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Hello, I was not intending to make this into a post but I would like to share in my experiences with PE. It is a bit lengthy, and I apologize for that. In the future I will try to keep it down to only methods used, and personal stats. I was planning on keeping this portion in a private journal but what the heck.
This will be my official PE journal, but not my first. In the past I have seen some success with PE exercising, but I’ve often let myself become lazy and then fallen out of a routine. The longest true routine that I have managed to have may have been three weeks. And it seems that there have been numerous burst of on and off again attempts at this. One reason might be that I’ve been looking for ways to enlarge my member since high school, and have wasted a lot of money on bogus products; however I have also had some progress with some that I have used (like my extender device). The problem with the extender is that it is too much for too little for me (12hrs is impossible for me to do) and I have tried to sleep with it but most of the time it slips off or I would wake up with my dick in pain. I paid way too much for the damn thing; I think around 300 or 400 for the package. Anyway when I reflect on my journey it seems that when I followed an exercise routine of jelqing and stretches with the extender (usually 4-6 hours throughout my day) I experienced the most significant amount of gain. And over the years of attempting PE I have gained some length and girth, slowly I might add... I kick myself from time to time for not remaining consistent, but it is difficult to do. I lead a very active lifestyle and have become a fairly new parent often I have just been too busy and tired to pull on my peter.
I have wanted to have a decently large penis before I even became sexually active; the lack of being endowed as I would like has been a thorn in my self esteem for a long time. I have been called average, a little above average, to big (which was not genuine in my opinion, but the girl that said that was in love with me and the first time we ever did anything no comment was made like that.) Why, because if it really was big then I would have heard about it sooner. Before I get to side tracked about this topic I will just admit to myself that PE has worked, and because of it I was able to perform better in bed and found myself in higher demand with my girlfriend. Now I’m getting back into it because I still want to be well endowed! Also I am always the one asking for sex now! My performance is still pretty good (with pills), but I know that if I were longer and wider her orgasms would be so much more pertinent that she would crave the sensation, and therefore I would be back at alpha male status in my mind, ego restored, life is improved. This has given me a lot of heartache I cannot even begin to delve into the humiliation and grief that has spawned due to the lack of performance and stature of my fucking dick. Blah blah bla blah blah fucking blah.
An important fact to mention is that in truth I have had trouble getting a good erection for sex almost since I began to have sex, it has caused some pretty awkward and very embarrassing moments; painful might be a better descriptive term. The prospectice cause in my mind begins with an incidnet when I was very young (I think I may have been 3) I was playing on a trailer used for hauling dirt bikes, It was night time and I was running around naked like a little wild child. At some point I was climbing off the trailer I had a slip and fell on top of a license plate that was protruding upwards, and I suffered a pretty bad laceration on my testies. Sorry if that made any readers wince. Anyway I am fortunate enough to still be in possession of both of my testicals, but my left nut is still disfigured and it was pretty much cut in half. One good thing from this is my pain tolerance is very high. I do feel that it has affected my functionality with my penis, and my sack is bit discomfited. Currently I find that I have to take an erection aid to get good quality, always have. I have tried Viagra, but am too embarrassed to see a doctor. So I do the non-prescription stuff and a lot of it is junk, the stuff that works carries some side effects but still worth the discomfort to me. Someday I might get the courage to go, because I am spending way too much on boner pills that give me gnarly headaches and congestion. Maybe I just need to do some damn exercises.
