smolpeepee's journey

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I'll use this as a sort of journal, and also to track my progress online ( I also have a journal irl but here I can benefit from others experience and replies and whatnot)

Hello, first thread. First of all, I'd like to thank all the people that were injured for science purposes, and later gave us all the info about it, so we wouldn't make the same mistake
Also another thank you to everyone making routines and taking the time off to write all the instructions and answer all the questions. All of you are some real life savers.
I'll keep it short,or at least try to. I do not plan on spending too much time on the forum from now on, because I was here reading about 10 hours each day these last two days and I can't focus on anything else, since I'm so heccin' excited. (I will however check in once in a while for notifications; i.e.: there's something wrong with my post)
My routine is JP's 90 days. I'm doing everything as he says, the same reps, the same sets, same everything, as of now. I'm new to PE, so my penis is not that well conditioned, besides heavily masturbating like out of depression for years (was heavily addicted to it). I'm on no fap now, and I do not intend to use any techniques that involve edging or ballooning, now or in the future, because I will not be able to control myself, as proven by myself today when I ended my 59 days streak. Yay
Here are my starting measurements (and also goals, I do not expect much, therefore I seldom will be disappointed) , measured AFTER the first day, so I might've been a little pumped.
(yes this is my signature as well)

26.03.2019 ->Starting JP90's

FL: 8.10 cm= 3.188" (goal 9.50 cm)
BPFL: 12.00 cm= 4.724"
EL: 11.80 cm= 4.645" (goal 14.50 cm)
BPEL: 14.30 cm= 5.629"
GEG: 13.20 cm=5.196" (goal 14.00 cm)
BEG: 12.30 cm=4.842" (goal 13.00 cm)
MEG: 12.38 cm=4.874" (goal 13.00 cm)

02.04.2019 -> First measurements

EL: 14.00cm=5.51" (+2.2 cm = 0.86") 18.64% increase
BPEL: 16.70cm=6.57" (+2.4 cm = 0.94") 16.78% increase
BEG: 12.80cm= 5.03" (+0.5 cm = 0.19") 4.06% increase

After doing all the measurements and stuff, I noticed that there is something called flacid stretch pull or something which is the preffered method of measuring gains. I have no idea how to do that without snapping my peepee and since I'm really bad with measurements, I won't redo them for now. These are fairly accurate (except for the damned flaccid ones, I just have to think about measuring and I'll get a slight errection so bear in mind that both fl and bpfl are actually bigger than they are irl), I can't see tho always the 0.0x cms so that might be an issue, although I doubt much of one.

My goals besides this are to improve EQ, since I suffered from ED really badly, I had a ~3.8" dong at "maximum" errection. I cured this by going on no fap, mostly, and would rate my EQ now to be about 85%, which is amazing compared to what I had while I had ED, but not so good compared to what I used to have. The lenght is more or less the same, it wouldn't really make a difference, but I remember my head girth to be bigger. And also the strenght and feel of the E. Before it used to be like a concrete wall, now it's good but eh.

Once I condition my dong enough, I'll start getting into more advanced stuff, right now I do not want to risk a <4" minisausage again, so I'm keeping it as safe as possible.

I'll also list all of my supplements:
2x L-arginine on empty stomach (1000mg each): one in the morning, one in the evening
2-3x Omega 3-6-9 (1200mg each)
1-2x CoQ10 (15 mg)
1x Ginkgo Biloba (60 mg)

Looking to add L-lysine, D3, Zinc and Mg, Vitamin C, and Multi-Vit B

As of now, I already made progress with the JP90's my penis looking so much more veiny compared to two days prior. It's amazing.

I know I'm starting way below average, but I have 12:00 LOT so who knows what I have in store, provided enough time, effort and care?

