Soft On's and then this .......

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Oct 24th Well I went all massage on my ass last night again. I'm sure not into the whole get cleaned, lubed, and stretched out to use these things. It is a great deal of work, there is no doubt about that. Once you get into your session and get relaxed every thing will be worth it. Last night was my third try at it this week. What is apparent is how much stronger contractions have become in a very short time. I am well on my way to have those pulsing hard on's I once had as a teen. Its hard to relate as to how weak your muscles have gotten over the years. Being very athletic its hard to understand some times how parts of are body just fall off as far as fitness and we not know it. Even though it was 30 mins or less, once again I was toast after I had decided enough was enough. So that's the report on Kegels on a Stick.
As for Jelqing. I have continued since the break to do what I can as time allows. My arms are getting back up to speed, so in no time I will be up to a 90 Jelq type routine. Also Kegels now and then throughout the day, but no were near what goes on with the Prostate massager.
But Wait There's More ! For those who are keeping up with this thread, I know one question will cum up soon enough. No I have not relived myself in over 3 three months. When I get hard and bothered Im sure ill let myself have that. I think I deserve it at this point, but for now I do not feel the need. Im sure at some point Ill get My Horn On ! Who would have thought that after being a multiple daily porn jerker that I could go over three months without getting off. TAAB

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Oct 25th Big news in my world. Last night I decided to use the Prostate Massager again, and something happened immediately when I slipped it in. I have never ever had any pre cum in my life, nothing other than a small wet drop. I was totally surprised that as I was still in the installation process I started to leak. I mean I couldn't stop as I filled my palm with light liquid. It felt as if I was about to urinate, but with no control. No pulsing or muscle spasm's, just the prostate draining itself...............Finally ! So that was just one step towards a healthier Prostate. For the record I was a bit short on time, so I basically went about my evening chores after I stopped draining. In all it was the first five mins, and left the Aneros Vice in place about half and hour. I have to say every time I write about Massaging my Prostate I think what people would think If I was out and about in my day. This truly is a great thing about PEGYM and other open site and forums. TAAB

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Interesting thread keep it up

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I'm Trying I'm Trying !! That's the point of this thread ! LOL ! I sure noticed during my day now that when I give a go to my Kegel muscles that there is all ready an improvement this week. One thing I have not mentioned about the Prostate Massager. There are times when I feel that I am pushing and pulling in and out at the same time. I know that my be hard to grasp, but things do go on inside that are very different when using the Aneros Vice. TAAB

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TAAB - This has been an inspirational read! One thing I never actually considered with my problem was that I stopped watching porn about two weeks it started. And whilst I have put my recent despair down to the fact my cock wasn't working, perhaps I am in a mini depression of sorts because I no longer have porn in my life? We shall see but good luck with this my friend - I hope you get the result you desire!

Cheers,
SSBD

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Yes it is very possible that you are getting deep into detox. Everyone is different in how they where effected by porn, or masturbation over kill. That said everyone will bounce back differently, and experience things at different times. It took me a long time too get here and I still have a long way to go. If you think about the first time you snuck a buy of a Playboy and stashed it away as a kid. Its been years of damage that we have all had I am sure to some degree. Dare we look at what's out in the open now in REGULAR ad campaigns. I think with some it could be like Diabetes, where you may be on the edge, but once you have it , its a daily struggle to keep things in check.. TAAB

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Saturday 26th of Oct I had a few minuets after my workout this morning and thought I would see if the Prostate Massager would do the draining again. Well that never happened but it turned into an hour and a half before I had had enough. Every time I use this thing I find new ways/positions that do something else internally. I have read were some get very hard and can even cum. I haven't got there yet, but its a learning curve. What they call a Super O for men can take a year to master. In a few words.....I Cant Wait ! In the mean time I truly feel the muscles getting stronger as well as the ability to direct things as I go along. What was a scary thing to dive into has now turned into a lot of fun. Just another way to get my EQ back on track,but what a ride getting there. Good thing I live alone. TAAB

