TeddyBear's PE Journal

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I'm already doing them both and I'm taking it very easy with the device. I also haven't had any negative PIs yet.

Almost done with my first month of JP90 and working on week two of the Phallosan. Still trying to figure out the best way to wear this thing during the day. It's a little awkward.

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First month of JP90 done. Will be measuring on Monday but I'm not expecting any groundbreaking results, if any. Week two of the Phallosan done, although this has been mostly a trial and error of figuring out the best time to wear it, how to wear it, and practicing taking it on and off again. I've decided it's too much of a hassle to wear at work and I'll be wearing it after work up until bed time. That way I can more easily monitor and adjust the device if need be. I will probably do JP90 in the mornings and the PF after work, with kegeling work in between.

My EQ is already quite high so it's hard to gauge if there's any changes there, although my penis does seem more vascular. It's already quite vascular and I've had to be very careful Jelqing since I have a cord-like vein going down most of the right side of my shaft. I've been very careful and super adamant about warm ups and warm downs and haven't had a single negative PI so far. I've read too many horror stories and I don't want to be a part of that group.

So one month is done ... and so much more left! >_>

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So I've had recently medical issues that have caused me to take a bit of a break from all this. That took precedence over everything else in my life, including PE. I'm okay, but it was a bit of a scare. I will be starting up PE again either this week or the next after I get everything in my life sorted out. Hopefully this time I won't have anything interfere with my progress here, but life likes to throw unexpected things our way. Anyway ... I'm back!

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Welcome back TeddyBear!

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I'm abstaining from all sexual stimuli [except for sex] for a month before I begin this PE stuff again (and will continue to do so for as long as possible). I am finished with week 1. My first time around I was using pornography during Jelqing and I would rather go completely natural this time around.

I've been working out a lot more intensely lately. Going to be putting on quite a bit of mass this year. I'm in a much better state of mind this time than when I first started.

So let's see how round two goes in a few weeks.

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Starting PE again on Monday. Looking forward to that.

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Today is the first day back doing PE. Not going to stop this time. Just a lot of dumb life stuff happened and had to stop for a while. Feels good to be back in this. Session went well. Gonna do JP90 for a few months and go from there.

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So things have been immensely ridiculous. I haven't really been able to commit to anything due to life circumstances, but I'm finally in a situation in which I can dedicate myself to improvement. Got a raise at work and have gained a lot of extra free time as well. Just finished up my second week of JP90. Been using the Phallosan for roughly two hours a day ... just get used to it. Been heavily focusing on warm ups and warm downs and being as careful as possible. No negatives yet ... only positives. Just in this short two week period back into PE again ... I'm turned on 24/7 and my EQ is definitely up.

I've made PE a priority and I schedule my sessions in advance. For instance ... if I know my day is full ... I'll wake up an hour early to do my routine. If I don't make this a priority, it's not going to happen. It's as simple as that. No more excuses.

So I'm back ... again.

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Just finished week 2 of JP90 and week one of the Phallosan. Just been wearing it for 2-3 hours a day for the first week to get used to it. Plan on wearing it longer next week. No negatives yet.

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At the end of week 3 of JP90. I'm not going to measure anything until the 3 months are up. No negatives at all yet ... so I've been increasing the intensity a little with the jelqing ... still with no negative PIs. I'm getting random erections all throughout the day, so I've switched from boxers to briefs ... for obvious reasons.

Still trying to figure out a schedule to wear the Phallosan. I've only been able to wear it for 3 hours at a time, which isn't very much.

Yesterday was the first day I stopped using porn to PE. I realize that isn't really helping my goals. I had very little issues maintaining an erection during my PE sessions, so I guess it didn't cause too much harm, but I still want my PE sessions to be optimal. Last time I quit porn, my sensitivity went up considerably. I'm at the point where I'm pretty desensitized up until the PONR, so getting the sensitivity back will be a main goal. It's weird though ... EQ isn't down ... I just can't feel much in there. So arousal is not an issue ... just the feelings associated with it. Weird. Porn sucks.

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Looks like you're back on track Teddy, with the determination and conviction to go the "long-haul" this round. Congratz, and keep up the good work (consistently)!

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Thanks, bud. I didn't really have the proper determination before, but I think I've found it. Don't care if it takes years, I'm sticking to this.

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Hey, years is good! I found PE addictive, just like the people GYM! Just part of a good workout that makes your body feel GREAT!...BONUS!...YOU GET A BIG DICK, TO BOOT!

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I'm sure once I see my first gains, I'll be addicted. I could be doing worse things with my time than trying to improve my health. Might as well just do it and see where it takes me.

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Almost done with the first month of JP90. Been pretty consistent with it. After spending a few weeks trying to sleep with the Phallosan, I realize that it's just not going to happen. It's not uncomfortable, but it's not comfortable enough to sleep with ... and I have issues sleeping as it is. I've only slept with it one night and I was so tired that night I could've slept through an earthquake. Haven't been able to do it again since. So I'm just going to suck it up and start wearing it during the day time. I've consistently worn it for 3 hours or so at night for the last few weeks, so I'm going to just start wearing it all day. I usually get home from work or the gym every day around 3 ... so I'll just start wearing it then. I usually go to bed by 10-11 ish ... so that'll be about 7-8 hours a day ... minus bathroom breaks and whatnot. I've gotten super proficient at getting the protector cap on and off, which used to be a pain in the ass ... but now it's easy and taking the device on and off is a super quick process. I'm going to probably switch to self-adhesive, skin-sensitive tape in place of the protector cap soon ... which another member here informed me he does himself ... which should make things even easier.

I've had zero negatives so far. I really focus on warming up and cooling down properly. I never do less than 15 minutes ... sometimes I go for more ... just depending on how I feel. I've increased the intensity of jelqing again ... really trying to focus on pushing blood forward and getting a good stretch. Focusing on breathing as well and imagining it enlarging with every stroke. Dunno if that's actually helping, but it probably isn't hurting either. Plus it keeps my mind occupied since I stopped using porn to PE.

This was a long and crappy week, but I still manage to get my PE in even when I'm dreadfully tired. Currently doing 5 on and 2 off.