I have spent a lot of cash on junk, like three pumps for instance that wound up to be junk. Although I have kept one and might decide to sometimes perform the underwater pumping while in the bath, I guess that might aid a bit. Pills don’t work alone, but they can make it look better sometimes feel better, and supplements are important in any fitness regiment. The extender is decent, but I don’t like to do it often and I think hanging is more productive when it comes to lengthening. It looks like a bib is the one to go with. Might try a jelqing device but meh looks like it is more novelty, but I will probably buy it to try it. Chemical PE is very interesting to me, I won’t get drug tested for bed room enhancing supplements (when it comes to PE for me, substance laws will be broken if it gets in the way of progress). I know Chemical PE can be risky, and that’s why I’m still researching it. For me the idea of using chemical PE is akin to taking a good supplement in conjunction with exercises, I’m just trying to find the one that will really amplify my gains the most. HGH types seem to be the most plausible, but finding a good quality of this substance is difficult and dangerous. I really think that it could produce some impressive gains if administered properly. Also the last product I bought may have been the best, and that was the book about exercising the penis called “Exercising the Penis”. Another great resource has been internet forum sites such as PEGYM.COM, I have spent hours upon hours reading all kinds of post and articles, and it has become a huge source of motivation and hope that a silly dream like making my dumb dick bigger can become true. I have not been the most successful person throughout my life, and I’m still kind of in limbo. I have quit a lot of things, and procrastinated, and slacked off, the world is still kicking my ass... But I want this for myself pretty bad, ask me to choose between having a million bucks or grow a 9x7 penis then I would have to pick choice two hands down. Money can’t buy happiness, but being the F-ing man is priceless! Confidence is what needs to make its way into my life and making my hang down into a multi-orgasm producing machine would be a nice boost, and it might be something that could change the whole direction of where I'm headed.
Ok so now to business, first off I’m going to go with JP’s 90 day beginner routine (the one found at pegym.com) because I think it is the best place to start. In addition I will be using the extender at nights, and will later apply some andactrim cream as a supplement with my routine (but I’m going to get good and going first), later on I will also begin hanging (but only until I can get a bib, because my homemade ones have sucked). I plan on mixing things up quite a bit as time goes on and develop a PE 90x philosophy (and yea that’s going to be trademarked ha-ha). Well this personal journal crud is eating into valuable PE time so I am going to call it all practice and begin an official routine and gain chart on October 1, 2009. I will continue reading and research as I find that to be vital in so many ways, also I will be posting q/a mainly q’s on forums. Pegym.com is my favorite amongst the others due to the high response rate and support of its members. Anyhow when I started writing I did not really intend to make this out to be something I was going to post, I think I was just having some self confession and examination of my personal experiences. But I will post this up; I would love some feedback, especially if someone out there knows any good (BEST) methods for gaining excluding surgery. I really hope it does not come to that… posting might help me stay on track and motivate others who want to improve the quality of their lives.
This will be my official PE journal, but not my first. In the past I have seen some success with PE exercising, but I’ve often let myself become lazy and then fallen out of a routine. The longest true routine that I have managed to have may have been three weeks. And it seems that there have been numerous burst of on and off again attempts at this. One reason might be that I’ve been looking for ways to enlarge my member since high school, and have wasted a lot of money on bogus products; however I have also had some progress with some that I have used (like my extender device). The problem with the extender is that it is too much for too little for me (12hrs is impossible for me to do) and I have tried to sleep with it but most of the time it slips off or I would wake up with my dick in pain. I paid way too much for the damn thing; I think around 300 or 400 for the package. Anyway when I reflect on my journey it seems that when I followed an exercise routine of jelqing and stretches with the extender (usually 4-6 hours throughout my day) I experienced the most significant amount of gain. And over the years of attempting PE I have gained some length and girth, slowly I might add... I kick myself from time to time for not remaining consistent, but it is difficult to do. I lead a very active lifestyle and have become a fairly new parent often I have just been too busy and tired to pull on my peter.
I have wanted to have a decently large penis before I even became sexually active; the lack of being endowed as I would like has been a thorn in my self esteem for a long time. I have been called average, a little above average, to big (which was not genuine in my opinion, but the girl that said that was in love with me and the first time we ever did anything no comment was made like that.) Why, because if it really was big then I would have heard about it sooner. Before I get to side tracked about this topic I will just admit to myself that PE has worked, and because of it I was able to perform better in bed and found myself in higher demand with my girlfriend. Now I’m getting back into it because I still want to be well endowed! Also I am always the one asking for sex now! My performance is still pretty good (with pills), but I know that if I were longer and wider her orgasms would be so much more pertinent that she would crave the sensation, and therefore I would be back at alpha male status in my mind, ego restored, life is improved. This has given me a lot of heartache I cannot even begin to delve into the humiliation and grief that has spawned due to the lack of performance and stature of my fucking dick. Blah blah bla blah blah fucking blah.
