6inDongNotForLong's progress/session log

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

Yes, my boner does the same thing. It's like if I have a tense PF boner only my CC's inflate, but if I achieve a boner with a relaxed PF, my CC's, CS, and glans inflates to it's maximum. It's weird AF.

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

HansTwilight said it's just how my penis functions in different erection states.

In other words, time to re update my fucking log and signature, I've made 0 gains.

This is silly. You are falling right back into negativity. You measured and have gains. The fluctuations are normal. Especially during training cycles. Leave your gains alone. Celebrate them. Think positive thoughts about the fact you are 5.2. Don't measure again until the end of your rest week. Once a month measuring after rest is perfect. Come on buddy don't slip backwards. You are doing very well.

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This is silly. You are falling right back into negativity. You measured and have gains. The fluctuations are normal. Especially during training cycles. Leave your gains alone. Celebrate them. Think positive thoughts about the fact you are 5.2. Don't measure again until the end of your rest week. Once a month measuring after rest is perfect. Come on buddy don't slip backwards. You are doing very well.

Well some bullshit happened last night and now I'm full of anxiety in my chest once again.
I was like 5 days free of all my issues.

I was forced back into feeling insecure. (Of course it's my own fault, as if I wasn't already insecure nothing would matter).

It's not like I can manage to only get a specific erection level so that my 5.2 shows.
if it doesn't go to 5.2 during sex, then it's not like it's useful is what I'm saying.

I will only measure during the time you said.

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

Well some bullshit happened last night and now I'm full of anxiety in my chest once again.
I was like 5 days free of all my issues.

I was forced back into feeling insecure. (Of course it's my own fault, as if I wasn't already insecure nothing would matter).

It's not like I can manage to only get a specific erection level so that my 5.2 shows.
if it doesn't go to 5.2 during sex, then it's not like it's useful is what I'm saying.

I will only measure during the time you said.

I'm sorry for whatever bullshit came along. It sucks but set backs will occur. Dust your self off mentally and get back on the positive. During sex you will be hitting the full size. That's my point. Especially as you don't train the days you have sex mostly. You are awesome and you are gaining. Keep it up.

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I'm sorry for whatever bullshit came along. It sucks but set backs will occur. Dust your self off mentally and get back on the positive. During sex you will be hitting the full size. That's my point. Especially as you don't train the days you have sex mostly. You are awesome and you are gaining. Keep it up.

You are such a good person.

I just hate this, I could take my anxiety medication, but then I will feel sleepy as hell.

I am going to try to get through this with positive thinking.

I sure hope I am my full size during sex, but I'm not certain.

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

You are such a good person.

I just hate this, I could take my anxiety medication, but then I will feel sleepy as hell.

I am going to try to get through this with positive thinking.

I sure hope I am my full size during sex, but I'm not certain.

Understand the anxiety is why you are uncertain. The largest we get is during sex right at PONR. Your doing good. You will break out of this on your own. Trust me I really appreciate the compliment. And I return it. You are such a good person. Keep moving forward.

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Understand the anxiety is why you are uncertain. The largest we get is during sex right at PONR. Your doing good. You will break out of this on your own. Trust me I really appreciate the compliment. And I return it. You are such a good person. Keep moving forward.

She always reacts so incredibly nice when I'm at PONR..
Makes me wonder if I was that size before PONR if she'd be like that 24/7.

But then again, that's probably just her excitement for the how nice she's making me feel.

[everydaynormalguy Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close everydaynormalguy]

6inDong-I also had this happening.My semi-erected girth was bigger then my completely erected.However,it was smaller then your difference.Mine was 1-2 mm but it was there.Now I am the other way around since my recent (unexplained) girth gains-a bigger erected girth then semi erected.I don`t know what has changed,but it`s just happened.Not that it was bothering me that much.But I get it,I got my own freak outs for things like that so I get you.Also stop thinking about this idea that "oh gains are slow now,I imagine how slow it`s going to be for the future".In my case it turnes out that it`s the other way around.You never know.

Just keep doing your PE,6inDong.Things are going to be fine +0.2 on semi erected is still better then 0

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6inDong-I also had this happening.My semi-erected girth was bigger then my completely erected.However,it was smaller then your difference.Mine was 1-2 mm but it was there.Now I am the other way around since my recent (unexplained) girth gains-a bigger erected girth then semi erected.I don`t know what has changed,but it`s just happened.Not that it was bothering me that much.But I get it,I got my own freak outs for things like that so I get you.Also stop thinking about this idea that "oh gains are slow now,I imagine how slow it`s going to be for the future".In my case it turnes out that it`s the other way around.You never know.

Just keep doing your PE,6inDong.Things are going to be fine +0.2 on semi erected is still better then 0

So do you think it'll eventually turn into fully erect girth gains?

I don't care about slow progression as long as I'm actually seeing progression.

[everydaynormalguy Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close everydaynormalguy]

I can`t be sure,but I am not going to be surprised if you get your gains on fully erected.I am not very knowledgable on such issues like pelvic floor,PE theory etc.I am just reporting what is happening to me and what`s my experience.I`ve learned here that dicks change Try out the suggested things and give it some time.

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Oddly enough, I find RK'ing during sexual pleasure to cause me to PONR faster than a slight kegel does.

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Physical Exercise:

Hoping for sex to be my cardio tonight, if she gets home and isn't interested I will to jog for 30 minutes
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penis exercise:

10 minute warm up
50 kegels/50 reverse kegels
50 Jelqs (Not actually sure if I did these lol)
25 UJ's
50 UVJ's
1 x 1:00 CS Knuckle Presses
1 x 2:00 second DCSSJ
1 x 30 minute double clamped edging session

C-ring on, traction wrap.

No time for bathmate session.
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Mental Health:

Day 40: No Porn
Day 40: No Fap

Positive affirmations.
Will meditate for 20-25 minutes.
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Notes:
Decided to do a shorter clamping session today, as I originally was going to take today off.

Having a few set backs mentally the past two days.
Also, I've officially decided any porn use including my girlfriend will not count towards a relapse, this may not be what others believe, but I like how dirty and sexual we can get when we are both viewing porn. I don't want to deny her something she likes doing with me and something I like doing with her.

May be a "bend" in the rules, but it's not like I'm viewing to masturbate.

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Day 41 no porn
Day 41 no fap

Turns out Wishful was right.
I was my biggest during sex, I think I need to start ejac. On thursday sessions.

I am reaching PONR faster than ever..

But I measured in at 5.23! More gains than I thought?

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

Quit measuring for a month remember? Hahahaha

[closed224 Senior Member Member of the Month Dec 2014, Feb 2017 Find all posts View Profile Close closed224]

The no fap makes it harder to avoid PONR.