6inDongNotForLong's progress/session log

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I totally get the exhaustion.. You just don't have it in you to do anything, to attempt to feel happiness.

And be careful, if your computer is infected by a RAT (Remote Administration Tool) then he likely still has access to listening through any microphones you have connected, or watching you through your webcam.

They can be extremely difficult to remove because they are able to be what's called FUD (Fully undetected) by anti-virus software.

They're usually hidden in your registry.

Well, reason i found out was cause i noticed my fb activity log in and i saw someone else. I then changed my password MULTIPLE times and he kept loggin in. I then realized the only way he could be doing that is if he is using my "browser" since i have all saved passwords and what not. I then did some research downloaded "Malyewarebytes Anti-Rootkit" silly enough i found a browser from a phone app logged in via wifi thru another router. Once i put everything together i realized what was going on. This was a case of bullying and he tried to break me mentally. Ofc might of got me good, but failed to get what he wanted. So thats a quick summary of a very crazy case that you will not see or hear in your whole lifetime.

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Well, reason i found out was cause i noticed my fb activity log in and i saw someone else. I then changed my password MULTIPLE times and he kept loggin in. I then realized the only way he could be doing that is if he is using my "browser" since i have all saved passwords and what not. I then did some research downloaded "Malyewarebytes Anti-Rootkit" silly enough i found a browser from a phone app logged in via wifi thru another router. Once i put everything together i realized what was going on. This was a case of bullying and he tried to break me mentally. Ofc might of got me good, but failed to get what he wanted. So thats a quick summary of a very crazy case that you will not see or hear in your whole lifetime.

Wow, that's just messed up.

Some people are truly evil.

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Wow, that's just messed up.

Some people are truly evil.

Exactly so learn from life.

[6inDongNotForLong Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close 6inDongNotForLong]

Honestly, my PE session today was really nice.

It put a big smile on my face and I've had a better day than I usually do.

Tonight is going to be fun too, girlfriend and I are going to get a drink or two with a friend.

I just cleaned up my room and am taking care of other house hold duties, so that means the girlfriend is going to be less stressed when she gets off work.

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Day 19: No porn
Day 19: No fap

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This morning depression is getting worse and worse, the pain is so strong.

I've decided to try anti depressants soon.

I also am experiencing one of my first hangovers, typically I never get them so this is unusual.

The depression is in the center of my core, it's tight and so bad, I feel this is probably a part of why some people give up fighting.

It's so severe, I wish I had help. But therapy is tomorrow.

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Tried calling my therapist to see if i could schedule an appointment but they are sick tofay.

Sipping water, eating and breathing..

Could really do without this depression.

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Tried calling my therapist to see if i could schedule an appointment but they are sick tofay.

Sipping water, eating and breathing..

Could really do without this depression.

3 things to be happy about on a sad day. Stay up man.

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

Call Jay.

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

Call Jay.

He no call me. He thinks I have a life.

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

He no call me. He thinks I have a life.

Silly boy. Hahahaha. Maybe you should call him? He probably has a life.

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

Silly boy. Hahahaha. Maybe you should call him? He probably has a life.

I was told by the governor to not call him.

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

Damn governor.

[6inDongNotForLong Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close 6inDongNotForLong]

I can't talk today.

Also cant PE, girlfriend is home.

I feel like I am a failure.
Nothing goes right for me, I don't understand why.

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Day 19 no porn
Day 19 no fap