3/7/2021
Rest
Masturbated today trying to not use any “death grip” or much stimulation. It was kind of hard. I need to work on that. A goal of mine would be to cum hands free for sure.
Also I haven’t viewed any porn since Monday. And it was pretty hard but I’m happier without it for sure.
Tomorrow I am jumping into a fitness and nutrition routine again. It’s probably going to have a major effect on my health and happiness more so than a bigger dick. However, I’ll keep up the clamping and extending to see where I can get. Just seeking to keep a healthy mindset
3/11/2021
Hot shower warmup
Extender 4.5 hours
Stealth innerwear a couple hours
10 min clamping
5 min manual jelqs 70% erect 5 second strokes
10 min clamping
5 min manual jelqs and squeezes between each stroke 5 seconds each 70% erect
Immediately wore cock ring for 4 hours
3/12/2021
Woke up super early to get some girth work in before a day of skiing with my kids. Then wore the extender at night till bed time.
A.M.
10 min warm up in heating pad
10 min clamping, trying to use very minimal stimulation to stay hard in the clamp. Hoping to get to the point where almost no touching is required to maintain the erection
5 min power jelqing with device, 5 second strokes, 90% erect
10 min clamping
5 min power jelqing with device, 5 second strokes, 90% erect
Wore very light cock ring all day skiing
When I got home I jumped in the hot tub and then put on my extender for 3.5 hours. I have a new strap thanks to an idea from Mike at totalman. With a cam clip style lashing strap I get a much better and easier to release grip on my penis in the extender.
I’ll take the next two days off but I’ll measure Sunday night after I’ve rested a bunch to see what kind of gains I have. Here’s hoping there are some.
3/14/2021
I had planned on measuring today but I looked back and saw that it’s only been one week since my last measure. I think I’ll wait and measure next week to avoid being frustrated by too small of gains.
Has really good sex last night. I did take a viagra because I just didn’t want to chance anything. Still have a lot of mental work to do to find my confidence again.
3/15/2020
10 min warm up in hot tub
10 min clamping (Great EQ)
5 min slow power jelq with device, 90% erect, 5 second jelqs
10 min clamping (a little less than full EQ)
5 min slow power jelq with device, and ULI's, 90% erect
Jerked off immediately. I was so fucking horny I couldn't stop myself. oops
Wore cock ring for 4.5 hours after girth work this morning
3.5 hours in extender
Stealth innerwear for the rest of the day.
I ordered a new stealth innerwear and a TPS sleeve. I also ordered the Ring of Power. I think that's interesting and I'm curious about trying it out. My current Stealth is getting pretty worn out.
3/16/2021
10 min warm up in hot tub
10 min clamp
5 min jelq
10 min clamp
5 min jelq
Cock ring for 2 hours
Extender 3.5 hours
Stealth innerwear for remainder of the day
3/17/2021
4 hours in extender
Stealth innerwear the remainder of the day
While peeing with the stealth on I notice some pain. Like something tore. I had that once before when I accidentally peed with the stealth ring on. But I specifically took the at ring off. Still might have happened again. I’m taking a day off.
3/19/2021
I hate that I love porn so fucking much! I need to find a way to put that shit away.
5 min warm up with heating pad - got really really hard so I didn't do all 10 min as usual, just went straight to clamping
10 min clamping
5 x 50 sec Uli squeeze at 90% erection (5 min)
10 min clamping
5 x 50 sec Uli squeeze at 90% erection (5 min)
20 min start stop, edging, just good clean jerking off but avoided ejaculation entirely, no orgasm.
cock ring for 2 hours
extender for 5 hours
new stealth innerwear came today with the TPE sabre skin. I'm excited to try out the new size. I think I needed to go up just one size in girth to keep the blood flow intact especially after a day of PE.
I'll rest tomorrow and Sunday, but I get to measure on Sunday. Really hope there are some gains. I'd really like to see girth the most.
On another note, I've been doing PE stealth and in secret. But I carelessly left my equipment (extender and pump) on the back of the toilet one day. She found it. I'm surprised she hasn't been more critical or disgusted. She's been pretty silent about the whole thing. My hope is she never mentions it again, but one day she comments during sex that it feels bigger. I'm not going to get my hopes up, but it would be nice.
Also, I'm getting back into fitness and nutrition to compliment my PE routine. All around male enhancement is the key. I'm in therapy which is going well. I've done my annual physical check up with a physician to make sure I'm healthy. I just need to figure out how to stay motivated after a week. That's about my current tolerance.
3/22/2021
A.M.
5 min warm up with a heating pad
10 min clamp
5 x 50 sec uli at 90% erect
12 min clamp
5 x 50 sec uli at 90-100% erect
Wore Cock ring for 2.5 hours
23 min edging/startstop with no ejaculation
P.M.
Extender for 4 hours
Stealth innerwear for the rest of the day. Had the corkscrew on for about 45 min of that.
Had difficulty getting the new stealth on. Need it to stretch a tad more to get my fingers through. Penis isn’t that thick so I needed the size I have but fingers don’t fit in to grab the head and pull it through. Will have to figure this out with practice.
I’m 2 days away from my birthday. Turning 38. I’m old, bald, overweight, in therapy, staving off a mid life crisis. It’s a very uncomfortable place to be.
3/23/2021
NO PE today. I am anticipating sex tomorrow, and I wanted to not fuck that up. Tomorrow will be a scheduled rest day anyway.
I purchased a Ring of Power which is a modified Blakoe Ring. I am wearing it today all day. Curious if it makes a difference.
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