Holistic Progress and PE

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I did my usual routine with bathmate and js90. Still more sets of stretching than sets of jelqing. Pretty much exactly what I have been doing so no comment. Except I had an amazing orgasm afterwards!

Was wondering is there a better order to do things in? PE first then Fap or other way?

I like this way. I feel like this energy and charge is building up the whole time until I need to cum after my PE session then I sit in my room with a little light porn or pic of my GF and I edge a little and have an amazing orgasm.

I re measured and indeed my gains are permanent. I think I will plateau for a while as they were noob gain. I would not say only from EQ though! Def got some perm gains.

Will give it another two weeks until I measure again. I am sure I will notice more gains again.

Patience!

Still at about 7 inches length and 5.2 girth so hard to measure could be 0.1 out or something. Need my hard ruler!

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Forgot to update yesterday I did my usual routine.

In bath.
Warm up.

But I focused on Bathmate this time must have done about 6 sets of 3-5 minutes. Maybe longer.

I did the standard JP90 stretches plus some.

Managed maybe my usual 50 jelqs.

This morning I did some jelqing because I had a semi. I didnt warm up.

I did a few stretches in the toilet.

I am thinking I will do another proper bath session today. I really want to push my penis to grow.

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I did my usual but a little bit tougher. I used the bathmate quite a bit and a lot of stretches. I couldnt jelq today I couldnt get an erection. Maybe because I smoked a bunch of cigs. Or because I am a little stressed.

Anyway I wanted to try and push my penis a little. I didn't feel I worked it hard enough yesterday.

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This morning I FAPPED. And I measured when I seemed to be at my hardest and I was just OVER 7 INCHES!!!????

Nearing 18cm. WTF??

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Urgh, my EQ has not been good this week ...
I don't even think it is from training as it does this. I find it hard to keep erection.
Everything was going so well. I fapped this morning and it was just painful and pathetic didn't have a good orgasm. Hardly any sensitivity. I think it is from drinking and smoking or stress.

I really REALLY want to get control over my addiction to fapping, even when my winky does not want it I force it. Like a drug.

I went jogging yesterday only for 10 minutes or something. I will try to do this every day. Today I feel hung over so maybe not today lol.

Need to:
STOP DRINKING
STOP FAPPING
STOP SMOKING

START THINKING
START JOGGING!!!!!


MY MANTRA! I have addictive personality. Or I am just weak human being.

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...Everything was going so well. I fapped this morning and...

This makes 2 days in a row. Noted how yesterday you felt good and even achieved a personal best.

We all have our setbacks, but the worst thing you can do is to fall into the victim mentality mind set! If you wish to become strong then discipline yourself towards those ends!

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Thanks you are right

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Woke up wanted to play with it. I am an addict. Orgasm addict.

Anyway I did some PE no warm up in bed. Not like me I know.

One set of 40 second stretches JP90 style. Also I maybe invented my own stretching technique to get more pressure on the middle and base. Basically you to a straight up JP90 stretch, but put a finger under the shaft half way up, then pull down so your penis is bent in half. The base is beingpulled straight up but with more force and also there is a nice pressure in the middle of the shaft to stretch that. Not sure if this is a new technique? Seems to get a nice deep stretch along the deep inside of the penis and the base. I only do one of these incase it is too much!

About 100 dry jelqs.

Fapped -_-

But I feel good as the jelqs were really nice I can feel this slithg burning sensation like I worked out my dick well. It is a good feeling I feel charged down there.

Still really crappy EQ, I was trying to take a pic of my gains. As I have definitely reached 18cm in length. But I couldn't keep it up long enough to even take a decent pic.

Seems this week my EQ went really bad and I also started smoking tobacco again.

Only way I ever gave up tobacco was by smoking pure weed! (Yeah i know ). But it really worked. And in the 6-8 months I gave up tobacco I remember my EQ started getting great, my sex drive and my penis were going crazy. Also I could run up a flight up stairs without getting dead legs or out of breath. Once I finish my Essay and Portfolio I think I will try get a big bag of cheap weak weed and try this again. You cannot get up to much as you are permenently high but if in the long run it gets my circulation better and I give up tobacco then it maybe worth it.

Once I have this essay out the way I just need to finish an edit of my feature film and then start work on the next film! Editing and writing are things I can do high so perhaps this is the best way.

I get dead legs a lot right now, specially after a night of drinking and smoking and my EQ is awful next day!

Anything else can help with circulation and getting off tobacco?

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This makes 2 days in a row. Noted how yesterday you felt good and even achieved a personal best.

We all have our setbacks, but the worst thing you can do is to fall into the victim mentality mind set! If you wish to become strong then discipline yourself towards those ends!

Three days in a row. I generaally fap once a day!
Not sure why I have no control. I think it is a sense of loss. If I do not cum I get dissapointed. When I start playing with me penis it is fun but I get more horny and then I just want to cum. Once that thought is in my mind I find it impossible to resist. Like I am missing out on something. I guess it is like a spoiled child in my mind wanting everything it wants and throwing a wobbly if it does not have it!

I must resist the inner child that wants everything. I need discipline !!

My impulsive nature has caused many problems in my life so it is something very beneficial to me to tackle. Maybe if I meditate a little once I have this urge...

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An afternoon session too in bath again.
Focusing on stretches.

warmup
bathmate 5 minute
JP90 stretches each direction over 30 seconds
bathmate 10 minute (high pressure)
more stretches not complete set
bathmate 10 minute high pressure

then I fapped again!!! OMG twice in one day.. lol

But gave my unit a real workout today!

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I must resist the inner child that wants everything. I need discipline !!

My impulsive nature has caused many problems in my life so it is something very beneficial to me to tackle. Maybe if I meditate a little once I have this urge...

This is very good advice!

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Same bath routine as usual. But intense. Over did it a little so rest day tomorrow.

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Actually did a lot of stretches yesterday .. at work in toilet and at home. No warm up. I fapped in evening but had bad eq.

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100 jelqs in bath.
BAthmate for 4 x 5 minutes sessions
Some stretches

I AM REACHING 19cm in bathmate now?? At first I only reached 16cm lol.

Is that a good thing?

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100 jelqs in bath.
BAthmate for 4 x 5 minutes sessions
Some stretches

I AM REACHING 19cm in bathmate now?? At first I only reached 16cm lol.

Is that a good thing?

If you weren't hitting 19 cm before then it's a sign of improvement