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    Alright so I've been doing PE for a few months inconsistently and it's time to make a routine to get real gains now that I'm convinced this works and you're not all just a den of trolls

    My dream goal for my penis is a BPEL of 8 inches with a 6 inch girth. I could care less what it looks like flaccid but I'm sure making those erect gains will improve the appearance. I want firmer erections as well, after years of jerking off to porn 5 times a day (only slightly exaggerating) I don't have the best erections and I'm only 22 years old.

    Initially I measured my erection at 5.5 inches and girth at 4.9 inches. From all the PE I have done I measured again at 6 inches with a 5 inch girth. I then realized I was measuring myself incorrectly and did a proper BPEL measurement which came out to just a hair under 7 inches with the same girth. Empowering!

    I did the JP90 routine for about 33 days consecutively then stopped being consistent, only doing the exercises now and then. I stopped when stretching my penis caused 3 ringed tears at the base. There are still 3 scars from these tears but they healed within a few days and I resumed PE so as to not let my dick shrink from the damage.

    I started jelqing every other day about 3 weeks ago and then 10 days ago I found out about Supra Slammers and the horse 440 compression squeeze. Being a dumbass who disregards common sense and the wisdom and prudence of his elders, I immediately decided to take up these advanced exercises. I noticed little red dots on my penis the first time I did them and was worried, but now have read it is okay for this to happen once in a while.

    Since then I have not seen the red dots but my dick feels fuller and healthier than it's ever been.

    On the third day of doing the JP90 and a few Supras/440s while edging I went too far and popped. I haven't ejaculated in 7 days and I feel this is having a significantly positive effect on my recovery and gain potential already.

    I am also doing kegels literally whenever I remember to do them and while edging.

    This log isn't only going to be tracking my physical gains but also noting psychological dynamics at play. I am still uncertain of the impact porn is having on my psyche. I am pretty sure I have a psychological addiction to it and removing it from my life will be a good move. I have still been looking at it, but only to help edge, always stopping before ejaculation. I can feel my willpower as well as my penis growing from this practice.

    A week from now I will stop looking at porn for a month as an experiment.

    My routine will be as follows;
    Warmup
    JP90 daily routine
    Ballooning/edging until fully erect
    Supra Slammers/Horse 440s (for 10 minutes)
    Jelqs (100 with each hand)
    Warm down and shower

    Edit; Read the TGC theory thread, found out I am lacking in smooth muscle strength. Funnily enough I instinctively wanted to focus on girth over length and haven't considered stretching seriously. I haven't been able to get a rock hard erection for... well I honestly can't remember. And I'm 22 years old. Not good. It could be psychological but I'm just going to work my girth religiously and see what happens. This could be just what I needed.

    Edit 2; Thoughts on porn. It bothers me that I have to rely on using porn to stimulate myself enough to do the exercises. I feel as though my imagination has atrophied as a result. The problem I see here now is, I am going to have to train not only my penis but my mind. Otherwise if I continue depending on porn to turn me on I will certainly run into problems later in life. The problem with that is, my PE training is going to go slower without it because I will not have the psychologically steroidal jolt of porn to get my routine going.

    I think the tradeoff would be slightly quicker gains and a psychosexual handicap for priceless mental wealth and slightly slower gains if I did abandon porn dependence and began utilizing my imagination.
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    Last edited by NauseousOuroboros; 06-08-2013, 09:57 AM.

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    Edit; resting penis for 1 week after very intense PE. Will resume routine on the 19th. Gained .2 in girth and am pushing 6.8-6.9 in BPEL steadily but my EQ is bad and I feel the need to let my penis heal for a little bit.

    P.S. never shaving my pubes again its like my cock is resting on a hedgehog throughout the day.
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    Last edited by NauseousOuroboros; 06-12-2013, 01:07 AM.

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    • #3
      I'm at 18.5cm BPEL! I quit ejaculating but am still looking at porn when edging but am starting to enjoy just edging on my own. No noticeable girth changes. Tried making a crude hanging device, it didn't stay on my dick and kept falling off but my ligs are stretched, gotta make a proper Captain's Winch or something.

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      • #4
        I definitely feel way more sexual lately, I'm gonna keep up this ejaculation abstinence. I still edge and I've had tons of dry orgasms and a drop or two of semen spilled twice in the past month but I haven't busted a nut yet.

        I think I'm going to turn this PE log into an experiment with ejaculation retention. I'm gonna edge and be sexual, but I just won't ejaculate.

        The weird thing about this is when I first started doing it, the first week, I got blueballs and it hurt like crazy to refrain, but now it doesn't hurt at all and I'm having dry orgasms where I feel the pulsing contractions but I don't shoot anything out. I feel it building up like it wants to but I manage to keep it down.

        Throughout the day I feel a cool, pleasant feeling in my testicles like a swirling energy. I remember reading in Mantak Chia's book on Taoist Sexual Health that male energy in the testicles is naturally cool and if it is hot and aggravated it weakens the man's lifeforce, but when it is cool it invigorates.
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        Last edited by NauseousOuroboros; 06-28-2013, 05:37 PM.

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        • #5
          Okay, it has been longer than a month doing this. I have not quit porn or edging but have restrained myself from full ejaculation.

