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In those doses I would expect a response fairly rapidly. Maybe PM Corageon.

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Anyways I just ordered my first Vacutech flared pump! I really hope I can see the gains from this device.

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Taking a break, my PI's are shit, especially my EQ. I have a funny feeling down there as well. Don't really know how to explain it. It's almost like a sore feeling in the testes or something and I've been turtling more often than usual.

I've stopped all PE and porn/masturbation and now waiting to recover. This is really frustrating. Mostly due to the fact that I hardly did anything. I only wet jelqed for 5 min with not too tight of a grip for 2 days this week with just a few minutes of stretching on one of those days. However, I was stupid and edged/masturbated to porn on those days. But would it really have that big of a effect on me? I seem to have the most sensitive fuckin penis in the world because I read people starting off doing jp90 right away and seeing positive PI's. What's the deal??

Along with that I've been taking l'citrulline(6g daily) which should help bloodflow, and I haven't really noticed anything positive.

How am I ever suppose to gain if this happens every time I start to PE? Hopefully the pump I ordered helps, but I'm not too optimistic considering just a little bit of jelqing and masturbation fucks my eq and such.

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Yep, so I believe I have injured myself. It seems to be at the right side of the internal part of the base. Perhaps I injured the suspensory ligament. I am unsure.

Maybe PE is just not for me.

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So I don't really feel any more aches in the base however my EQ and libido are really low.

I haven't looked at porn or done any PE in the past few days. I did, however, make the mistake of masturbating today and EQ was bad. I'm still taking l'citrulline everyday to help support blood flow but I really haven't seen any positive effects so far.

I'm hoping that soon my EQ will return back to normal. This is all taking a great hit on my confidence.

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Have you tried lArginine? Was there any pain while masturbating?

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I just ordered some l'arginine so hopefully it will come soon and I can start taking it. There was no pain during masturbation. It just took a lot more effort to get a decent erection. EQ is far from what it was unfortunately.

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So I have some good news and some bad news.

The good news is that my VacuTech has arrived today.

The bad news is that I believe my penis is still injured. Throughout the day I feel a slight achiness in the base of my penis. I also have not experienced any morning wood at all in awhile now. I have not masturbated or done any PE in 3-4 days yet I'm not getting any random erections or anything. Nor have I looked at porn in about 4 days now. Moreover, my libido is in the dumps.

I'm hoping this passes soon. I wonder what's wrong? I'm a bit worried.

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Be patient Chunk. Give it more time. Let it heal more, and let the flat line pass. This is all very normal, and will pass. Be strong brother. You are getting better.

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Thanks for the kind words, Wishful. I tried getting hard now and I can get a decent erection but not like what it used to be. I'm gonna give it some more rest. Hopefully by the end of the week it will be better. Fingers crossed.

I really want to start my pumping regimen.

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Still feeling the same achiness in the internal base of the penis. It's almost like a feeling of the aftermath of getting punched in the balls but no where near as painful. Just a really strange achiness feeling that has been here for almost a week now.

In the meantime (it's been 4 or 5 days now) I have stopped all PE, masturbation, and porn in order to heal. I've also been taking ibprofen and using a warm rice sock. Not sure if it's really been helping. I'm hoping that morning wood, libido, and good EQ come back soon. I really want to start using my new Vacutech pump.

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So it's now been a week that the achiness in the internal base of my shaft started. It hasn't completely gone away. I'm taking ibprofen and I think it's helping a little. Sometimes I don't feel it, other times I do. It's not really painful but I don't really know how to explain it, I've never had something like this before. As I write this, I do feel the achiness quite a bit. I believe it is because I've been doing helicopter like shakes (slapping against my thighs) to decrease turtling because I feel I am turtling a little more than normal.

The good news is that the past two days I have woken up with morning wood but keep in mind I haven't ejaculated in a week. I feel like I should be hornier than I am currently.

I'm still taking 6g of l'citrulline a day as well as creatine, fish oil, and vitamin b complex. I've also been working out.

I edged yesterday and I did get pretty hard (maybe an 8 or so and 10 is super rock hard, so not bad). No pain while edging.

Hopefully this achiness goes away soon. I feel like it is getting better day by day. The morning wood seems to be a good sign. However, no random erections throughout the day, which didn't really happen much before anyways.

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Well, it's been about 6-7 weeks since I've posted here. The injury I developed in my last few posts has long been remedied through mostly rest.

During these weeks, I haven't been jelqing or really have had a structured routine at all. I have come to the conclusion that I'm not sure jelqing is for me. I've decided instead to stick to mostly pumping and squeezes for girth.

During these weeks I haven't been pumping as I went to go visit family for awhile and couldn't bring my pump, but I did do some stretching and squeezes (squeeze base of erect shaft for about 20 sec). When I got home, I measured and found that I didn't gain at all (which is understandable), though I do think perhaps my glans have gotten a tad wider. That being said, though, I'm still quite disappointed to find my EG to be around 4 inches (maybe 4.2 tops).

After pumping last night and this morning for about 5-10 min at about 4 hg, I have found I don't really get any temporary girth gains, which adds to the disappointment. Perhaps it takes awhile for pumping to begin giving temp gains and alas permanent gains? I don't know. I hope so.

However, I think I really overworked myself in these past 12 hours by pumping a little too much, porn, masturbation, etc, so I'll have to give myself a rest.

Game plan:

Erect kegels 3x a week

Edge 3x a week

Pump everyday for 5 min at 4-5 hg and slowly move up the time from there

Incorporate squeezes (any advice on EQ level to do these/time to hold squeeze/sets??) - My goal with the squeezes is to hopefully gain girth but also condition for clamping eventually

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Today's Routine:

8 min warm up with rice sock

5 min pump at 4-5 hg (around green line on gauge)

10 ulis (20 sec hold)

5 squeezes (10 sec hold)

6 min warm up with rice sock

6 min pump

5 min basic stretching

8 min warm down with rice sock