Dandy1 Progress Log

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10/3/2020
REST DAY

10/4/2020
Measurement
BPEL - 6.25"
MSEG - 4"

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I'm pretty much loving the whole pumping thing. I'd really like to get a skinnier cylinder but everything is sold out right now, so I'm just using a 2" tube and applying a silicone sleeve as well so that it give structural benefit to my shaft. It actually helps reduce edema and such.

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10/5/2020

AM
10 min warm up
Stimulate till 80% erect
5 min pumping at 5Hg
4 min jelq and stimulate to get hard
6 min pump at 8Hg
10 min clamping
3 min pump at 8Hg

ALL DAY
Extender 4 hours
Stealth Innerwear all day

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10/6/2020

AM
5 min jelq and stimulate till 80% erect
6 min pump at 6Hg
3 min jelq and stimulate till 80% erect
8 min pump at 8Hg
10 min clamping
3 min pump at 8Hg

ALL DAY
3 hours in extender
stealth innerwear

PM
Vizualization

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10/7/2020

AM
10 min warm up with heating pad and stimulate to 80% erect
6 min pump at 6Hg
3 min jelq and stimulate to 80% erect
8 min pump at 8Hg
10 min clamping
5 min pump at 8Hg

ALL DAY
1 hour in extender
Stealth Innerwear all day

Lots of edema. I think I overdid the pumping. Might take tomorrow off or at least reduce the pressure or time.

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10/8/2020

ANOTHER FUCKING FAILED SEX ATTEMPT. I overdo it in my training and look at too much porn. Then my wife puts the move on, and I can't get hard. And I'm all in my head and it's such a blow to my confidence.

We both walk away angry.

I hate this.

Anyway

AM
3 hours in extender
all day in stealth innerwear

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10/9/2020
Ball stretcher for 3 hours

No other PE
Just feeling really down. Seriously wondering if this is a mid life crisis right now

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10/10/2020
rest

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10/11/2020- 10/18/2020
Mental health break.

10/19/2020
10 min warm up with heating pad
5 min pumping at 5Hg
3 min jelq to get hard
5 min pumping at 5Hg
3 min jelq to get hard
5 min pumping at 5Hg
10 min clamping
1.5 hours in extender
Stealth innerwear all day

10/20/2020
Rest
My wife saw my search history on eBay where I was buying PE devices without her knowing. I had looked at some all day stretchers and forgot to erase my history. Doing this stealth is getting really hard while we are all locked down for Covid. I was determined yesterday to give up PE altogether.

10/21/2020
Visualization for mental control. No ejaculation or stimulation but got super hard.

Took a minute to examine my motivations for PE. I let my life get out of control. I am totally off centered in what I want. I am overweight and depressed. PE isn’t going to fix that. PE has to become for me. Not for anyone else. So then I decide whether I want to do it. I’ve been on a long journey and I wouldn’t say that I have great results. But I can say that I need great results. So is it what I truly want to spend my time on? In my mind I have this golden scenario where I’m in fantastic physical shape. And my dick is impressive to look at. My wife wants it so badly. And my size is such that when we make love she feels me filling her and loves it. Is that real? I mean is it real for me? Maybe it’s just in my head and that is where it will stay. I know that there are other ways to get her off. That’s fine.

So long story short. What do I want? Where do I start? Is it with PE? I have some examining to do. Right now it doesn’t help my confidence. And confidence is what I need to build in myself. For me. Not anyone else.
I think I’ll skip the pumping for today.

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In regards to PE, what I have found is that consistency builds confidence. The most confident gainers on this website don't necessarily have the biggest penises but they do have considerable progress that comes from hard work, dedication and perseverance.

I have personally struggled with body image in the past. I grew up as an ugly duckling so I know what it feels like to be made fun of and looked down upon. I also know what it feels like to lack confidence and happiness.

We are all responsible for our own sense of confidence and happiness. Looking for validation or approval from others isn't the best way to achieve a fulfilling lifestyle. It takes deep self reflection and mindfulness to understand what we really want and what we don't want.

If you want to be in fantastic physical shape so badly, then the question is: "how badly do you want it?".
If you want to have a spectacular penis, then the question is: "how badly do you want it?".

You are accountable for your own success and happiness in life. I wish for all the best in your endeavors.

~Slowelim

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In regards to PE, what I have found is that consistency builds confidence. The most confident gainers on this website don't necessarily have the biggest penises but they do have considerable progress that comes from hard work, dedication and perseverance.

I have personally struggled with body image in the past. I grew up as an ugly duckling so I know what it feels like to be made fun of and looked down upon. I also know what it feels like to lack confidence and happiness.

We are all responsible for our own sense of confidence and happiness. Looking for validation or approval from others isn't the best way to achieve a fulfilling lifestyle. It takes deep self reflection and mindfulness to understand what we really want and what we don't want.

If you want to be in fantastic physical shape so badly, then the question is: "how badly do you want it?".
If you want to have a spectacular penis, then the question is: "how badly do you want it?".

You are accountable for your own success and happiness in life. I wish for all the best in your endeavors.

~Slowelim

You're absolutely correct. How badly do I want it is the question I'm asking myself. Thank you for your insights Slowelim. I appreciate the encouragement and insight.

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10/22/2020
5 min warm up with heating pad
Stimulate to hard
6 min pumping at 5Hg
3 min very slow power jelq with device
5 min pumping at 5Hg
3 min very slow per jelq with device
5 min pumping at 5Hg
10 min clamping
20 min edging no ejaculation
Stealth innerwear all day

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10/25/2020
guided imagery/visualization for EQ

10/26/2020
NO PE

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10/28/2020
10 min warmup with heating pad
6 min pumping at 5Hg
3 min power jelq with device
5 min pumping at 5Hg
3 min power jelq with device
5 min pumping ta 5Hg
10 min clamping
2 hours in extender
Stealth innerwear all day

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I have not been consistent. But I’m trying to give myself mental time to deal with everything. I completely have had to back off and give myself time.

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11/17/2020
Finally had a desire to do PE
5 min warm up hot tub
5 min bathmate
3 min jelqs and squeezes
5 min bathmate
3 min jelqs and squeezes
5 min bathmate
10 min clamp
20 min edging

Stealth innerwear all day