Soft On's and then this .......

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Dec 4th Well the one thing that is going on of late is that my mid sleep trip to the bathroom. It almost always takes some time due to waiting on my member to get softer. I m not totally hard, but I sure feel the weight hanging of my semi. I think this is all happening because of going back to PE. I also don't touch my member on Mondays now for a total rest day. I also when edging find that my wood is getting better. Hopefully get some action over the holidays to see where I really am at. I do still gave some Viagra around, but hope I don't need it. Then again it sould work well having not used it in some time. TAAB

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Dec 8th 2013
I was lucky enough to get some time today to use my Aneros. Some days this thing just make your day, today was one of those days. It often feels like nothing is going on, then you just start to convulse like your having a seizure. At any rate I still haven't had that massive blow your load orgasm, or for that matter even a woody. That said it is still a worth while tool to get your pelvic floor working over time.
Also keeping up the electro stimulation A few times a week. This does take time due to having to push the electrodes through the loose skin to the muscles you want to work down there. So doing this to help your penis basically takes away from daily routines around the house. Due to this I needed to back off a bit, but still go for it when time allows. Like the Aneros, there are no raging hard-on's with this, but if done correctly I can really get a muscle workout of the supporting hard-on group.
Now what everyone is waiting for, the EQ report. I can say that when edging there are times I feel better than ever, but it still takes a great deal of stimulation to get hard. I am trying to use the new loose skin from my foreskin restoration work to roll over the glands to get off. This I hope will get the ball rolling along the way to a new foreskin, and the sensitivity that goes alone with it. TAAB

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Dec 10th 2013 I am finding that Mondays are the worst for me. Ill tell you why ! Its the day I now take off from any building of my member. From foreskin restoration, to the manual stretching, or even the electro stimulation I am using for my surrounding hard-on muscles. In the end I`m sure this will be the best day, as the results are noticeable in how my body is responding.
I do notice throughout Monday I really want to touch my shaft, I get a little randy, and truly am missing PE. When I got up this morning my member was heavy, not hard, but just hanging full. I really love Tuesdays because I am back on it TAAB

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Dec 13th Been a few days, and I have notice some hard wood when playing with PE and even putting on my DTR. Stay tuned. TAAB

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Dec 18th My member has been a great deal more full over the last while, not super hard in the morning, but better. Did 5 mins of BathMate yesterday for a bit of a warm up for some foreskin work. I am not using the BathMate for any regular gains at this time, I am sticking to manual stretches. You can really over do pumping if your not carful, but I like to see my gains are still there, and for a warm up.
I almost forgot.....I was in the middle of a sexy dream when I awoke. Maybe that was the trigger to my almost hard growing member. TAAB

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Monday Dec23rd Well as much as I don't like Mondays because its a rest day, I also know that today is a recovery grow day. I can attested now that come tomorrow morning I will have an almost full dick when I awake. It still will hang heavy now most mornings, but after one whole day off from PE, and Foreskin Restoration I defiantly have better wood on Tuesday. I am still on the quest for that solid shaft that pops up from time to time , but I know it will come some day.
I am only just over a month from one complete year of no porn. Ok so last night I treated myself to this years Victoria Secrete show, but give a guy a break there was no pulling my pud. In fact a great way to stop that if you need an out is to take on foreskin restoration. If you have a DTR or other device clamped on, good luck with your old habit of pulling your dick. One other note that I didn't pass on last month (at least I don't think I did). I was watching a documentary on Porn Stars where are they now. There wasn't much as far as nudity, in fact I was watching it with my girlfriend. To my credit, when things did get a bit hot on the screen I closed my eyes. If my gal had noticed I am sure I would have had one of those long drawn out conversations about it and what I was up to. I reality I am almost up to 7.5 inches of hard wood ! TAAB


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Dec 25th It was the night before Christmas and all through the house,
I was doing PE stretching work to be larger than a mouse.(not where I was going but find something good to rime with house in this context).
Lots of pulling and pumping I used all my tools,
Held my pumped dick and man that was cool,
Even got to my Aneros and woke up my old prostate,
What a surprised how it felt,
When I started to masturbate I started to melt,
Once again I got Horny with all the tugging and yanking,
I started to feel dirty like I may need a spanking,
But I stuck to my monkey and let out a roar,
Its Christmas eve and cum started to pour,
My gift to me was a an extra jerk this week and a bigger dick that is more !
Marry Christmas to all and many inches more !
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Dec31st I love Tuesdays. After taking yesterday off as my usual break day, once again when I start up on my stretching in the morning I need to settle down some because I start to get hard. Also this big thick hanger in mid sleep as well as when I do get up for good is awesome. Not super hard, but getting there, and heavy. Its a full 11 months off porn when the clock strikes twelve tonight, only one month out from a full year. Looking back it was one of the best things I have over come in my life. TAAB

