Things are looking pretty bad.
I'm obsessing super hard again.
I feel like things were looking good, I was more confident, secure. Still obsessing, but not as bad.
She seemed more attracted to me ect.
Now I'm literally having thoughts of not using my penis during any sexual activity, but just toys/oral.
incredible how much penis size can make you feel inadequate.
I'm going to start doing my EMDR therapy, I've been so overwhelmed that I spend every therapy session speaking instead of doing the EMDR.
How the fuck do you resolve insecurity and confidence issues?
Especially when there's so much info I know that makes me feel so small?
I honestly want out of this life so badly. I just can't do that to my family and friends.
So I will suffer.
09-03-2016: BPEL: 6.5 EG: 5.0
04-16-2019: BPEL: 7.1 MEG: 5.19 03-29-2020: BPEL: 7.36 MEG: 5.39
No person is worth wanting to hurt yourself over, neither is the size of your penis.
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Jay1983
Senior Member Member of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016
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