7/6/2020
I've been resting since 6/29/2020. I feel like the hard vein is lessened, but may need another week or so. It is actually discouraging because I was doing VERY intense girth work and hoping to get somewhere. But now I feel i just have to find another way. Feeling like I need a breakthrough for my sanity. I'll give it another week of rest.
7/13/2020
I rested all the last two weeks. I totally loved it. The hard thrombose vein on my dick went away and I started to feel good and rey routady to go again.
My EQ during my routine today was shitty. Unfortunately, even with porn. hmmm.
Here's my routine today:
5 min warm up in shower
10 powerjelqs at 85% erection
10 min clamping including 12 clamped reverse jelqs, 12 kegels, and 12 reverse kegels.
10 powerjelqs at 90% erection
10 min clamping including 12 clamped reverse jelqs, 12 kegels, and 12 reverse kegels.
10 powerjelqs at 85 % erection
10 min clamping including 12 clamped reverse jelqs, 12 kegels, and 12 reverse kegels.
10 powerjelqs at 85 % erection
Tried to do 20 min start/stops, but I totally blew my load in 7 min. oops. I think I'll give it another shot tomorrow, but if EQ doesn't improve I'm taking more time off.
Ok. I need time off. I知 sick of stressing about this. I知 approaching for the wrong reasons and I think I値l derive more pleasure out of life from other pursuits. I致e decided to put everything away for the rest of the year and focus on EQ and my mental health. I feel good about it. I reserve the right to change my mind. But for now, this is a good time to walk away for a bit.
Ok. I need time off. I’m sick of stressing about this. I’m approaching for the wrong reasons and I think I’ll derive more pleasure out of life from other pursuits. I’ve decided to put everything away for the rest of the year and focus on EQ and my mental health. I feel good about it. I reserve the right to change my mind. But for now, this is a good time to walk away for a bit.
Knowing when to walk away for a bit is a skill many never learn. There's a great song lyric by one of my favorite bands, "Don't wanna be anything where I don't know when to stop." It's a reminder to keep things in perspective and give yourself some slack when needed. I've come up against this a couple of times in my PE journey so far.
Good luck with your EQ, and whatever else you pursue.
Knowing when to walk away for a bit is a skill many never learn. There's a great song lyric by one of my favorite bands, "Don't wanna be anything where I don't know when to stop." It's a reminder to keep things in perspective and give yourself some slack when needed. I've come up against this a couple of times in my PE journey so far.
Good luck with your EQ, and whatever else you pursue.
9/28/2020
I知 decided to come back. I had a really nice break. My EQ improved. My mental health I believe is better. I知 trying a device centered routine now.
Here痴 what It looked like today:
AM
10 minute warm up with heating pad
Stimulate till 80% erect
Dry pump 5 min 5Hg
5 min jelq and stimulate to get hard
Dry pump 5 min 8hg
5 min jelq and stimulate till hard
10 min clamp
100 kegels
ALL DAY
5 hrs in extender
Stealth innerwear all day
PM
stamina- hands free visualization
Lying on back gently rubbing against the comforter on top of me to ejaculation
AM
5 minute warm up I知 shower
2.5 hours in extender
Stimulate till 80% erect
Dry pump 5 min 5Hg
5 min jelq and stimulate to get hard
Dry pump 5 min 7hg
10 min clamp
ALL DAY
Stealth innerwear all day
I notice that when I知 doing PE actively, I知 absolutely obsessed with wondering how big I am and how big others are. It痴 really unhealthy. I need to figure out what this can be in a healthy mind frame.
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