Girth Chasin'

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Stressed, feeling jittery and anxious. I'm guessing its a combination of mental and physical reasons. That's a double edged sword as I know I'm more mentally focused on PE (I'm on a roll) but I also get more concerned (in a negative way) about it.

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Have to continually remind myself Not to do PE or think about it. The more motivated I get sometimes it gets stressful Not to think about it.

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Hope I didn't overwork it. I mean I'm able to get hard, but I'm feeling obsessive and nervous. Its not all mental although that should be part of it.

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Warmed up, dick feels heavy (in a good way). As I've said, the best benefit so far from PE is flaccid and hard erections, really want bigger erections too.

Trying not to overdo it. On Sunday midnight I did squeezes, then monday morning i did more but total was about 30. Is that ok? While ideally i would want to wait longer sometimes I'm eager, and is it ok to split a routine between two days, or should one wait 24 hour before going at it again?

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Really appreciate all the views, when I started this log I totally forgot that a year before I had started one, but i'm more dedicated this time around.

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So I have lots of red spots on my glans. I've seen red spots before but this is more than I've ever seen. I did 30 slow jelqs today after warmups.

I'm being gentle with the jelqs, could it be the squeezing that's causing it? Also, I'll ask again that Sunday midnight I did squeezes and Monday morning did more but total was around 30, should I have waited longer or is it ok based upon the amount / quantity.

Should I chill with PE for a bit? I don't feel my light jelqing is detrimental, but just want to make sure. And also advice on squeezes (yes, no, lighten etc) Thanks.

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Stuck in a rut, this could because of higher standards, maybe i'm getting impatient. I need a mental detox of PE.

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I was beginning to get worried. I realized I need porn to get a hard on. Stuff that used to get me goin doesn't. I read thru the quitting porn thread the other day. Very true. I totally agree with the point that stuff that used to be seen as arousing (swimsuit, playboy) doesn't do it for us and that we need hardcore stuff. what an age we live in. trying to wane myself off it but the problem is i'm used to getting a hardon. it doesn't affect me negatively but who doesn't want that feeling?

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Wow, this is the 3 week mark for me.

Positives: More consistent then I've ever been. Mind, I've known about PE since 2005.
Good flaccid, more accurate measurements (I started w/o a tape measure)
Consistently warming up, tested out the various methods and picked one I like
Solid attitude, been taking advice
Feels like I've been doing PE forever this go around, only 3 weeks and to me that's a good sign.

Room for improvement: Just found out my grip hasn't been the best but I'm fixing that.
Wanna keep adding girth, this stems from anxiety of condoms, especially at the base
Now that I've learned the what to do and what not's I'll be able to do a little more

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Forgot to record today's workout. About 15 mins not counting the warm up. I used correct grip in this case overhand. Jelqs only for that amount of time. Good hand afterwards and actually throughout the rest of the day.

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Hope that the squeezes plus the jelqs afterwards weren't too much from Saturday and the week before. Now I get the whole idea of sticking to a set routine. It is a learning curve because like the vets always say its a slow process and not to rush it. The frustrations of setbacks make you learn not to be so ambitious at once.

Any suggestions on whether I should continue jelqing or wait until the spots go away. I have read up on red spots from many sources but further confirmation never hurts.

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Just got a rockhard. Sometimes though it feels like my testicles are going in, it feels that way. Also, sometimes I rely on manual stimulation for an erection rather than visual. I don't know if that's a good sign or not.

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Waiting for tomorrow to jelq . Bad technique slowing down progress.

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Still have red dots (as stated previously, more than the usual). Going to chill out until they start to dissipate. Good news is that I'll be able to make time for other activities.

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Still have red dots (as stated previously, more than the usual). Going to chill out until they start to dissipate. Good news is that I'll be able to make time for other activities.

Just wanted to say that I can remember red dots being NOT THAT big of a deal. I even think it's a neutral PI or a good one. Read this link => Physiologic Indicators (PIs) to Help Penis Growth!

those red dots are some tears in the skin, it should heal overnight or perhaps in 2 days.