my story...

[jasonjanes Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close jasonjanes]

well hi i guess, i've never joined a forum like this but i'm at the tpoint now where i'm becoming very lonely and desperate and i need a way to make my penis bigger that will actually work(it's not as easy as it as for a woman who can get her breasts enlarged; also it doesn't matter about her breast size during intercourse)

i'm 33 years old now and all through my life i've had to deal with having this sh***y 5 or 5 1/2 penis that sux right bad. i've never had a girlfriend since i was 10, only had intercourse like 6 or 7 times during my whole life over the course of a 3 year period during my mid 20s and i've never been given the chance to have children because of it and it's depressing to the point where i've previously made 2 suicide attempts. i dropped out of the college i went to during my early 20s, quit a martial arts class that i was in, quit a job because i was being teased about it and my loooks(i haven't had a job since) and i'm scared to even look at it sometimes.

What's hurt the worst is that my best friend who i've known for over 20 years has a bigger penis and good looks and has had propably 40 to 50 women and makes them moan and groan and sometimes i've heard them and it really upsets me. I think i'm actually a really nice guy but that doesn't even benefit me in the slightest. I buy things for women and do things for women and sacrifice and help them and treat them with respect and act like a gentleman and really care for them, while sometimes (but not ALL the time) my friend treats them like crap and yells at them and calls them names or tells them to shut up or doesn't help them out or listen to them and lies to them and yet he has women falling at his feet and constantly wanting to sleep with him through his whole life regardless of how he acts(and yes he HAS been a good friend to me but i DO admittedly get upset when i see him treat women bad at times and it usually results in me being silent and looking at the floor because i'm torn because i'm supposed to be loyal to my friend). I constantly think of how unfair and backwards it is and it makes me hate God even tho he may not exist(because it doesn't seem right for him to give so much to my friend on a silver platter while screwing me right from the get go; a total double standard). He has children too, while i on the other hand may never get to have any at all .

I cant stand this; it's so wrong and unfair, and i'm sick of hearing "life's not fair, deal with it" or "that's what you have, better get used to it". those words don't DO anything. I know my friend is my friend, but it just depresses me so much, or makes me mad when i see him treat his girlfriends like crap and still have time totally love him and think he's hot and awesome in bed while i've fought tooth and nail my whole life and worked so hard and have nothing because my actions don't even matter; just the size of my penis which i never had any control over and had any choice about. Life is just seeming like a total crock of s**t and so wrong and unfair and evil. And he gets mad at me for being resentful.....welll duh of course. HE would be too. I've had to be subjected to him kicking ass for years while i've lived miserably with my little f'ing thing and have nothing. He's been given so much while i've just been s**t on. I've spent a lot of time in my life playing video games because there's never been anything else for me in life barely, and i've been doing drugs for quite some time now and it's picked up lately because i'm so upset and depressed about my life all the time.

I'm sorry for rambling on about my life so much, but i'm just trying to show how much this has affected me and how much i NEED this. I need to have a bigger penis so i can find love and satisfy a woman as much as the next guy(because some idiot who made existence decided that it would be better if men were NOT created equal) and be happy and feel good about myself and have a family instead of spending my entire life alone and crying. I need some help that will actually work. I'm not looking for a crazy difference but i'm hoping to increase it to 6.75 or 7 and least half an inch of girst(it's about 5 1/2 right now) I feel like everything else is fine with sex: i'm into a lot of foreplay and giving rather than recieving and i spend time learning many different positions and techniques and i read articles online and sometimes Cosmo and everything to improve my skills(i'm always trying to please the woman) but i need something bigger to compete.

Oh, and i would propably take pills if they actually worked a little bit, but i would never get surgery.

I may sound kindof irrational but i've spent years and years dealing with this since i was a teen and i've just spent too much time crying and being lonely and watching everything be so good for my friend and it kills me. I need to do something.

[jay1993 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close jay1993]

Dude! No more gloom and doom! I'm new to PEgym but I've been PEing for 4 months and it works man! Get yourself in shape, grow your dong, and go meet some women. There is no sympathy in the world for men.

[jay1993 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close jay1993]

and also dude, a 5.5 girth is good, and is pretty much the beginning of the "thick" categorization.

[ColtAR-15 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close ColtAR-15]

I feel for you and believe it or not I know where you are coming from. Especially the inequality of things. When I was younger I had a friend that kind of sounds like your friend. Better looking, bigger dick, had so many women he was practically a male whore. He even lost count of how many. He even slapped one of them once and after that he couldn't get rid of her. She got off on it. He dropped out of high school I went to college. He still ended up getting a better job than me. Oh and of course he married a trophy wife. Hell he even used to get out of tickets for doing stupid shit mean while I would get nailed for going 5 over. For some people nothing ever goes wrong and everything is delivered to them on a silver platter. Yep life truly is some kind of sick joke sometimes. Sometimes I think the only reason I may succeed at somethings is just so the fall can be that much more painful. I have been through that several times and although it hasn't happened for a while Im always looking for the next disaster.

Oh and PE. While many here can gain 1" X .5" in three months some even more. What did I get. .25" in 5 months then never gained again. Most that have good gains are quick to fault the pe'er because it worked great for them and they feel better about themselves if they convince themselves that it was hard work that got them the gains and those that don't gain are just lazy lops. The truth is that if you are persistant and have trouble gaining its most likely because you have more or tougher layers of tunica which makes gaining close to impossible. I am fucked when it comes to this. Equal work does not mean equal results. They stretch and jelq for a few months and gain an inch, I spend a 1000+ hours in a conraption on top of the stretching and jelqing and for for nothing. But the odds are in your favor that your not like me.