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3rd day, I'm starting to get the hang of it. Cut off ~10 minutes off the time it took me yesterday (~95->85) to finish the whole workout. I still have trouble with errections when jelqing and v jelqs feel weird.
Other than that there's not much to say. My unit looking good for it's size, very veiny, although not all veins look the same. There are a few bigger and more noticeable ones that don't really have a colour, and some a bit smaller ones, sort of like a snake, and coloured in a sort of blueish.

[6inDongNotForLong Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close 6inDongNotForLong]

Keep up the great work!

One day at a time.

[closed291 Retired ModeratorPEGym Hero Member of the Month June 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close closed291]

Looks like a solid plan...keep us posted!

[mypeepeeissmol:( Member Find all posts View Profile Close mypeepeeissmol:(]

Keep up the great work!

One day at a time.

Thanks! I wouldn't qualify it as great as of now, but at least I'm trying my best. I also kind of regret not starting this earlier, but better later than never.
Yes, patience here is key. Especially when you see some sort of improvement, it's really hard NOT to go overboard and end up injuring yourself. Have to be patient, might as well enjoy the process.

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Thanks! I wouldn't qualify it as great as of now, but at least I'm trying my best. I also kind of regret not starting this earlier, but better later than never.
Yes, patience here is key. Especially when you see some sort of improvement, it's really hard NOT to go overboard and end up injuring yourself. Have to be patient, might as well enjoy the process.

PE is a journey...an adventure...and you seem to have the right perspective...enjoy the process and you will be amazed at what can happen.

[mypeepeeissmol:( Member Find all posts View Profile Close mypeepeeissmol:(]

PE is a journey...an adventure...and you seem to have the right perspective...enjoy the process and you will be amazed at what can happen.

It is indeed quite the adventure of self-discovery. I got pretty much nothing to think about when doing the exercises so I use that time to cleanse my mind of negative stuff. I put on some good music, and start attacking the insecurities one by one. I am already done with being resentful that there are other dudes out there with bigger dongs than mine. So what. The grass will be always greener on the neighbours lawn. Perhaps they are fighting more troublesome things in their lives, than being concerned about their penis' size.
And it's also a bit funny, because I looked at my countries' average size, and I'm just a bit above that. (0.3cm as of current measurements)

Yes, perspective is very important. It can either make you or break you. Always have to know how to look at things so that you can either benefit, be empowered or get motivated. Anything else just wears the mind, body and spirit down, so no point in worrying, stressing and envying.

Edit:

Looks like a solid plan...keep us posted! https://www.pegym.com/forums/images/smilies/smile.png

Sorry, didn't notice your previous comment. I will make sure to post so I can keep in touch, and it feels also good to finally be a part of a community

Edit, edit: thanks a lot for the rep and comment! You are very kind ^-^

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So I just woke up. This is day 4, I've done exercise for 3 days only.
I had the most raging boner I probably did in my entire life. Everything is also well defined, I don't know how to explain that. Like the head looks like an actual head, the shaft looks like a shaft.
Also I'm pretty sure if I measured, I would have already gains, which is mind blowing after such a little time. PE is freakin' amazing.
Now, off to the exercises.
Small note: Got a sort of exam going on tomorrow, so I'll have to skip the exercises because I also have to commute 400km, also probably no log. We'll see tho.
Also: thinking about replacing 1 set of v-jelqs with ok-jelqs. I don't feel like I'm doing that much with v-jelqs just yet. I haven't got the technique down and with the ok-jelqs I can feel the progress literally while I'm doing them.

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I swear, I'm making a religion out of PE. This stuff too good.
I ended up doing 1 set of ok-jelqs instead of 1 set of v-jelqs. However, I don't think I will substitute v-jelqs more tho, because I actually felt them do a bit of work, even if slightly, at the end. So if I get the technique on point, these should come in useful as well.
Beginning from now on, I will add one stretch downwards. It only makes sense for me, since my LOT is at 12:00, and I have a horrible tug when pulling downwards, so that means my upper ligs are tight, hence I need to loosen them up.
Veins are looking incredible, I'm just so turned on when I even think about adding more lenght and girth and then f'ing some girls with my new baseball bat lmfao. ( I know my 4"-er won't turn into a baseball bat, but don't crush my hopes and dreams, ok ? ples. thanc u )
I also managed to complete the whole workout in 65 minutes, 20 whole minutes less than yesterday, that's just freakin' lit.