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Sunday 27th Well I had a bit of time today to impale myself once again with the Prostate Massager. Some days it feels like nothing else in a good way, and other days its like nothing else in a not so good way. I did try a few new tricks, like stroking up a bit with the PM in, and I can see why it would be a neat trick while having a go with your partner. It just wasn't going to be a day to take lots of time to go through the contractions with comfort. Maybe my virgin ass just isn't stretch worthy on a regular basis as of yet. LOL ! TAAB

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Tuesday Oct 29th So other than a bit of jelq work, not much to report. How ever as I went to bed I thought I would try to use my fingers lightly on my member, and work on soft touch. I did slip up a bit and think dirty thoughts, but to my surprise I got about 70% hard. That's kind of ground breaking in some ways. My only regret was I was so tiered that I went to sleep as fast as I got had. Maybe next time Hope to get some time in on the PM tonight, and stir things up again. TAAB

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Oh I missed one thing this morning when I posted. As of yesterday I restarted up on the 5G's. I took off about the same amount of time as the big reboot from the 5G's. Now I have added a bit more of a kick start to the program ! TAAB

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Oct 30th This is a big day today because I had a couple HARDONS that woke me up twice last night ! So it has taken some time but it is finally starting to happen. I had very good EQ, about 90% both times. I still cant believe how big my member is when it gets fully engorged. Over all the years that I have been doing PE, I never really have had a full erection even with Viagra. To say I cant wait to see how this is going to go in the next while would be an understatement. I still will go easy as far Jelqs ,and some edging at this time without ejaculating. To say I am happy is an understatement................BONER ! BONER ! BONER ! TAAB

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I enjoy reading your thread keep it up

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NOV 1st Wow does the year go by fast, and so close to Xmas. Sorry don't panic we have 50 odd days to go...LOL ! I have been thinking over the last few days I may take the time to blow a load. Sorry to be so blunt, but heading to almost 4 months without. And to say that the edging and jelging is getting to me, not to mention my curiosity.....UNDER STATEMENT ! I will leave it till I have solid wood and not just strangle my member into submission.
The other thing that I have to say is I seem to have a bit of a love affair with the Aneros Vice. I have taken a couple days away, but look forward to using it again over the weekend. For a ton of info on the Aneros family of massagers and there use, a quick search will put you to there forum's. There is way more info there than I could possible write, and answers from people with way more experience. I can say that the consensus is with more use you get better results in all areas, orgasms, prostate health, and control. I also can tell that even the days I am not able to use the massager I have twitches and contractions involuntarily that remind my to Kegel through out the day. On to another month and a better Member ! Forward Men ! TAAB

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Nov 2nd 2013 Last night I had a half hour or so before bed to get a Massage in, its so different every time. I am getting better at relaxing and letting the body take over. No big news other than a semi when I woke up this morning and had time to edge for a few minutes. So close to busting a nut but got it under control.
I am not sure I had mentioned this at the time but as a daily coffee drinker I knew that a change here also could help. I was away on a trip and only stopped and had a coffee once, it was just not convenient to get a few throughout the day. That was mid September , since then I have only had a java in the morning and spend the day sipping non caffeinated teas. Not earth shattering, but it is one more small piece towards a solid member. TAAB

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Nov 3rd Ok so I had enough of the sex dreams and thoughts. I have been doing some edging and it finally got me over the edge. Also a couple prostate massages yesterday gets the inners flexing through out the night, I'm sure this also led to this. I was having a roll around type sleep this morning and although I wasn't super hard I felt like stroking half asleep. I must say I wasn't super hard, but had been a few minutes before. Also I dint really have the intent in going over the edge so I was holding back, this led to a less than stellar orgasm. That said I think this is why a watery discharge and not a full blown goo fest. "107 Days is what I went without having an orgasm". Wow I just read that last line four times ! One thing I notice after my release is how my thoughts turned to memories of anything but sexual over the years. I should sleep like a log tonight, and for the record I think ill TRY to hold off to once a week of taking care of business. Man if I was on Seinfeld I would have won the Master Of My Domain Show TAAB