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January 1st 2014 Well here we are in a new year, all rebooted at the 11 month mark, and hard at the PE and Foreskin Restoration. As the gains start to creep in as I again start hanging again, I will take Fridays as a second no touch day. Being that Tuesdays when I get to my stretching my member responds now and I need to get softer instead of harder to stretch and jelq. So onward we go, and better EQ in the New Year. TAAB

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January 6th............and yes its the dreaded rest day. I know though that when I get up tomorrow morning ill have better wood with a rest day from PE. I don't get on here as much as I used to, but that's mostly because I am totally off porn and will hit the one year mark soon. As far as solid wood I do have my moments, but there is still much work to do. I haven't kept up with the electro stuff in a few weeks just due to the holidays, but ....or should I say BUTT I have been using the Prostrate Massager at the very least once a week. That activity is really hit or miss as far as how good it feels, but I definitely have better urine flow that day, and the day after. So onward and upward. TAAB

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January 10th 2014 Well it finally happened again ! MID SLEEP WOOD !!!!!!! You know the kind you could push through a wall if needed. So it works, and man is that thing big now at full mast. Its the first time in almost a year that I have had anything like this happen, at least while I was awakened. After seeing and feeling this I most likely have never been woken up by much more than a 60 or 70% hard-on. I have to say that there is a down side to this.................as much I wanted to stroke this monster out, I had to use the bathroom, and that is the problem. I had to try and get seated without being able to see anything in the dark, and then to try and get pointed under the seat without banging buddy around was a bit tricky. Then again this is a problem I strive to have on a more regular basis. YAAAAAAAAA ! YAAAAAAA ! YAAAAAAAA ! And I have had days when I wondered if it was going to happen, but now I know that things are getting there. TAAB

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January 13th I have found with my today/Mondays off......which I am not taking today, that I get better EQ. Because I have time to do more work on my member today I think Tues and Wed will be rest days. One thing that has happened over the last few week is when edging after workouts I have let go with an orgasm that was unintended. Such is life, but will work on going back to a couple a week to build up a bit of grit. Then again if things get going over the top I'm not going to get out of shape over it.....Maybe a nap ! TAAB

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January 15th Again ! It happened again ! Mid Sleep Wood ! Now I hope this is going to be a regular thing. This is really the first time I have had this happen twice in a week EVER. Well not really, I'm sure that when I didn't have this problem way back to many years ago to have any recollection of it. At any rate I am sure you get the point. Could this be the start of something ? Is this the turn around point ? I am not going to hold my breath, but man am I happy that it has happened. All I can do is hope that this is the start of all the rebooting and life changing things taking hold. Stay tuned ! TAAB

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January 17th Ok people here we go. I missed yesterday because I was puzzled to say the least. I had taken two days off from PE and was well rested. When I woke up mid sleep for my pee run and in the morning, well I had the softest thinnest stretch dick I have ever had. So what was going on ? Who knows, because last night I had the best mid sleep Bonner Ever !!!!!!!! I was going to whack off and release, but then decided to just softly touch and see how long it would last. I am pleased to say that it went on for a while before I decided to go use the bathroom. Even then I had to wait a while for my member to go down. I am seeing a trend here, and I look forward to the days and weeks to cum !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now one thing I also had time for last night was the Prostate Massage. Not a long session, maybe 30 mins. Again the one thing I noticed last night and this morning was the flow. Did this help my erection in the night along ? I cant say, because a couple nights back I had not used it. It was hard to get to this me time since the Xmas break. I will be trying to spend at least a couple days a week with this thing up my butt as the year progresses. TAAB

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January 17th again ! Funny I posted this morning and it says two days since last post, hope not then I missed the weekend.
So what can I say but all day I have been running this mid sleep hard-on thing through my head. I hope this is a becomes a habit, because I'm sure that if this is going on at night I'm on my way to solid wood when its needed most. After all this is the whole Soft On's and then this .......
Now I was just showering up about and hour ago, and decided before hanging I would warm up my member with a short BathMate session. Short is really the wrong word as I hit my limits in the tube easily, but the point is how easy I got hard this time. Soft gentle touches with a memory of a good night of sex and BAM I'm Up ! There are not enough smiley faces when I see these things happen. TAAB