My experience since may 2018

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Posted this earlier, this sort-of "gut-feeling" I get when reading useful things, like PF/RK stuff and now this. Reading on how others were having hard-ons after hanging heavier weights for 20 min, bundled hanging, something I was experiencing when I started hanging heavier weights too. In fact, way before I even started PE for real, probably in late 2017, I remember how I was doing some bundled stretches out of curiosity Saturday night, and Sunday night I was having a super hard boner out of nowhere without being horny af.
I tried stretching many times but not even every week, probably once a week every now and then since I was 17 yo, but I wasn't seeing any gains. I remember not measuring 20cm bpel constantly and wondering why. That time I experimented with bundled stretches in 2017 was also the time I measured 21cm bpel, or at least I thought I did, but I was measuring more from the side as well so I can't tell, either way, my EQ was probably through the roof, I was only having full blown erections for short periods of time back then. As oposed to now they were very short, actually.
But something I used to always do was measure bpel/bpfsl comparing it with my hand and my bpfsl was somehow shorter than bpel before ever attempting to gain bpfsl with a ruler.

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Long story short, I want to concentrate more on stretching and jelqing for girth.

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I've been pumping with my 2,25" tube only, 5,7cm wide, which still seems a lot compared to the rest of my penis shaft. Base girth is great for it, I have a leluv 12" long tube, it's heavier and it no longer sucks scrotum skin. I've been wearing a worn off hair tie on my balls, very very light grip, just for the purpose of evening out the distance their sucked in so that I can maybe stretch the skin even more and have balls that hang next to each other and it seems to work well.
The 12x2,25" tube is no longer difficult for me, I can finally enjoy ALL of my sessions with it. I was planning on ordering another pump from thickwallcylinders.uk, they look cool af. But I decided that I REALLY like these 2 leluv cylinders I already have. I don't even have them for more than 1 year and a half.
Anyway, happy to report that I'm going to take a couple of days off, or maybe just one.

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Today:
pumping in the 2,25" tube with almost no lube at all, base girth and overall girth looks to have increased without the fluid now.
edging with the FL for 30-40min, felt great, no ejaculation and the combination I did today of pumping and edging went particularly well.

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I bought a toy pump with an internal diameter of 5,5-5,6 cm or so, it's a little smaller than the 2,25", 23cm length. I expect to completely fill it up with medium to high pressure but I need to buy tubing for it, it doesn't work with the pump it had included, very cheap btw but I really like the cylinder.
Why I expect this, I've been reaching 22cm+ in the 2" tube, but I can't pump at high vacuum with it anymore because of base girth starting to hurt, and I can't further expand in it. But it's still great for core pumping at lower pressure, I could wear it all day and it would remain sealed.

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No stretching these last 3 days.

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I never, ever read on any hanger/extender user's progress thread, the ones with pictures and stuff, about them having some strong, random IKs when flaccid after doing longer sets.
I don't understand why, because I don't stretch my dick for 10-12 hours everyday with a traction device and I never managed to do so, in fact, I get these IKs more often after longer sets now, that I'm completely off extending and hanging and only ocasionally do them. So, could it be conditioning? Those guys stretching for so long had to condition first? Or is it something else, like PF issues or something?
Anybody know anything about them? I would really apreciate some feedback with this.

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I want to update my pumping progress lately.
I bought a toy pump, 23x5,6cm tube, and it works great, I really needed this size to really make some bpel gains with pumping, I can fill the hole tube up after 30-60min, length and girth-wise. The only thing wrong about it is that it's not flanged at the base so it kind of stings the base a bit, doesn't hurt but it will leave a mark, unfortunately. I got to excited while not being shaved with quite a lot of pubic hair actually, and I got a slight skin injury a little higher above my lowest base from pumping and not paying attention to how my base was being sucked in. But it's healing up good, with no scar to be left, thankfully.

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So I'm on a forced pause with PE, my frenulum "snapped" during sex and it's taking a few days to heal up, but I plan on spending even more days with no PE. Of course I'll be edging at some point, when it's properly healed. Flaccid is now bigger at all times, especially at night and in the morning. I hope I'll end up with massive morning wood from all these consecutive days with no edging or PE.