An important fact to mention is that in truth I have had trouble getting a good erection for sex almost since I began to have sex, it has caused some pretty awkward and very embarrassing moments; painful might be a better descriptive term. The prospectice cause in my mind begins with an incidnet when I was very young (I think I may have been 3) I was playing on a trailer used for hauling dirt bikes, It was night time and I was running around naked like a little wild child. At some point I was climbing off the trailer I had a slip and fell on top of a license plate that was protruding upwards, and I suffered a pretty bad laceration on my testies. Sorry if that made any readers wince. Anyway I am fortunate enough to still be in possession of both of my testicals, but my left nut is still disfigured and it was pretty much cut in half. One good thing from this is my pain tolerance is very high. I do feel that it has affected my functionality with my penis, and my sack is bit discomfited. Currently I find that I have to take an erection aid to get good quality, always have. I have tried Viagra, but am too embarrassed to see a doctor. So I do the non-prescription stuff and a lot of it is junk, the stuff that works carries some side effects but still worth the discomfort to me. Someday I might get the courage to go, because I am spending way too much on boner pills that give me gnarly headaches and congestion. Maybe I just need to do some damn exercises.
I have spent a lot of cash on junk, like three pumps for instance that wound up to be junk. Although I have kept one and might decide to sometimes perform the underwater pumping while in the bath, I guess that might aid a bit. Pills don’t work alone, but they can make it look better sometimes feel better, and supplements are important in any fitness regiment. The extender is decent, but I don’t like to do it often and I think hanging is more productive when it comes to lengthening. It looks like a bib is the one to go with. Might try a jelqing device but meh looks like it is more novelty, but I will probably buy it to try it. Chemical PE is very interesting to me, I won’t get drug tested for bed room enhancing supplements (when it comes to PE for me, substance laws will be broken if it gets in the way of progress). I know Chemical PE can be risky, and that’s why I’m still researching it. For me the idea of using chemical PE is akin to taking a good supplement in conjunction with exercises, I’m just trying to find the one that will really amplify my gains the most. HGH types seem to be the most plausible, but finding a good quality of this substance is difficult and dangerous. I really think that it could produce some impressive gains if administered properly. Also the last product I bought may have been the best, and that was the book about exercising the penis called “Exercising the Penis”. Another great resource has been internet forum sites such as PEGYM.COM, I have spent hours upon hours reading all kinds of post and articles, and it has become a huge source of motivation and hope that a silly dream like making my dumb dick bigger can become true. I have not been the most successful person throughout my life, and I’m still kind of in limbo. I have quit a lot of things, and procrastinated, and slacked off, the world is still kicking my ass... But I want this for myself pretty bad, ask me to choose between having a million bucks or grow a 9x7 penis then I would have to pick choice two hands down. Money can’t buy happiness, but being the F-ing man is priceless! Confidence is what needs to make its way into my life and making my hang down into a multi-orgasm producing machine would be a nice boost, and it might be something that could change the whole direction of where I'm headed.
Ok so now to business, first off I’m going to go with JP’s 90 day beginner routine (the one found at pegym.com) because I think it is the best place to start. In addition I will be using the extender at nights, and will later apply some andactrim cream as a supplement with my routine (but I’m going to get good and going first), later on I will also begin hanging (but only until I can get a bib, because my homemade ones have sucked). I plan on mixing things up quite a bit as time goes on and develop a PE 90x philosophy (and yea that’s going to be trademarked ha-ha). Well this personal journal crud is eating into valuable PE time so I am going to call it all practice and begin an official routine and gain chart on October 1, 2009. I will continue reading and research as I find that to be vital in so many ways, also I will be posting q/a mainly q’s on forums. Pegym.com is my favorite amongst the others due to the high response rate and support of its members. Anyhow when I started writing I did not really intend to make this out to be something I was going to post, I think I was just having some self confession and examination of my personal experiences. But I will post this up; I would love some feedback, especially if someone out there knows any good (BEST) methods for gaining excluding surgery. I really hope it does not come to that… posting might help me stay on track and motivate others who want to improve the quality of their lives.
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