Sometimes things do have a way of turning around and hopefully they will for you. Step one is to quite the dope.

About your penis. I am willing to bet your length measurements are non bone pressed which would make you average according to some of the surveys. I am barely any bigger. Your girth at 5.5", well all I can say is you lucky bastard. Thats my end goal.

Welcome and good luck.

Tip: With this place being a penis enlargement site you would expect most members to be average to under average right? Wrong! A good portion start off here much bigger than average and quite a few huge, especially when it comes to girth. Hell your even an example of that. And while there getting even bigger I stay the same size. Thats how it works.

[James. Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close James.]

Dude YOU DO NOT HAVE A SMALL PENIS.

5 and a half length isnt that bad, its only slightly below average, and 5 and a half girth is really big and well above average. You donot need to wrry about it.

I feel so abd hearing your story because you dont need to go through that. Attemptin to kill yourself casue you feel you have a small penis is heartbreaking.

ITS NOT SMALL. JUST KNOW THAT.

Don't let penis size determine who you are. Woman will love you regardless of how big it is. You are absolutely fine. Most guys would love to have a penis girth of your size.

Penis size should eb a nice bonus for you, but don't let it determine who you are.

[ivioca Banned Find all posts View Profile Close ivioca]

I have an friend with a cock smaller than yours and he is f***ing and changing women like socks because he's self-confident and you're not. I've just started PE and my penis is 6.7" NBPEL. I had an friend who had over 9" long and thick cock. I saw that once. Beleive me it was a monster. He was younger and more handsome than me, yet screwed one or two chicks in his entire life in town on the adriatic sea overwhelmed with horny women tourists during the summer. On the contrary I slept with more than 200 with an average dick because I didn't care about my penis size. It's my first week here and it seems there are lots of guys with a penis like yours, even smaller, but determined to do something about it. You can also do PE but I think you should work on your self-esteem more than anything else because if you don't like yourself, neither do the women.

[ColtAR-15 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close ColtAR-15]

I have an friend with a cock smaller than yours and he is f***ing and changing women like socks because he's self-confident and you're not. I've just started PE and my penis is 6.7" NBPEL. I had an friend who had over 9" long and thick cock. I saw that once. Beleive me it was a monster. He was younger and more handsome than me, yet screwed one or two chicks in his entire life in town on the adriatic sea overwhelmed with horny women tourists during the summer. On the contrary I slept with more than 200 with an average dick because I didn't care about my penis size. It's my first week here and it seems there are lots of guys with a penis like yours, even smaller, but determined to do something about it. You can also do PE but I think you should work on your self-esteem more than anything else because if you don't like yourself, neither do the women.

A little off topic but if 6.7 NBP is average then Im even smaller than I thought I was.

[ivioca Banned Find all posts View Profile Close ivioca]

Well I am average here. When I took a shower before in school and in the army I was always among the shortest.

[Unforgiven Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Unforgiven]

Women like confident men. They also like men who know who they are and who face up to life whatever the odds. Any mistakes or problems I have had with women always stems from when I had problems with confidence. Even when you don't feel confident act confidently. It becomes a habit. If you offend someone with your brashness or are over confident apologies immediately and confidently. People are really not as complex as you think they may be. Video games are a disaster for a young man throw them out sell them do whatever but get rid! Women are not turned on by men who have a reputation for isolation and playing childish games. Act like a man and you will get treated like a man. Get to the gym help other people out do volunteer work. Don't do drugs! You may as well jump off a cliff my friend. I feel for you and many of us have been in desperate situations and circumstances. Don't ever give up as life does reward you if you try. Absolutely do not wallow in self pity and you must speak to your friend openly about how you feel and why you resent him and you must apologize for your childish attitude towards him. He will probably think a lot more of you for it.

Make a plan not just a pe plan but a plan for your life. Write it all down, the job you want the life you want the house you want . Trying too hard really turns women off.Then go about getting it. Small steps make it achievable. The way life is means that if you feel sorry for yourself you will go into a downward spiral. You must take responsibility for yourself and your situation. As for your dick size I really don't think your problems have anything to do with that. I have a smaller dick than you and have been with many many women and about 99% were cool. It is me that is not cool with it and of course i understand you want to make it bigger but that does not mean you are in a bad place with your size.Don't try to be too much of a pleaser as you too deserve good things and to have other people go the extra mile for you.

Make a plan. Without a plan you have no life.

Good luck

Unforgiven

[ColtAR-15 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close ColtAR-15]

Well I am average here. When I took a shower before in school and in the army I was always among the shortest.

Lol. Me too, but in my case its understandable. Whats up in Croatia.

[ivioca Banned Find all posts View Profile Close ivioca]

Same as in the rest of the world. Crisis and anxiety but women are really gorgeous and it's not a problem to have sex

[Kitar Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Kitar]

i have one wowrd for you GYM, not this pegym but real gym..

[someone_like_u Retired ModeratorPEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close someone_like_u]

jason, welcome to the gym. First off, listen to the guys here, start the JP90. Your size is normal and can be perfectly pleasurable for women. Quit tripping yourself up by comparing yourself to your friends. You're you, that is all. You need to gain a bit of confidence about yourself and get in the game. Realize your penis isn't holding you back, you are(your mindset).

Oh, and no pills, just start the JP90 and get out there.

[donjelqer76 Retired ModeratorPEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close donjelqer76]

Welcome to the gym

Its quite normal for a man to feel that his penis is small, when in fact it is normally average or even above average. It all has to do with perception. Now just get started on a routine, and gain a little confidence. Things can only go up from here

Good luck!

[Pirate Retired AdministratorPEGym Hero Find all posts View Profile Close Pirate]

Welcome aboard!