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It has been a week with no PE. Not at all, not even edging.
Libido is going low, my mind is going nuts actually. Summertime must be the worst time for no PE for me, so many beutiful women around, and me going home and not doing anything PE related somehow gets me really low and down.
I've been doing regular kegels, 6-7 reps with rest. I do them until they feel stronger, repeating this every now and then throughout the day.
I do Reverse Kegels when walking, standing, squating. I do 6-7 reps in a deeper squat position, 6-7 reps easier squat position, 6-7 reps in another position.
I plan on having hard erections throughout the day with kegel stimulation only, both regular and RK.
BTW, no morning wood, 7 days straight. I thought maybe PE was the reason I wasn't getting morning/night wood maybe, but now that I am off PE, my libido is running VERY LOW, I even started gettingreally depressed again in the morning, remembering what a cuckold I used to be and all the bad experiences I've had with women so far. I hate myself so much sometimes, I guess it's most of the times.
Maybe PE gains are the only reason I'm alive...

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I plan on coming back to PE with a vengeance!
Jelqing and stretching.
Reading on members like Stan, 7_wants_10, totoro (spanish guy from TPs) and rbi99, makes me feel stupid about giving so much time to pumping, clamping and using devices.
I also plan on doing some serious long distance running before I start PE again. Depression is kicking in strong, I need to get my mind off of my failures, they are so many. I might be a fuck up, a REAL fuck up...but maybe at 28, it's not too late, yet? I feel like I am really old somehow, maybe because of those 6 years I've spent locked up, thinking that I will never be a proper man...until I found PE in 2017 when I got out, wich really got all my hopes up. It had to wait for another year because of my stubbornness, being shameful about doing PE and stupid stuff like that, so 2018 was MY year...
The only thing I guess I can report to be positive at this moment, my flaccid penis is always at a respectable size now. It basically has the same measurements as my erect girth measurements before starting PE, so I guess I wasn't a COMPLETE FAILURE, at least during these last 3 years of my life.

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I think I'm going to reformulate my last post. Running for long distances might not be the next best thing for me right now. I went for a run during the day, good tempo, I would have probably ran 3km in less than 15min, wich is the best for me at my level. Doing so, I realized that sprinting might be the next best thing for me NOW. I don't know how much sprinting I can do in a week, but I'll probably give it a more extreme approach for testing, so I guess, sprinting everyday will be the next thing I'll try for a week.
I will only work on strength gains from now on with my bodyweight workouts/longer rest periods between sets, the same way I'm doing my kegels.
Savage mode everyday, I need to keep reminding myself this, it's the only way I can feel myself progressing in any direction nowadays.

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I can't fall asleep.

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F'd up my sleep cycle these last 10 days, don't know why though, it might be like this for me during May/June. After all, something made me stick to PE during this time, 3 years ago.
But thinking back, I might have realized that there are at least a couple of things I really got better at. Like, for instance, not having to wear a c ring or something around my dick to go out running. This is actually how I first started running in the first place, running made me turtle in an undescribable way. I have huge balls and it looked awful before when I used to turtle from physical effort. Turtling is now something that I could proudly do in front of a large number of people, a big reason why I got so many jobs these last 2 years. Actually, my life has been completely changed, so I'd better be grateful about it, I've been acting foolishly this entire day, cursing life and such. Cursing life is a habit I really, really need to get out of, I've been doing it for years, it's time to stop. Life has been good to me when I was concentrating on getting what is best for me. Even going to pay a prostitute for sex, my lame attempt to impress women, has been getting better and more exciting, the bigger I get, the reactions I get are amazing.

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So I started edging again, 2 days ago.pr
I now understand why I sometimes thought I could get very, very horny, very quick and edge with a passion. It was probably from the time off.
Even with that said, EQ wasn't that terrific. I blew my load twice already, IKs are very strong when coming back from a time off, but I do feel some slight improvements in controlling them.
However it's still hats off to that 50mg sildenafil, 25mg, whatever dose, it really makes a difference in how difficult it would be to keep a 110% erection with just some light edging and a long Rk done with a very low intensity, I really haven't felt the need to take them and I will take some more time off from them, just saying...