Also note to self: remove any lofi songs with japanese women humming/soft-spoken lyrics from the playlist. They'll just make everything much harder.

[Arcadium Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Arcadium]

All the best my man.

Not really sure whether the LoT theory is still in large use though.

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me: p*rn is bad for you fam, think about how low you stooped for 13 years. You would've had such a bright future, if it wasn't for p*rn.

also me: yea dude but remember that video?...


Soooo, I gotta get back my life in order. I thought that along with PE, I should change alot of other stuff.
I thought about this during today's session and I think that implementing 6 habbits and sticking with them for 6 weeks, will net me a lot more than trying to do 30 at once and getting burnt out. So:
1st habbit: PE ( it was kinda to be expected, right?)]
2nd habbit: a heccin' sleep schedule. I cannot fall asleep before 00:00 ffs
3rd habbit: light gym schedule. full body exercises, more volume, less intensity, to get back into a sort of shape and also not get too big of a muscle sore
4th habbit: jogging every day, or doing some cardiovascular activity. Even if it is just walking. I'm fat. I need to start getting into shape.
5th habbit: Eating more fruits ! I can't even remember the last time I ate a fruit. My whole diet needs a switch, but it's pretty hard to do that right now. If I stick to eating fruits consistently, then I can advance this habbit and make my whole diet healthier. For now I'll try not to overdo anything, as I said, so if eating a few fruits a day is taking too much of a toll on my willpower, I doubt that instantly switching to the healthiest diet will be possible.
6th habbit: back to f'in no fap. I've cum to p*rn 4 times these past 3 days and I can already see this altering both my gains and EQ. New mantra whenever a nasty thought arises: " Thank you for sharing. You can go now. I am in control. I am in power. I am able to withstand my urges and my emotions. I may bend, but I will never break."
All in all, this is what I want to focus on for now. Added to my studying, this will be a pretty interesting schedule. Also..yeah.. what I mean by studying is staying with a book in front of myself and binging YouTube...
sigh... guess I also have to work on that.

Final message for now: I've flooded my log with posts, so to compensate, I'll just update it on monday. If I don't skip the routine tomorrow, and both Sunday and Monday wake me up with such good PI's then I'll have only 1 rest day, and then I can start the week a new. 5 days PE during work days, and rest on weekends.

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All the best my man.

Not really sure whether the LoT theory is still in large use though.

Whether or not it is, I will find out by doing the exercises. And even if I'm not the big gainer I'm supposed to be with a 12:00 lot, at least I will have streched and loosened my upper ligs. There is nothing bad going for me if I believe in it. As I mentioned in other posts, I seldom expect much, therefore I am rarely disappointed.
Thanks for the well wishes. Hope you achieve your goals as well, dude!

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Woke up relatively early today. Raging boner. Nice.
I measured and... wow so... I kinda am on a words drought. I was just shocked. I knew it became quite bigger but maaa god, didn't think this much of a change would happen. This is after 4 days of JP and 2 days rest, supposedly on a 5 days exercise to 2 days rest routine, which is how I will continue.
EL: 14.00cm=5.51" (+2.2 cm = 0.86")
BPEL: 16.70cm=6.57" (+2.4 cm = 0.94")
BEG: 12.80cm= 5.03" (+0.5 cm = 0.19")
these measurements proved to be the average/stable ones.
Now I have no idea how, but I guess most of this is due to the EQ, but I'm not going to complain. My dick was never this big, even at 100% before so there are a couple of things going on that might be leading to this:

1. I've had ED problems since 16. I'm 19 now. = natural growth occured in the meantime and because EQ I couldn't notice this and PE bring it to the light????
2. Actual gains happened???
3. A mixture of both????

