My EQ Journey

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12/3/2018: Day 14 without porn. Had a fairly light JP90 session today, maybe only 50 jelqs. Could see some red dots on my shaft, so was perhaps doing it wrong. Didn't want to risk negative PI's.

Woke up one at 2am, and again at 6am. Had morning wood both times.

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12/4/2018: Day 15 without porn!
12/5/2018: Day 16 without porn!
12/6/2018: Day 17 without porn!
12/7/2018: Day 18 without porn!

I was out of down all of these days, so I was sadly unable to do PE. Will pick JP90 back up tomorrow.

My girlfriend and I had sex for the first time in this relationship. The PIED and potential other issues made it interesting and stressful for me. We were able to have a decent amount of sex, but eventually I went soft due to lack of stimulation. I think it's from how I used to masturbate, which was dry and probably too tight. This will take awhile to rid myself of.

But the good news is the next day she gave me a BJ and let me do small thrust into her mouth and I came. Later that day in bed we were talking about something thick, and she goes "You know what else is thick?" and points to my D. It just made me feel better, and motivates me to keep doing PE and no porn!

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12/4/2018: Day 15 without porn!
12/5/2018: Day 16 without porn!
12/6/2018: Day 17 without porn!
12/7/2018: Day 18 without porn!

Woohoo! Congrats on cutting out the porn.

Later that day in bed we were talking about something thick, and she goes "You know what else is thick?" and points to my D. It just made me feel better, and motivates me to keep doing PE and no porn!

Ah man! That's awesome dude. I'm single and probably will be for a while (I've put dating on hold for a little bit) but it'd be nice to get some irl recognition of gains lol. Keep up the good work!

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Woohoo! Congrats on cutting out the porn.



Ah man! That's awesome dude. I'm single and probably will be for a while (I've put dating on hold for a little bit) but it'd be nice to get some irl recognition of gains lol. Keep up the good work!

Thanks dude! Looks like you've made some really solid gains from your signature/footnote! Hope I can get on your level with the gains

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12/8/18: Day 19 without porn! Did a light JP90 session to get back into the swing of things.

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12/8/18: Day 19 without porn! Did a light JP90 session to get back into the swing of things.

Nice one Vorrex stay on your track and soon you will get rid off the porn forever ! You stayed away from porn 19 days i believe your bat habbit is slowly going away . If the urges come , always remember why you started . Wish you luck and stay motivated

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12/9/18: Day 20 without porn! Did another JP90 session today. Really hope I'm doing these correctly. All I care about is EQ.

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12/10/2018: Day 21 without porn! Feels good guys. No urges to ever go back. When I feel the need to masturbate, it's to things that have already taken place.

Did a normal Bathmate routine today, nothing fancy. Since I'm not doing V-jelqs in my normal routine, I took today to focus on girth with the BM.

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12/11/2018: Day 22 without porn! Again, not a single urge. I don't know if it's some sort of "flatline" because I still get horny, and can achieve the level of erection needed for jelqing. Sure, my erections still subside quickly, but this will be a long process. Woke up with an erection around 3 am that took awhile to go down.

Did a normal JP90 session today. Will give the next two days for rest. Might dabble in some kegels today.

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12/12/2018: Day 23 without porn! Still no porn urges. Woke up around 4 am with solid wood. Also still taking the Ashwagandha pills. Could be doing nothing of course, but still taking Going to rest today and tomorrow and pick up JP90 again on Friday.

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12/13/2018: Day 24 without porn. Feels great still

Saw a thread on jelqing, and figured I'd give some of the tips in here a shot: https://www.pegym.com/forums/penis-e...ml#post1552631

My penis must be fatigued, as I was not able to do more than 10 jelqs. I did my regular warm up routine, and still god many red dots. Taking that as a sign to rest again today. I feel maybe I have been doing the jelqs incorrectly. Will follow up after the advice given in the above thread.

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12/14/2018: Day 25 without porn! I ended up resting again today. Noticed a few small red dots on my glans and figured it was safer to just postpone until the next day. Actually had a dream where I was viewing porn on my laptop, and then I closed the tab to stop myself! I forget most of my dreams but that really stuck with me.

12/15/2018: Day 26 without porn. This devil has been out of my life for nearly a month. Just have to make it a lifetime now. I modified the way I did my JP90 today. Kept my grip on the end of the shaft under the glans and did the next jelq, with my OK grip facing down instead of to the side (probably programmed into my because that's how I masturbate). Will see if this has any impact.

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12/16/2018: Day 27 without porn! Still no urges. I did masturbate to imagination yesterday after I updated the log. Did a light Bathmate and a light JP90 session today. Still not sure what feeling constitutes a great jelqing session. Looking through the forums for answers.

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12/17/2018: Day 28 without porn! I did not do any PE today. My EQ has not improved really at all. I do get nocturnal erections, very few at full strength, others an enough rigidity for penetration, but not full expansion for whatever reason.

12/18/2018: Day 29 without porn! No PE today either.

12/19/2018: Day 30 without porn I've got this far without watching porn, which is a milestone for me. I have masturbated over this last months on an average of a few times a week. I do recall during my last no PMO streak, after 20 days my erections were insane. I may try to now abstain from masturbation to see if I get my erections back after awhile. Not my first choice, but willing to give it a few weeks to see. Won't be doing PE in the meantime since I feel it is not that effective without proper EQ.

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12/20/2018: Day 31 without porn, Day 3 without ejaculation! Did a Bathmate session in the shower yesterday.