Hey Gator - Hey to whomever else if following my log (or was LOL)...
...I needed a break from posting. I have been PEing only 3 times per week as time has been limited as of late, but starting monday I will update again.
Hey Gator - Hey to whomever else if following my log (or was LOL)...
...I needed a break from posting. I have been PEing only 3 times per week as time has been limited as of late, but starting monday I will update again.
Sorry & thanks...
Post when you can BB. Hope everything is going ok for you.
After another few days off... did some decent PE tonight. Felt goooooood.
10 min warmup hot wrap
12 mins of stretching (resistance) @ 3x all directions U D L R O for 25 seconds each
10 second heli's
V Stretch @ 30 seconds
10 second heli's
A stretch @ 30 seconds
10 second heli's
2 x res stretches @ 20 seconds each
200 Wet Jelqs @ 50% EQ
5 mins res stretch all directions
10 min hot wrap warm down
You'll be fine BB...............you've got many, MANY guys behind you including me.
thanks BD!
I'm just in a funk phase now... not sure what to expect in my life right now... still wondering if she'll ever contact me again. a good part of me doesn't think so.
A good female friend of mine told me that I should just unblock her... show her I don't care... and eventually, I won't. And I'll be able to think of her and not give two shits.. to be the better person and not break the NC... to ignore her.. but not have her on block.
She's been unblocked a week now and I've not once looked at her profile... it's kind of weird. don't know if she's reblocked me... heh
Oh well
Did PE last night.... tonight is my night off.
LAST NIGHT was the usual routine...
I wonder if I'll ever meet a new girl.. someone better.
You're good enough, smart enough, and doggonnit... you deserve it!
You will dude. Don't worry about it. I'm in that same boat as you brother. I know I'll meet another girl eventually... I'm just still in the whole 'I really don't want to meet another girl and I want her back fucking now' stage. You'll get by.
Starting Size (09/2009): ~7"BPEL x ~5" MSEG Most Recent Measurement (08/13/2012): 8"BPEL x 5.5"MSEG Final Goal: When I'm told to stop. http://www.towelaroundtheworld.com/#/us
I'm just in a funk phase now... not sure what to expect in my life right now... still wondering if she'll ever contact me again. a good part of me doesn't think so.
A good female friend of mine told me that I should just unblock her... show her I don't care... and eventually, I won't. And I'll be able to think of her and not give two shits.. to be the better person and not break the NC... to ignore her.. but not have her on block.
She's been unblocked a week now and I've not once looked at her profile... it's kind of weird. don't know if she's reblocked me... heh
Oh well
Did PE last night.... tonight is my night off.
LAST NIGHT was the usual routine...
I wonder if I'll ever meet a new girl.. someone better.
of course you will bananna,just doesnt seem that way just now plenty fish in the sea just need to take your pick
you seriously don't know how much your support means... i'm almost at the point of depression, but not... I still groom/hygiene, dress well, go work out, take my work seriously, go out... i'm just without confidence in waking up to a new girl at the moment.. and it has nothing to do with my penis size...
it kind of sucks.
Girls tell me I'm attractive.. I've NEVER dated/fucked an ugly or cute girl.. I've always been with pretty, attractive, sexy or hot girls... go me? (not bragging... just proving a point to MYSELF by expressing it verbally - not intended for you all to read.. sorry.)
A shallow, hot female friend of mine told me if I wasn't as good looking as I was and as smart, etc, etc, ie she's shallow.. she wouldn't hang out with me as much and hang off my arm when we walk together / want to be seen with me, smack my ass in public... the thing is, she keeps apologizing for cock blocking me (when I say something to her) yet she keeps doing it. UGH.
hmmm
i don't get it.
the other night, my best female friend of 6 years was drunk... told me she wish she didn't get back with her boyfriend... she wanted to fuck me and has for awhile.... her bf was 5 feet away. SOOOO thankfully he didn't hear that. I'm 6'1"... he's 6'4".. and he's a former military soldier (US Army)... last thing I need.. I know I'm 194 w/ a 9% bf and can bench press 215 for 3 x 10... but shit... he'd still kick my ass.
again, thanks guys.
i appreciate the kind words... I really, really.. from the bottom of my heart, do...
Banana, we support you 100% of the way. Just be patient. The right girl will come along, I promise. In the mean time, why don't you just find some strange poontang to play around with? Sort of like a NSA type thing. That's what I'm doing right now and enjoying it.
It has been sort of nice to get away from the romantic aspect of things and more into the physical. I know that sounds trashy and immature, but I'm probably like you - burnt out with romance and love.
Gator, thanks man. I totally agree with you... I do not want a relationship for a very long time. It gets easier, then more difficult.. then easier.. then ugh...
I need to venture into sexcapades....
heh.
quick update...
did my usual routine last night... (will eventually write them out again)
I Edged immediately after. Last night was interesting though... It's been 3 days since I've ejac'd... I had a wet dream and oh man... I jizzed in my pants =/
I know how you feel BB. After I ran into my ex's parents the other afternoon I was feeling better than I had in a LONG time. Now with her doing all this annoying crap to me on FB I'm right back to feeling like ass. It's funny... I know she is going to get annoyed by my lack of showing any emotions towards this crap and call me soon. I'm really looking forward to saying exactly this. "You know what you did to me, right? I was getting ready to propose to you, you dumped me, asked to be friends when I said we couldn't, then decided to just not talk to me at all. Your boyfriend acts like a cocksucker to me when I'm just trying to see if you wanted to catch up, you didn't send me a thank you for Christmas, or even say anything to me when my fucking dog died.
"Then I run into your parents and make no mention of you, and now you want to talk? Why? What made you go from cold heartless bitch to this?"
Ahhh if only I had the testicular fortitude.
You'll get by brother, you'll get by.
Starting Size (09/2009): ~7"BPEL x ~5" MSEG Most Recent Measurement (08/13/2012): 8"BPEL x 5.5"MSEG Final Goal: When I'm told to stop. http://www.towelaroundtheworld.com/#/us
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