But oh boy, the burden that I placed on myself for taking these measurements...
what did it cost.jpg

The first relapse wasn't that horrible. The p*rn itself wasn't that horrible as well. Washed and wiped everything clean, and off I go to do the exercises.
Albeit because of a very unfortunate thing happened prior to PE, but it was kinda both awesome and worisome to be able to finally have the desired 60-70% while jelqing and <30% while stretching. But right when I started worrying quite a bit more, my dick decided it was time to prove me wrong. As the clock ticked exactly 20 minutes from the time I ejaculated, he rose in all his majesty, beauty and grace. And I'm like. wtf do u want now. I just left him in his corner to do his thing, and after about 5 seconds, just as majestically, beautifully and gracefully he rose, he fell back into his deep slumber. Back I go to PE, but I don't feel them doing their best. Might've overworked him a bit. So I finish the PE, and again, his majesty rises and this time, I cannot stop his greatness from his desires. Soooo....
I relapsed again and couldn't even take girth and midshaft measurements. I have no idea why but my hands just kinda die on me when I need them to measure myself. I then went on a very disgusting porn binging and well.. it didn't end too well for my peepee. So after putting the little guy through immense pain for my own selfish desires, I decide the most logical thing to do. Revisit my all time favourites. Fk yeah I'm smart. So I'm sitting with the heccin' laptop next to my baththub, and I'm charging my phone in case I still need to go after my laptop battery dies. Needless to say, I almost had to use my phone as well.
Sooo I'm all there, tired, sweaty, my dick throbbing, c*m everywhere, and I want to die. So. I have a quick chat with myself. You know. That talk after busting a few nuts. So I take a look at my hairline and

BOI.jpg

The left side was horribly pushed back, with the hair thinning out. I am also thinning in the front.
Soooo, I'm pretty much shook at this point, and with my dick still shouting death threats at me, I pull myself up, clean the fk out of me, the baththub, the oil and conditioner ( yes, it has a very nice texture to it, and yes I was that desperate ) from the laptop. Go in my room, grab my newbie facial care stuff, proceed to do the routine, trim and shape my almost non existing beard, take a jawline pic, realise I look like two different people from the left and right side, put on some mint oil humidifiers on, take my supplements, and here I am typing this stuff and feeling quite G U C C I, despite all the anarchy from 10 minutes ago.
I've been trying to stick to the 6 habits I set before, but it's a bit hard. But I'll pull through. Also, legit, fk p*rn. I can already feel it affecting my EQ. When I took the measurements, I wasn't even at my hardest. (hence the smaller head I saw)
So, for real now. No p*rn. Next measurement in 1 week, or maybe even more. Updates will come in the meantime, hopefuly with good reports
I'll go update my stats in the 2019 make your dick bigger challenge, and I just realised I already smashed my lenght goals, and am half of my way into the girth goals by the end of 2019. Lol. Feels good.
Damn I just realised the beauty of logging/journaling. Gives you a place where you can just go on a rant about everything and put your thoughts in order and all that. It's quite useful.

Also I went at like 15%-20% less intensity than last week, because I didn't want to get injured, but still wanted to work out a bit. Also the jelqs were done a bit faster, the grip was less tight, and I took about 1-2 seconds per rep, instead of the tense 4-5 seconds I did last week.
the workout as of now is JP90's, but with an added strech downwards + 25 quick kegels, then the left+right 10 circles, then the helicopter shakes.
I have 4 sets of 50 ok-jelqs and 2 sets of v-jelqs instead of the 3-3 ratio, and I also do some kegels (~5 s hold) throughout the day if I'm feeling it. Yesterday I did about 120 reps of those. Think I'll take a break today cuz PE + you know, really took their tool on my little fellow.

