the stretching again except with bundles and seemed to get back to between 6.25 and 6.5 but just hovering. Also still not confident with the measuring.
Because of not being sure I went to hanging a 2.5 weight using a captains wench. Started getting some base girth which I was alright with because I got the baseball bat going on. Stopped after a few weeks due to nothing really noticeable in length. Not a fan of the nerve risk or not seeing much gains. Or just sitting with weights tied to my dong.
Went back to bundled stretches and couldn't tell if I was overtraining (keeping PI's in mind).
In all honesty some of might be out of order, part of the reason for me creating a progress log.
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TL
DR, (SPARKNOTES VERSION)
Been stuck for 4 years at mostly same length, most of gains probably initially. Never took a decon until first a few months ago for 3weeks, and today I just got off a 33day DECON break. Did some light stretching under heat lamp. And 50 wet jelqs after.
Felt as though I finally having possible length gains before this decon after realizing I might be a hardgainer who was before ALSO overtraining. Started stretching REAL hard which I had never done before. Also experimenting with golf weights. Finally MAYBE gained 1/8 length over a monthish, but need more to be sure it isn't just bad measuring on my part.
The very last thing I did on the final non decon day to see what it would take to give me an obvious negative PI's before I took my DECON break was bundled stretch under heat lamp, golf weight fulcrum stretches, and 100 wet jelqs in shower (I also am experimenting with jelqing harder now days)
Those made my dick shrivel and get flaccid hard. Found the hyper-negative PI. Decided I would take a week off.
Read more and realized never took a super serious long break, I might be super conditioned and needed more time off. So a week in I decided to make it a total of 6 weeks. Was aiming for 6 weeks, came out to one (33days) month due to losing some girth and a little length from 30 days and wanting to be in peak form. (Ex wants to see me)
I know this post is all over the place, I'm just hoping to find gains and get to 7.5 nbpel sitting and 7.2~ nbpel standing eventually. Get some help along the way if possible. Post regularly. And get my gains going again and inspire others who have been plateaued for a long damn time (like years).
Have a great day and remember you are all awesome
I will have the unusual addition of putting down my standing nbpel, as well as sitting nbpel.
In short. It has to do with getting blowjobs and feeling big, vs standing and delivering, and feeling aight.
I believe I started (estimate) at nbpel 6.1~6.2 sitting and npel 5.5~5.75 standing. Never measured girth just kind of play that by ear.
I'm currently at a sitting nbpel 6.75 which can sometimes get to just under nbel 7 in. Standing nbpel slightly over 6.25.
My measuring has always been nbpel due to pain of jabbing a ruler into myself. I'll get you accurate guys BPEL readings soon.
It's been years and the lack of progress has been taxing mentally, not planning on giving up though. Went those 4 years with almost no breaks (aside from random days off). I just finished a month long (33day technically) DECON break for the first time. For years I did mostly just jelqing. I just did it, and was kind of hoping one day it would just be huge. I could get it plump like crazy, but after like 3 years and finally getting more attentive with the ruler I realized "Oh s**t. I'm kinda not getting anywhere."
I think I made all my initial gains fairly fast, and kind of just sat at this measurement for a while.
Pretty frustrated I started reading EVERYTHING, I went from overtraining. To undertraining. Still nothing, and from jelqs to no-jelq routine, to hot sock, then from hot sock to heatlamp. Bundled stretch. Towel raises. ETC.
Dang, nothing (noticeably at least)
Kept plugging away, finally started stretching HARD about maybe 4 months ago? As well as using a golf weight fulcrum. Doing this for a while I I finally thought I saw some gains (from standing 6.25 to between 6.25 and 6.5). I thought I might be tripping, because npel measurements can honestly be inconsistent. But I felt that it MUST of happened because I was so used to noticing no change. Did this for a while changing how hard I used the fulcrum too often, and saw that I was back at 6.25 standing. Na that wasn't good so I went hard on the stretching again except with bundles and seemed to get back to between 6.25 and 6.5 but just hovering. Also still not confident with the measuring.
Because of not being sure I went to hanging a 2.5 weight using a captains wench. Started getting some base girth which I was alright with because I got the baseball bat going on. Stopped after a few weeks due to nothing really noticeable in length. Not a fan of the nerve risk or not seeing much gains. Or just sitting with weights tied to my dong.
Went back to bundled stretches and couldn't tell if I was overtraining (keeping PI's in mind).
In all honesty some of might be out of order, part of the reason for me creating a progress log.
-----------------------------------------
TL
DR, (SPARKNOTES VERSION)Been stuck for 4 years at mostly same length, most of gains probably initially. Never took a decon until first a few months ago for 3weeks, and today I just got off a 33day DECON break. Did some light stretching under heat lamp. And 50 wet jelqs after.
Felt as though I finally having possible length gains before this decon after realizing I might be a hardgainer who was before ALSO overtraining. Started stretching REAL hard which I had never done before. Also experimenting with golf weights. Finally MAYBE gained 1/8 length over a monthish, but need more to be sure it isn't just bad measuring on my part.
The very last thing I did on the final non decon day to see what it would take to give me an obvious negative PI's before I took my DECON break was bundled stretch under heat lamp, golf weight fulcrum stretches, and 100 wet jelqs in shower (I also am experimenting with jelqing harder now days)
Those made my dick shrivel and get flaccid hard. Found the hyper-negative PI. Decided I would take a week off.
Read more and realized never took a super serious long break, I might be super conditioned and needed more time off. So a week in I decided to make it a total of 6 weeks. Was aiming for 6 weeks, came out to one (33days) month due to losing some girth and a little length from 30 days and wanting to be in peak form. (Ex wants to see me)
I know this post is all over the place, I'm just hoping to find gains and get to 7.5 nbpel sitting and 7.2~ nbpel standing eventually. Get some help along the way if possible. Post regularly. And get my gains going again and inspire others who have been plateaued for a long damn time (like years).
Have a great day and remember you are all awesome
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