9.8.2019
Edging Fleshlight fail! Dont get me wrong. I had improved my edging drastically campared to from where I started. But im too harsh to myself because for me the shallow or the slow down or take it easy type of edging doesnt count that much. Maybe because I have heard from my friends how fuck their girl like animal or the girl had multiple orgasm from their fuck thats why im harsh to myself. I can go pretty long edging with shallow thrust ( thrust from base to middle of shaft) but if I thrust deeply from just behind of glans to the base, im going to get trouble.
I did desentisize my frenular delta with comb but it doesnt help me to thrust deep. I did bend my penis downwards but doesnt help me to thrust deep eitheir. Dont get me about these exersices doesnt help at all. Maybe they help me to thrust shallow and where im at right now.
But from now, im going to coming back to basic RK. I going to RK whole fucking day throuhoug the day all fuckking day. Im going to go all in with this motherfucker RK! I wrote down wrist RK to remind myself. I have notice thed RK is almost same as "body awareness" exersice I had talk about before in this thread. Think about it: How can you RK if you are not aware of your body and just being in your head? Need to remind myself that if I forget to RK for a while in the day then not to go "zero out". I have a stupid attitude before that if I forget to RK for just little bit then I would say to myself: "naah fuck it. Already ruined. Im going to start tomorrow again from zero!"
Edging Fleshlight fail! Dont get me wrong. I had improved my edging drastically campared to from where I started. But im too harsh to myself because for me the shallow or the slow down or take it easy type of edging doesnt count that much. Maybe because I have heard from my friends how fuck their girl like animal or the girl had multiple orgasm from their fuck thats why im harsh to myself. I can go pretty long edging with shallow thrust ( thrust from base to middle of shaft) but if I thrust deeply from just behind of glans to the base, im going to get trouble.
I did desentisize my frenular delta with comb but it doesnt help me to thrust deep. I did bend my penis downwards but doesnt help me to thrust deep eitheir. Dont get me about these exersices doesnt help at all. Maybe they help me to thrust shallow and where im at right now.
But from now, im going to coming back to basic RK. I going to RK whole fucking day throuhoug the day all fuckking day. Im going to go all in with this motherfucker RK! I wrote down wrist RK to remind myself. I have notice thed RK is almost same as "body awareness" exersice I had talk about before in this thread. Think about it: How can you RK if you are not aware of your body and just being in your head? Need to remind myself that if I forget to RK for a while in the day then not to go "zero out". I have a stupid attitude before that if I forget to RK for just little bit then I would say to myself: "naah fuck it. Already ruined. Im going to start tomorrow again from zero!"
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