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9/19/2019 NO PE

My freaking life is out of control right now. I'm working two full time jobs. Raising two kids. Participating in church, and school. Traveling for work almost every other week. PE keeps taking a back seat. oh well. I'll keep going.

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9/20/2019 no pe
9/21/2019 no pe
9/22/2019 no pe

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9/23/2019 4 hours extender

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9/24/2019
15 min bathmate
10 min clamp
8 clamped squeezes
5 sec x 10 kegels and reverse kegels alternating
20 min start stop with ejaculation

Can already see a fair amount of edema. Will sleep it off.

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9/25/2019 rest
9/26/2019 4 hours extender

9/27/2019 girth day
15 min bathmate
10 min clamping
11 clamped squeezes
12 kegels 5 sec each alternating with reverse
20 min start stop with ejaculation

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9/28/2019 no or
9/29/2019 wore ball stretcher 9 oz for 6 hours. Probably not heavy enough. Almost unnoticeable.

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Tried to wear the ball stretcher again tonight and it was actually a little bit of a weird thing. The tug was actually too uncomfortable for my right testicle. I think maybe it was doing more all day than I had thought, so I took it right off again, and I figure I'll give it a minute to heal.

I'm going to wake up early and give the bathmate a go again. girth day tomorrow! I actually really love girth routines.

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9/30/2019 4.5 hours in stretcher

10/1/2019
15 min bathmate
10 min clamping
12 erect levels and reverse 5 seconds each alternating
12 clamped squeezes
4 hours in extender
Guided imagery for sexual confidence

I have this one porn clip that I just can’t seem to let go of. I’ve tried to quit porn so many times. I’m definitely better than I once was. But I hate the stuff and yet there is this one clip that I search out and watch over and over. It is what it is.

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10/2/2019
15 min bathmate
tried to do start stop or clamping but had complete shit EQ.
gave up. Going to just rest.
Enormous amount of edema.
Frustrated.

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10/3/2019 no pe
10/4/2019 rest
10/5/2019 no pe
10/6/2019 no pe
10/7/2019 no pe
10/8/2019 no pe
10/9/2019 no pe
10/10/2019 no pe
10/11/2019 no pe
10/12/2019 no pe
10/13/2019 no pe
10/14/2019 no pe

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10/15/2019 2.5 hours in extender

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10/16/2019 3 hours in extender
10/17/2019 2 hours in extender

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10/18/2018 no pe
10/19/2019 no pe
10/20/2019 no pe

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Thoughts on this process:

I'm feeling pretty discouraged. After making PE a priority and waking up early to get it in and do it stealth for most of 2018, I decided that in 2019 I really needed to quit killing myself by doing too many things in my life. So I started passively doing PE with an extender. I felt very consistent for a long time, several months. Then I took a second job to try to pay off some debt. That is when it all broke down.

I only have time now for work all day and all night. My stepmom used to say, "All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy." which at this point seems very true. It also has hurt my PE, and my fitness routine altogether. I recognize that this is only for a phase, but my PE is pretty hit and miss. After I can quit the second job, it will get easier I hope. BUT I don't want to wait for that. I want to make progress now.

I haven't measured in months. I'm afraid that if I measure and I haven't gained anything, I'll be very upset. So I'm avoiding that. I know that is stupid. I admit it. Anyway. I just wanted to document where I'm at right now so that I can remember why my pe is so hit and me.

I do feel like my flaccid stretch has improved a lot while using the extender so maybe I ought to measure my erect length. just have to bring myself to it.

cheers.

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10/21/2019
15 min bathmate
10 min clamping
10 clamped squeezes
12 clamped Alternating kegel and reverse kegel 5 sec each
20 min start stop no ejac
2.75 hours in extender

10/22/2019
15 min bathmate
10 min clamping
11 clamped squeezes
15 clamped Alternating kegel and reverse kegel 5 sec each
20 min start stop with ejac
3 hours in extender