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[getinbig Senior Member Member of the Month March 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close getinbig]

@Getinbig Thanks again mate!

Sat 02/11: [JP90 day 185]. APreE day 4. I started the mast again, and went from 1 to 7 pretty fast. But my dick wouldn't stay hard. Tried for 20 minutes and got frustrated. I did domething I shouldn't: I used porn to get wood. Knowing I can stay off porn if for lustplay, it was of use to do the exercise. Eventhough the exercise tells me not to use porn until week 3. But I would argue: it's this or no result.

The porn helped me to get a raging hardon, and I switched it off immediately. The wood stayed, and I masted for 15 minutes; having to stop a couple of times as not to come. Today I depended on porn to get a hardon, that is a loss, but I did my APreE, that's a win. I will take the porn if I can't wood up by touch; that is just the state I'm in at the moment. Being able to switch the porn off, and continue with good results are much more important to me. And if I ever wonder about it, I can always do an extra AP90 run, but as it is, I'm sure I will pass that with flying colors.

Will wear the PF later and may take half a Cialis maybe - I learned to cut the pills, they last up to 4 or 5 days so...

Sounds like you're building some stamina. Porn would be best out of the picture, pun intended. Perhaps you can wind that down...
Keep up the good work. I sent you a PM...

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Sun 02/12: [JP90 day 185]. APreE day 5. Today I woke up with raging wood again. Real good wood, Cialis quality and that is without taking the Cialis. It stayed for long time too, over an hour after waking up.

Later on I went to do my routine, but limpy wasn't going to budge much. Maybe the morning wood took all of the natural strength, dunno... Now I got to scale 5, maybe 5.5 but it wasn't a hardon and if it was any bit hard, it would deflate in handsfree mode. So that doesn't count. Yesterday I spent half an hour working it up to scale 7, but stuck mostly on 6.8 orso. And when I let go it would deflate.

So only option is going back to porn. And that did the trick again. I'm a bit sorry to say, but I'd rather have a bit of functional porn and build stamina than nothing at all. So porn restrictions are off for the next three weeks. I add a couple of days as I have some catching up to do in this routine. I will build stamina to 30 minutes and go from there. As for the EQ and porn habit: I can resort to Cialis for now, so I can perform when needed and wanted.

Anyways, I did 20 minutes of mast, had to stop a couple of times to get down from scale 8.5+ to 7.5. I am happy to say that cooling down works a little bit better than a couple of days ago. I can stay a little longer on the lower values, but when I want to finish, I'm at 10 in a matter of a few strokes. After the first 7 days, I will move on to the second week, again trying without videos and see if only the porn audio will do anything. If not, I will move on with video support, finish as far as I can take it, and most probably revisit the program if I'm in better contact with myself, and can get an easy erection without porn.

It does bother me a bit that porn still has this effect on me, although I can keep away from it if not for the mandatory boner atm. But my goal is to get a good erection when I want it, and in that regard I'm still at 50%. I haven't gained much in that department lately. But I'm not bothered more than just a bit, and I will make it work in the end.

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Sun 02/12: [JP90 day 185]. APreE day 5. Today I woke up with raging wood again. Real good wood, Cialis quality and that is without taking the Cialis. It stayed for long time too, over an hour after waking up.

Later on I went to do my routine, but limpy wasn't going to budge much. Maybe the morning wood took all of the natural strength, dunno... Now I got to scale 5, maybe 5.5 but it wasn't a hardon and if it was any bit hard, it would deflate in handsfree mode. So that doesn't count. Yesterday I spent half an hour working it up to scale 7, but stuck mostly on 6.8 orso. And when I let go it would deflate.

So only option is going back to porn. And that did the trick again. I'm a bit sorry to say, but I'd rather have a bit of functional porn and build stamina than nothing at all. So porn restrictions are off for the next three weeks. I add a couple of days as I have some catching up to do in this routine. I will build stamina to 30 minutes and go from there. As for the EQ and porn habit: I can resort to Cialis for now, so I can perform when needed and wanted.

