Zy's Progress Log

[Zyxciz Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Zyxciz]

So good news, I got a rock hard boner while fantasizing about the girl yesterday and I whipped out a ruler to measure. I measured at 5.9 inches, which is about a 0.2 inch size increase. Seeing as my previous measurements were taken while edging and this one wasn't, I might be able to achieve a higher measurement while doing so. I plan to re-measure at 500 hours for length as well as girth (I did not measure girth this time around).

Just a note on this measurement: It is not the first time I have measured at 5.9 inches, but I believe my previous way of measuring was incorrect because I would angle the ruler downwards. While I still regard this measurement as a success, I don't want to be too quick to judge. Therefore, I'll be sure to take multiple measurements of both length and girth when I hit the 500 hour mark. Thereafter, I'll deduct an average and make an assessment on whether any real gains have been made.

[djmotion Senior Member Member of the Month March 2019 Find all posts View Profile Close djmotion]

Congrats on the gains

[Zyxciz Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Zyxciz]

Congrats on the gains

Thank you!

[Ehhhm Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Ehhhm]

So good news, I got a rock hard boner while fantasizing about the girl yesterday and I whipped out a ruler to measure. I measured at 5.9 inches, which is about a 0.2 inch size increase. Seeing as my previous measurements were taken while edging and this one wasn't, I might be able to achieve a higher measurement while doing so. I plan to re-measure at 500 hours for length as well as girth (I did not measure girth this time around).

Congrats

[Zyxciz Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Zyxciz]

congrats :d

Thanks!!

[Zyxciz Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Zyxciz]

Completed: 10h
Total wear time: 394 hours

I have begun to change direction of the stretch midway through my sessions because my ligaments are turning sore and sometimes aching.

[Zyxciz Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Zyxciz]

Completed: 8h
Total wear time: 402 hours

Bathmate 2x5 minutes, first time getting an erection/semi-erection inside the bathmate.

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Completed: 7h
Total wear time: 409 hours

[Zyxciz Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Zyxciz]

Completed: 10h
Total wear time: 419 hours
Going to jump in the shower soon and maybe do a bathmate session, should be nice before bed ! Will update with session time later, aiming for 3x5.

Edit: Well duh, forgot to wear my clock while I shower so don't know for how long I used it. But if I had to take a guess, maybe 2x6 minutes. Good expansion, glans filled with blood and red, good flaccid hang afterwards!

[Zyxciz Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Zyxciz]

Completed: 12h, looong session today!
Total wear time: 431 hours

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Completed: 10h
Total wear time: 442 hours
Getting close to 500 to measure

Completed: 8h
Total wear time: 450 hours

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Well, I've been off PE for 2-3 days now. Not feeling good lately, neglected my hygiene etc. Think depression is coming back. I feel it was a big mistake blocking the girl, I truly lost a good friend. She was there for me, she wanted to meet up with me with another friend because I told them I needed someone to talk to. Blocking her was a big mistake, she cared about me. I'm so sad, I shouldn't have listened to people on this forum. I don't care if I would never have a romantic involvement with her, I lost someone with a big heart through my actions. I shouldn't have done it. They would never understand nor take me back. I've broken our trust.

[Ehhhm Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Ehhhm]

Well, I've been off PE for 2-3 days now. Not feeling good lately, neglected my hygiene etc. Think depression is coming back. I feel it was a big mistake blocking the girl, I truly lost a good friend. She was there for me, she wanted to meet up with me with another friend because I told them I needed someone to talk to. Blocking her was a big mistake, she cared about me. I'm so sad, I shouldn't have listened to people on this forum. I don't care if I would never have a romantic involvement with her, I lost someone with a big heart through my actions. I shouldn't have done it. They would never understand nor take me back. I've broken our trust.

Don't go back down that road. Move on.
And, honestly, seek some professional assistance to handle the depression part, preferably someone that understands your childhood trauma. You need to work through this, and not circle around the same non-problems. Maybe this girl was goodhearted, and so on, but she is NOT going to solve your problems, she is at best someone in the fringe of your life.

Focus on YOUR life, and get in control of your mood and your future. You need to clean out the effect of the past, and start focus on getting the good life ahead of you.

[6inDongNotForLong Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close 6inDongNotForLong]

Well, I've been off PE for 2-3 days now. Not feeling good lately, neglected my hygiene etc. Think depression is coming back. I feel it was a big mistake blocking the girl, I truly lost a good friend. She was there for me, she wanted to meet up with me with another friend because I told them I needed someone to talk to. Blocking her was a big mistake, she cared about me. I'm so sad, I shouldn't have listened to people on this forum. I don't care if I would never have a romantic involvement with her, I lost someone with a big heart through my actions. I shouldn't have done it. They would never understand nor take me back. I've broken our trust.

No.

Realize that this behavior is super unhealthy.. You are being dependent on someone who isn't yourself.
You really should see a therapist my friend.

She isn't going to fix you.

[Zyxciz Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close Zyxciz]

Thanks for the replies guys, I'm in a better mood now then I was when I wrote that post. Appreciate both of your advice!