6inDongNotForLong's progress/session log

[6inDongNotForLong Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close 6inDongNotForLong]

day 87: No porn

3 days till ap90 is completed!

[getinbig Senior Member Member of the Month March 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close getinbig]

Don’t give in to that temptation. Focus on how better it is to be free from that kind of mind crippling bondage.

[6inDongNotForLong Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close 6inDongNotForLong]

Don’t give in to that temptation. Focus on how better it is to be free from that kind of mind crippling bondage.

AHH BONDAGE..

THAT WORD DIDN'T HELP.


haha.

Yeah.. Plus, not watching porn means:

1. Bigger flaccid cause I wont be masturbating all the time
2. Bigger finishes with my girlfriend
3. Faster gains?
4. Not seeing porn that can trigger my anxiety/obsessive thinking

[getinbig Senior Member Member of the Month March 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close getinbig]

AHH BONDAGE..

THAT WORD DIDN'T HELP.


haha.

Yeah.. Plus, not watching porn means:

1. Bigger flaccid cause I wont be masturbating all the time
2. Bigger finishes with my girlfriend
3. Faster gains?
4. Not seeing porn that can trigger my anxiety/obsessive thinking

Definitely better EQ!

[6inDongNotForLong Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close 6inDongNotForLong]

Day 88: No Porn

Damn it!

My new steel horseshoe ring came in the mail but I didn't hear the knocking at my door..
I can't tell my girlfriend I bought this, she'll be so mad at me!

I've got to find a way to pick it up now lol.

I've been so excited for it, but there's been a lot of noise around my house and I must have just assumed the knocking wasn't a knock!

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Today I was peeing and my girlfriend was in the bathroom fixing her make up.

She looked over at my penis with a quick glance, I said "what?" She said "nothing" with a smirk, I said "I'm gonna take that as a good thing then" and she said "I'm not saying anything" haha.

Not entirely sure what it meant but it made me feel good.

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

You know it meant holy shit that thing is huge.

[6inDongNotForLong Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close 6inDongNotForLong]

You know it meant holy shit that thing is huge.

I can't accept that though, cause she's had "quite a bit bigger".

Would be so incredibly nice and a boost of confidence to hear her say something like that though.

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Day 89: No Porn!

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Day 90: No Porn

AP90 completed, oct. 15th 2017

[getinbig Senior Member Member of the Month March 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close getinbig]

Day 90: No Porn

AP90 completed, oct. 15th 2017

Congratulations my friend! Now just begin another cycle. It will be much easier this time. Think of how much better your EQ and gains will be without all that toxic waste coming at your brain. So worth continuing...do another 90 days and you will really have achieved a reboot for your brain...YOU CAN DO IT!

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Congratulations my friend! Now just begin another cycle. It will be much easier this time. Think of how much better your EQ and gains will be without all that toxic waste coming at your brain. So worth continuing...do another 90 days and you will really have achieved a reboot for your brain...YOU CAN DO IT!

Ahhh except I just looked at a few porn related images.. no videos but I had the option to watch stuff..

Did I technically just do enough to consider that breaking ap90 rules?

I got turned on and decided to look at sexually related reddit pages.

I really only cared to get to 90 to see if I could, so I wont be too upset if that would mean starting over if I choose to.

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It was originally an accident. I was searching for something completely unrelated to porn or sex ect, when a post falsly had "nsfw" in the tags, which made me think of sex, then porn, then to search a few different tags and see the video thumbnails..

[getinbig Senior Member Member of the Month March 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close getinbig]

It was originally an accident. I was searching for something completely unrelated to porn or sex ect, when a post falsly had "nsfw" in the tags, which made me think of sex, then porn, then to search a few different tags and see the video thumbnails..

That stuff will just keep coming at us. I can tell you that it’s worth resisting and focusing instead on family friends or just your workouts...wishing you only good things...

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That stuff will just keep coming at us. I can tell you that it’s worth resisting and focusing instead on family friends or just your workouts...wishing you only good things...

I honestly think I just want to view it.

Not gonna lie to you guys or myself.

If any problems occur then I will know why.. however I am going to be smart and limit myself.

I know everyone is against this idea, but I'm just being honest.