Anyways, I did 20 minutes of mast, had to stop a couple of times to get down from scale 8.5+ to 7.5. I am happy to say that cooling down works a little bit better than a couple of days ago. I can stay a little longer on the lower values, but when I want to finish, I'm at 10 in a matter of a few strokes. After the first 7 days, I will move on to the second week, again trying without videos and see if only the porn audio will do anything. If not, I will move on with video support, finish as far as I can take it, and most probably revisit the program if I'm in better contact with myself, and can get an easy erection without porn.

It does bother me a bit that porn still has this effect on me, although I can keep away from it if not for the mandatory boner atm. But my goal is to get a good erection when I want it, and in that regard I'm still at 50%. I haven't gained much in that department lately. But I'm not bothered more than just a bit, and I will make it work in the end.

Sounds like a plan...if you can wean off the porn, I'm sure you will see a "rise" in your EQ...pun definitely intended! Pulling for you my friend.

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@Getinbig, thanks for the support!

Tue 02/12: [JP90 day 185]. APreE day 6. Didn't have time yesterday. How about a resting day then . Today I was wondering about the porn. Was in the mood to experiment, so I took a quarter of a Cialis. Actually I cut it wrong and it must have been no more than 15%.

After 2 hours orso, I did the routine, and had major wood. Today is 25 minutes, and the wood went on for 24 minutes. Then I just lost focus and Cialis doesn't work if you're not half horny. I used some video support and took it past 30 minutes, but came with the video still on. Bugger! Bit stupid but I again accept the loss for now. Lessons learned: I still get horny over naked women. I need to stop the video before ending.

Wins of today is that I can last the 30 minutes, the partial Cialis did more than I expected and I think I will move on to the second week. My first run is tainted, but all the more reason to finish it and repeat it later on, if needed at all by then. I'd happily accept my improved stamina and continue to work on JP90.

[getinbig Senior Member Member of the Month March 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close getinbig]

@Getinbig, thanks for the support!

Tue 02/12: [JP90 day 185]. APreE day 6. Didn't have time yesterday. How about a resting day then . Today I was wondering about the porn. Was in the mood to experiment, so I took a quarter of a Cialis. Actually I cut it wrong and it must have been no more than 15%.

After 2 hours orso, I did the routine, and had major wood. Today is 25 minutes, and the wood went on for 24 minutes. Then I just lost focus and Cialis doesn't work if you're not half horny. I used some video support and took it past 30 minutes, but came with the video still on. Bugger! Bit stupid but I again accept the loss for now. Lessons learned: I still get horny over naked women. I need to stop the video before ending.

Wins of today is that I can last the 30 minutes, the partial Cialis did more than I expected and I think I will move on to the second week. My first run is tainted, but all the more reason to finish it and repeat it later on, if needed at all by then. I'd happily accept my improved stamina and continue to work on JP90.

I'm really curious about Cialis and may try to order some to give it a try...Its mechanism of action is an attraction right now...I love the idea of a longer period of action...days...

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I would still prefer to see you have no porn at all and to use your imagination. I know, I know...I'm meddling.

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Yeah guys, I know , I'm just not at that level yet that I have my wood ready whenever I need it.
You can't do the APre-E exercise without a boner and I really wanted to work on it. Thanks for the support, I really appreciate it, it's nice to hear from the fellowship!

Even after almost 6 exercise days, I had great results , the Mrs felt cosy and one thing led to another. Anyways, I held my ground fine. At least over 15 to 20 minutes. Not there yet, but I'm going in the right direction. The boner was BTW Cialis induced, but the fact that I lasted has nothing to do with the drug. Besides, I only used a quarter Cialis. EQ was just as hard as always.

So the APre-E is working its bit, but I have to say that I like the JP90 routine better. I'm much more consistent and disciplined working the 5-2 schedule, whereas in APre-E I'm just wanking when I have the time. Which translate into every other day or so.....

