Dear Diary

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

Chokin the chicken last night was nice. Decided to cum after all.
6x20x5 hangin' was goooooooooooood, had some fatigue. jumped into my 20m jelq then edged for 6 minutes.
EQ was sweet, getting up was simple, hang is fuckin cool lookin. Putting the ring on and fowfering right now too

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

Decided to measure because had dirty thoughts and some sweet EQ. 7 29/32".. Feel like I've been hovering from 7 3/4 - 7 15/16" for a long time now. Was hoping I'd be passed it this month

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

6x20x5 -10m- 20m jelq, 10 minute edge, 20 towel raises, 5 minutes edging. Measured again. I hit 15/16" I think.
EQ was gnarly. What is being soft? Hang is goood
Oh. Gonna add bundled fowfers to my daily habits now. Regular fowfers will be completely replaced by bundled fowfers through the day. Maybe this and hanging will catalyst something for the gain train.

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

Bundled fowfers for close to 2 hours. Had some fluid built up on my base. Heated before hanging and it was gone.
6x20x5 my cock got numb without me knowing. Was tingly when I took off my wrap. Suspecting I wrapped wrong or clamped my hanger on too tight. 50 jelqs to restore blood circulation. Hang has been really good. EQ is probably going to be shit. Getting up might not happen tonight. Haven't fucked the girlfriend in a while. Was gonna rail her tonight but she stopped me. Something in my gut tells me it's over. But she says otherwise. Don't know what to do. Well.. I know what to do. Ditch her, go off to college, fuck bitches left right and centre. But I'm afraid I'll fall into a depressed state for the rest of summer.. Not that I can't keep myself happy. Just that I'd have nobody after she's gone; my friend group is going through some fucky times.
Listen to my gut and get it over with now.. Never know if it was just a week of being.. off? and everything would've gone back to happy.. Or let it ride itself out and slowly get more disconnected with her.. Or everything is going great, like it had been, and be completely blindsided when she finally does tell me.
Slap my cock and call me diggy.

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

Been thinking about this all day today too.. Been not replying to her much. Not really feeling like talking to her is the best thing, you know?
Last night's EQ was sweet. Getting up was with ease. Came.
Woke up in the morning with some wood. Been getting a fair bit of morning wood lately, compared to the usual.
Yesterday and today did some jai stretches while brushing my teeth. Bundle fowfered for a good 2 hrs before hanging. 6x20x5.75. Felt my glans on the last set and it was going numb. Quit the session immediately and restored circulation. Finished with 6 more minutes of hang time. -5m- 21m jelq, 10 minute edge, 20 towel raises. Gonna do 20 more towel raises later tonight when I edge some more.
EQ was gnarlyyy while edging today. Hang has been good after too. My unit felt fucking thick while jelqing.

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

Did 15 minutes or so of edging last night while doing 20 more towel raises. Felt some fatigue through the session but was also able to keep my erection around for 6 towel raises instead of the usual 5.. Odd.
Woke up this morning and after laying in bed for 10 minutes I got a rager and stimulated myself with thoughts and some rubbing around on the bed for 10 minutes. I was 9/10 but that's expected as I was wearing me ring!

2 hours of bundled lafs, 6x20x5, 22 minute jelq, 15 minute edge.
EQ WAS A GNARLY VEINY STEEL PIPE 11/10. Getting up was simple. My hang after has been great.

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

Ahh.. Got a taste of defeat tonight when I moved on to 6lbs. It broke my hanger and turned my guy black and blue. So I made a new hanger. Bigger, stronger, bulkier.. Hard to get on and off. Still had the circulation issues with it too. So as far as I can see my hanging days are over. Fun while it lasted. Wish I had the dough for a bib hanger so I could be productive with it.. Oh wells.
Now starts the manual fulcrum stretches. Need some ideas first though.

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

My old enemy.. Trying to stay flaccid while performing intense stretches.. Sigh how I already miss the hangin days.

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

How are those fulcrums.... treating ya?

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

How are those fulcrums.... treating ya?

Hehe they were fun tonight. Mandingos, the A's you told me of, and just regular ol' bundleds. BPFSL Was on 8 1/4"! Some slight progress.
Night went as such: some various bundled las throughout the day, ^ above mentioned stretches for a good 40 mins, jelq 23 mins, edge 28 mins 20 towel raises and meh kegeling
My man was tired. 40 mins of fulcrum stretches from 0 minutes of fulcrum stretches proved to be way too much. EQ was 4/5 at 15 tr. Hang right now is not great by any means.. Getting hard was a big pain, thanks jenny lopez for making it work though
Hopefully my gf isn't offended when I'm not steel hard tomorrow. Oh yeah. Big fight today because I was distancing myself from her for the past week or so. Guess she didn't like that and truly still wants to be with me!
Tomorrows plan is to bundled lafs until I feel loose as usual and then jump into 15 minutes of fulcrum stretching followed by 20 mins jelq and 10 or so edging. Gotta get that EQ back. I'm missing it.

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

Fulcrums are lethal. 45 minutes? Dude I hit an intense 10 minute fulcrum session and my ish is dead lol

I always just throw in some jelqs if/when I want that EQ.

Women.... and that's all I have to say about that!

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

Fulcrums are lethal. 45 minutes? Dude I hit an intense 10 minute fulcrum session and my ish is dead lol

I always just throw in some jelqs if/when I want that EQ.

Women.... and that's all I have to say about that!

Hehe 45 minutes probably half of it was me chillin' waiting for my half chub to subside. And wasn't that intense, just testing the waters!

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

10 minutes stretching, 10 minutes jelq, 10 minutes edge.
EQ was meh. Hang was meh.

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

10 minutes stretching 2 minutes chub reside me happy happy I stayed flaccid for the most part when stretching! Yayya! 23m jelq, 20 minute edge + 20 boxer raises.
EQ was verging great, libidos been kinda down had a shitty day, hang is gnarly though.
Sweetness!

[sidneycrosby Senior Member Member of the Month Oct 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close sidneycrosby]

I likey the fulcrums! How can I possibly move up from here!?