Also an observation: my flaccid hang instead of being some sort of-erect hang, is now back to full turtle master, BUT, I am pretty sure I gained just a teeny tiny bit of lenght there as well. I'm not sure about girth, I don't think so tbh.
One day, just one day, I'll be able to measure a full flaccid lenght and girth. Hopefuly. I just looked to the tape, and measured it mentally and what I have in my starting measurements for FLACCID hang is pretty incorrect. I'm 100% sure it's ~ 0.5" less ( apparently, I was pretty right), than what it's said there. I'll keep them like that for now, because that's what I had to measure. I couldn't measure without starting to get an errection. And. Flaccid lenght and girth ARE NOT my goals with PE. I don't care about them. Flaccid gains that might or might not happen are just a bonus. What I do care about is ERRECT measurements. I'm actually considering just not even measuring flaccid at this point. By the time a girl will look at it live, I'll aready have some sort of an errection going on, so it won't look so bad.
Nevermind, did a measurement and took him by suprise, lmao at the slumber he's fallen into) and these are the measurements:
NBPFL: a mighty 7.2 cm= 2.83"
HeadFG: a whopping 11.2 cm = 4.4"
BaseFG: a stunning 11.0 cm = 4.33"
I'm really not growing much in girth whilst getting errect, am I. LOL
Holy cow, this is quite a wall of a text. I'm off for now, have to eat and start my day.
BYeee

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I woke up at 5:30 in the mf'in AM. Lit. Might as well just start my day right here and now right? 2 hours more than if I woke up to the alarm ( assuming that I would've actually woken up and would not hit the snooze or cancel the alarm in my sleep ) and I'm waaay behind with my schedule so I need to make up for it.
Thought he really died or something yesterday, turns out his majesty wanted to prove me wrong right before bed, and then wake me up with a beautiful boner. Enticing, but no thx.
See you a bit later with a report on the workout.
BYEeee

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Post-workout

Back to having errection control issues. Getting errect very often, with long times of waiting for it to deflate.
Solutions :

• while doing the stretching part of the routine, do a few push ups, or flex your muscles to distribute the excess blood somewhere else.
  
• when jelqing I preffer more to try and control it with my mind, so put on some depressing music and this will help tremendously; as my mood lowers, so will my fella.
• if all else fails, resort back to a few push ups, or flexing

Note to self:DO NOT JELQ OR STRETCH WHILE +80% ERRECT, NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME YOU WILL HAVE TO WAIT, IT'S NEVER WORTH IT RISKING AN INJURY FOR 1 MINUTE ADDED TO THE ROUTINE.


So, now that we are done with these, time to report a bit on how it all went out.
I do not know if you figured it out from the above sentences (sarcastic much) but, I've had trouble with errections again. I wouldn't be bothered at all if I could not go flaccid when with a girl, but this is a bit annoying and starts to grind my gears. I'll keep on trying to find solutions and with time, I'll get used to the stimulation again.

When stretching: decided to hold kegels for 2, max 3 seconds, each
When jelqing:I went with about the same intensity of yesterday, but decided to do full 2 seconds reps on each jelq, and not rush it.

I DEFINITELY do not feel the same gains as the last week, but I'm pretty sure I'll still have some considerable lenght added by the time the next week comes (maybe even some girth, lol). After that, I'll really consider measuring or at least POSTING the results only after 2 weeks, or even more.
A few observations of things pretty encouraging for me:

• VEINS on my fully flaccid penis. Yes. What?

(I might be reconsidering my decision of not caring about how my flaccid looks, after this)

• even more veins than last week when errect, and the ones that showed up previously, are getting bigger and bigger.

Now, onto less of this stuff:
Note to self: use shea butter on yo' peepee.

1. It gives it a really nice smell
2. It leaves it really soft and nice to feel
3. It makes the colour pop
4. YOU AIN'T GETTING CHAPPED so hard while stretching because of the skin to skin rub.

Aight, enough for today, I'll be looking for some ways to improve this little log, and also make less wall texts posts. Maybe adding a daily report on PI, EQ, and other stuff like that, but for now I gotta go.
BYeee