Hey there brothas. As you can see from the title from this thread, I am a virgin and will refrain from having sex until I hit my length goal. Is this ridiculous or what?
I am 22, tall, good looking, very intelligent with my studies, get a lot of attention from women but have the biggest anxiety about my penis. I have serious body dsymorphia and think I have a small peter. I did PE in the past and never measured my starting stats, but maybe have gained around or maybe less than half an inch? I really don't know.
Right now I am
BPEL 7.75 in.
MEG 5.0 in.
I know. What do I have to complain about? I am 6'3 and have a big frame and it does not look big to me.
I have seriously fucked up a potential relationship I could've had last year. I was dating this girl and everything was going well. We really cared about each other, and my whole anxiety about not being big was pretty unapparent. I fucked that up by doing some PE because I just thought, "Eh, I know I am more than enough, the ruler shows that, but why not an inch huh?" Got me a lengthmaster from Matters of Size and destroyed my sensitivity and erection angle.
My anxiety was never that much higher. I was about to be in a really good relationship and have beautiful sensual sex with a girl I really cared about but because my dick didn't work, I took action. I made up an extremely absurd story that I even cannot share here, but basically called it off and removed her from all social media and her number. With our last conversation, she said she would always be there for me and wouldn't mind putting our relationship on hold.
6 months later, right now, pokin around on facebook, I see her profile pic with some dude, and even though I was good 3 months later after all this drama, I feel some anxiety resurfacing.
I feel the need to hit my goal of 9 inch BPEL before I start giving attention to females. I am going to see a sex therapist, female because I remember having a conversation like this with one male therapist and I was being judged hard.
I have the LG hanger and am almost a month in. I feel as if I am not going to be enjoying my life once I hit that goal of mine. I am the top in my chemistry program in college, and girls constantly flirt with me, and due to my high insecurities, I pretend to be this cool suave guy who gets the ladies but inside I cringe at myself.
I am really messed up but hope I can get some advice, or hell, even a slap in the face, but I really believe at this point, in order for me to love myself, I need to attain my goal and then life can become enjoyable.
EDIT: Forgot to mention, I am fully recovered from using that device the LengthMaster. Erections and sensitivity restored and getting better thanks to the LG. Best PE device.
I am 22, tall, good looking, very intelligent with my studies, get a lot of attention from women but have the biggest anxiety about my penis. I have serious body dsymorphia and think I have a small peter. I did PE in the past and never measured my starting stats, but maybe have gained around or maybe less than half an inch? I really don't know.
Right now I am
BPEL 7.75 in.
MEG 5.0 in.
I know. What do I have to complain about? I am 6'3 and have a big frame and it does not look big to me.
I have seriously fucked up a potential relationship I could've had last year. I was dating this girl and everything was going well. We really cared about each other, and my whole anxiety about not being big was pretty unapparent. I fucked that up by doing some PE because I just thought, "Eh, I know I am more than enough, the ruler shows that, but why not an inch huh?" Got me a lengthmaster from Matters of Size and destroyed my sensitivity and erection angle.
My anxiety was never that much higher. I was about to be in a really good relationship and have beautiful sensual sex with a girl I really cared about but because my dick didn't work, I took action. I made up an extremely absurd story that I even cannot share here, but basically called it off and removed her from all social media and her number. With our last conversation, she said she would always be there for me and wouldn't mind putting our relationship on hold.
6 months later, right now, pokin around on facebook, I see her profile pic with some dude, and even though I was good 3 months later after all this drama, I feel some anxiety resurfacing.
I feel the need to hit my goal of 9 inch BPEL before I start giving attention to females. I am going to see a sex therapist, female because I remember having a conversation like this with one male therapist and I was being judged hard.
I have the LG hanger and am almost a month in. I feel as if I am not going to be enjoying my life once I hit that goal of mine. I am the top in my chemistry program in college, and girls constantly flirt with me, and due to my high insecurities, I pretend to be this cool suave guy who gets the ladies but inside I cringe at myself.
I am really messed up but hope I can get some advice, or hell, even a slap in the face, but I really believe at this point, in order for me to love myself, I need to attain my goal and then life can become enjoyable.
EDIT: Forgot to mention, I am fully recovered from using that device the LengthMaster. Erections and sensitivity restored and getting better thanks to the LG. Best PE device.
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