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Went to Kayla's last night.

On the way there my cock didn't want anything to do with sex.

I got there and forgot everything. I kissed her, went upstairs and took her pants off. So much for our break in sexual things ahah


It was the best sex we've ever had. I turned her over, and she didn't resist. It felt so good to be inside her. My erection didn't subside at all.

Came all over her chest and then went down on her til she came on my lips. Her orgasm was super intense, more than before.

We cuddled, fell asleep and woke up in awesome moods. My cock was tired, and still is. Mmm...

Awesome.

Will kegel tonight.

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Kegeld that night.

Crazy fucking Kasia, (Old fling) decided she wanted me, and when I said no, she decided no one could have me.

She fucking emails her on Facebook telling her how i'm "in love with her" and that i'm still sleeping with her.

I tried to not get angry, but it was hard. She wasn't only attacking me, she was attacking the relationship i've worked so hard to grow.

Fuck that bitch. Blocked and deleted her. I don't have time for psychos

ENDRANT

Kegeled Tuesday, Kayla spent the night last night.

We had a conversation about how she doesn't feel like she's accomplished anything in life. I want to figure out how to make that feeling go away.

We had sex for a short period of time, i've gotta try to respect this hiatus.

Kegels are seemingly doing me good. Tonight I add another super kegel.

Flaccid hang isnt much, I suspect this is from the injury break from stretching and jelqing.

Will report.

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Two super kegels last night. Felt difficult, as it should.

Rest day.

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We've decided to stop fooling around.

It didn't hurt til she said, "I'm not doing this to hurt you."

Then it became real. We hungout Sunday (a day off) and it was hard to not kiss her. We went to get food, I wrote her a cheesy love note because she mentioned she'd never gotten one. Her reaction was much more serious than I meant for. She didn't want to let me leave, kept cuddling against me til she eventually fell asleep.

Started rubbing her back, she woke up and pressed against me, and I realized I was turning her on, and had to stop. After I left, she texted me about how wet she was, and how her bed smelled like me as she made herself cum.

So hard to try and not be sexually attracted to her.

Kegeled yesterday, woke up with an erection so hard that I couldn't bend it to pee.

Slow concentrated Kegels need to be key.

She's coming over tomorrow, hopefully the sexual attraction will wane. She's sleeping in my bed, and for the first time I won't kiss her.

I HATE to admit it, but it's hard to not text Kasia.

Life.

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We've messed around and had great sex since my last post.

Kegels have been consitant. Can't wait til next year, hopefully i'll be able to start jelqing again.

Last night I made Kayla realize that she has sex to validate herself, using her body so that I like her. That's not what I want. Helped her realize that sex is much better when she WANTS it not NEEDS it.

Will workout tonight.

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Today, penis was not very awake. I think it was because of my lazyness and poor food choices yesterday.

Today, I ate like a king, and worked out, and didn't stay on the couch all day.

Hopefully tomorrow will be good.

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Multiple Random erections during the night, but nothing to write home about.

Still a little sore on the right side, hopefully I can dodge having sex till i'm really healed.

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Worked out last night, the sore feeling was very prominent at work.

I'll bring it up with my doctor.

Didn't go to the real gym, but did all my kegels, with two 30 second super kegels.

Immediately after I was horny, I started to play with myself, trying to get an erection without thinking about anything dirty. I got hard, really hard, and then came. I couldn't stop! haha Ejaculate was noticeably more thick and white.

Figuring I should of given myself sometime off due to the sore feeling, I felt bad and wiped off and went to bed, only to be woken up multiple times by a raging erection.

Hmm..

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Sunday, was super horny last night, and super horny today.

I don't know what's causing this, but i'm not complaining.

Measured again today, almost exactly 7.5 bpel almost 6 eg

Now that i'm done with school, it's time to focus on the gym. I need to stay committed to see results.

Today, chest/triceps

kegels

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I can't stop thinking about sex.

I'm incredibly high strung and feel like just ripping someone apart. Just got out of the gym and it didn't help.

Just masturbated like two days ago, usually i'd be fine but i'm not haha.

Going to take a long shower, kegel and try to relax. Jesus christ.

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Woke up this morning, another wet dream.

T-levels increasing. Kegels went well last night.

Kayla coming over tonight.

Cock sore from all the attention (Though I haven't given it any)

Day 3 of sexual abstinence in light of the vein from hell.

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Well, so much for abstinence. Kayla came over and gave me amazing head Monday night, then we had sex Tuesday , both had two orgasms.

My body is so sore, my apartment is a mess, and my penis is begging for mercy.

She's having surgery next week for her tonsils, so i'll get a break. My penis needs it.

I can't start PEing again till this break has been taken. I don't think i've taken more than a week off of sexual activity of any sort in more than a year. Jesus.

Forgot to do my kegels yesterday, but i'm sure it's not that bad. Will do tonight.
Day 1: No sexual activity.

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I can't stop thinking about sex.

I'm incredibly high strung and feel like just ripping someone apart.

T-levels increasing.

No shit sherlock, sounds like T is back through the roof!

Any word from kasia btw?

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No shit sherlock, sounds like T is back through the roof!

Any word from kasia btw?

None yet Eric, i've got a feeling i'll hear from her soon.

I'm slowly slowly getting over how good she was in bed. When you take that away from her, she wasn't a good person.

Kayla is getting incredibly good at giving head and I think it's because she's emotionally getting closer to me.

It's funny, she mentioned the other night, "Did your cock get bigger? I can't even fit a quarter of it in my mouth now.."

I haven't been jelqing for a while, but the healing break must be doing some good.

One of my friend's ex's is hitting on me, wanting to come up and spend the night. Though she's incredibly attractive I know that I care about Kayla much more than just

some one night stand. Growing up hahaha


Added the 3rd Super Kegel last night, this morning woke up with morning wood. Slowly working my way up to 10!

Thursday 23rd, Day 2 no sexual activity. Still sore on right side of penis.

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Merry Christmas gentlemen and stalkers!
Forgot to pe yesterday, but did it just now. Notice my pc feels tighter than usual Random erections feel different, like the blood is being FORCED in. It feels good.

Crazy weekend so far, will go into detail when I get home to a computer.