          The problem; I have had retrograde ejaculation happen a few times while edging (maybe 3 or 4).

          I have also had moments where I spilled a few drops of semen. I'd say all total I've spilt about a teaspoon full. Not bad but not perfect either. My EQ has also gone way down and porn literally doesn't turn me on anymore, I feel I almost have to force an erection to it. Doesn't matter what type of porn it is.

          So this is my plan for the next 30 days. I'm going to stop looking at porn COMPLETELY because it's pretty much useless. I'm going to stop edging because I can't get erect and I am going to just hang and IF I get erect I will just clamp. I won't ejaculate at all.

          7/6/13 @ 12am is the starting time of this trial.

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          • #6
            Oh and I've gained 1/10th of an inch in length AND girth. Putting me at 7.1 BPEL and 5.1 EG

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            • #7
              Went a little too hard on compression squeezes yesterday and got some red splotches. Taking a short break until they heal. My healing is accelerated because of my ejaculation restraint but I still need to be careful.

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              • #8
                This is so great to read mate, keep up the good work! You having a nice penis size now! I wish i was there! I'm 14.5cm BPEL and 12.5cm NBPEL, with a girth of 12.2cm - Aaron

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                • #9
                  Ejaculated yesterday. I felt the retention was causing problems for me in getting erect but now I'm not so sure that was the problem. I didn't even have a full erection before busting my load. I somewhat regret it now as I feel about the same and my experiment is kind of ruined. I lasted 45 days.

                  I'll start again, but this time I'll avoid retrograde ejaculations too.

                  7/11/2013

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                  • #10
                    Qwhat i started with.jpg

                    This is me flaccid right before starting PE (ejac retention, clamping, ulis, squeezes and some sporadic hanging).

                    Progress!.jpg

                    This is me flaccid 10 days ago. This is the result of a month of PE for me.

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                    • #11
                      Taking a 1 week break from PE as of now, no ejaculating will be done during this time. I think I might be pushing myself too hard.

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                      • #12
                        A little while ago I went completely against this new commitment, looked up some porn and blew my load. I'm mostly discouraged by my lack of commitment to my goal but I've been worrying more lately whether this ejaculation retention practice is harming my sex drive. The more I think about the reasons why ejaculation retention has been practiced in the past by different religious sects, the philosophical reasons behind it, I realize I am running the very real risk of killing my sex drive for good.

                        The thing that worries me the most is part of me doesn't seem all that bothered by the thought of losing all my passion and drive. I've always been a very sincere spiritual seeker and passion always seemed to get in the way. This has really put me at a crossroads.

                        I used to ejaculate way too much and I think maybe this has caused me to view it negatively. I am still not sure what to believe at this point.

                        my BPFSL is amazing by the way. Almost 7.5 inches, I really am worried I'm making gains too fast at this rate. I think considering how much inconsistency I've been experiencing I'm just going to take PE day by day for now.

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                        • #13
                          Going to stop all PE and jerking for a week and give myself a much needed break. Since I last posted I've been clamping, edging and doing uli/compression squeezes almost daily. I am not getting any red spots and my EQ still isn't what I want it to be (rock hard and raging). My dick feels a bit worn out and tired though. I think I've been overtraining so I'm going to take a break. Here's to hoping I don't lose any gains in this week of rest.

                          Also I've been doing ejac retention but have accidentally came 3 times since my last post. One was a retrograde ejaculation, it all went into my bladder, one was a decent sized load that just shot out before I realized what was happening (and it felt like I still had tons left) and the last was just a few drops.

                          Oh and porn is just NOT doing it for me anymore and this is frustrating because I don't exactly want to go find someone to help me train. I need to be hard to edge and nothing is arousing me like it used to.

                          My BPEL is around 6.5inches but I know it could be fuller because it's only semi hard. My BPFSL is hovering around 7 to 7.5 inches so I know I have more length to fill. I don't get it, I used to be harder.

                          I think my breakup with my ex is really fucking with me psychologically, I was very sexually dependent on her.
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                          Last edited by NauseousOuroboros; 07-29-2013, 03:16 AM.

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                          • #14
                            Ejac'd yesterday. I have discovered that I am multiorgasmic. Awesome. Doing another 30 day ejac retention (I definitely heal quicker when I don't ejaculate, not sure why but it works and I'm clamping really intensely so I need it).

                            My EQ is getting progressively better. My goal is to warm up, clamp at least 10 minutes at full hardness every day, do 200 kegels while clamped, do 200 jelqs after clamping and try to fit in some edging/compression squeezes if I feel like I can handle it.

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                            • #15
                              Ok, still on my no ejaculation routine. My bpfsl is almost 8 inches and I'm really getting into clamping. My NBPEL is 6.5 inches and my BPEL is 7.1 inches. Still need to build my DIY pump, just need to find a good rubber suction end and find a way to make it airtight against the accordion plunger and I should be good. I am getting better at controlling the urge to ejaculate and my EQ is steadily improving.

                              The hardest part right now is getting the clamp on. I think I need a bigger one, getting it around my dick and nutsack is frustrating as hell.

                              Also trying to cut out harmful stuff from my diet.

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