Can't wait to get back into JP90.

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Tue 02/21: [JP90 day 185]. APreE day 7. I think I will continue with the JP90 after today. There's too long a time between the days I can be active on APreE, and it is working a bit already. I'll take a chance and can switch back whenever I want anyway.

Point is that I'm inactive for too long as I find much better things to do than wanking.... It's just too low on my list eventhough the reward is really good. Know what, I'll evaluate again after a week, but for now I can't wait to get back to JP90.

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Have you ever considered the Jelq-Free routine?

[GokuKakarot Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close GokuKakarot]

Have you ever considered the Jelq-Free routine?

Hi Ujjayi, indeed I haven't as of yet. I know it exists but I haven't really looked into it yet. I am so happy with the JP90, and intend to milk it for all it's worth. As a matter of fact, I did start off with it again. Will look into it though, jelq free, makes me wonder how to do that.

Wed 02/22: JP90 day 186. The last two or three weeks I had morning woods all around. Strong and persistent ones that don't go away quickly. Stick out like a bike stand and get in the way of my morning getting up routine, having to wait for morning relief and all. Not that I should complain.

Did the JP90 again. Hello old friend, nice to shake hands with you again. Warmed up, stretched, used just a little lube, and start jelqing! Felt good and happy to be back here too. Wanking used to be a favorite pass time when I was a teenager, but somewhere through the years, it lost quite a bit of its charm so it seems. I break off the APreE for now, unless I have a fail or two in the endurance section.

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Fri 02/24: JP90 day 188. Yesterday was my day 187, it was a resting day. I was gone early morning and returned late night, so obviously no exercise but a guy does need to plan some regular resting days. Normaly Tue and Wed, but as I picked up again on Wed, I can just move on to rest on Thu and work througout the weekend.

So todays morning wood was again great. I wish I could have this kind of wood all the time when I use it on the Mrs. So the material is there... Mind you, these woods are without any Cialis.

Did the routine and it felt great. Will wear the PF later on, but will also take a quarter Cialis in preparation of weekend fun. Or great workout semi, either way it will be great.

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So todays morning wood was again great. I wish I could have this kind of wood all the time when I use it on the Mrs. So the material is there... Mind you, these woods are without any Cialis.

Now that is AWESOME news! I'm pulling for you to be Cialis free.

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Now that is AWESOME news! I'm pulling for you to be Cialis free.

Hi Ujjayi, yeah I'm really progressing here. The morning woods have returned after perhaps years of absence. So they are there, not always, but very often. As for the Cialis, it's hard to lose the drug as I haven't recovered enough yet on EQ. When the dick is in a cooperative mood, there is no problem whatsoever, but it's just not reliable yet. Getting there, and I think maybe 40% or 50% of the time I need no Cialis support. On the other hand, the Cialis price is dropping, and I can do with a period of no-worry erections. That would be better for my self esteem because the no-shows affect me pretty badly.
That said, I'm switching from 20mg pills to 5mg by cutting the pills. That is a step to get rid of them.

Sat 02/25: JP90 day 189. No wood this morning. I slept just so-so.

Did the routine in the afternoon. Lot's of time and privacy. It went pretty well, and I didn't use videos. My semi wasn't great, I think about 30%. Definately workable. Yesterday or the day before I started up some videos, and glanced at it when doing my workout. That resulted in a 75-80% semi, so I had to wait for it to subdue a bit. I don't want to risk injury! Anyways, today again without as I have been doing most of the time lately.

Afterwards I put on the PF. It is sitting really comfortably, yet stretching pretty good.

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Sun 02/26: JP90 day 190.

Today was a "normal", I had time to do the routine. Semi was 30-40% b/c of the Cialis. Otherwise I was busy doing lots of stuff. Wasn't able to wear the PF, though I wanted to.

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Lot's of time and privacy. It went pretty well, and I didn't use videos.

This makes me happy!