Suspense's Progress Log

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6-3-15
Rest day. Wore cockring all day.

6-4-15

Morning routine

-12 minutes bathmate
-Handful of jelqs to revive it
-All day cockring

Tried out a little lightly clamped edging that night just to feel it out. Couldn't keep a very good erection for some reason. Wore cockring all day, even though I'm not sure if it's doing anything since I'm not quite big enough to cause much constriction.

6-5-15

Morning routine

-12 minutes bathmate
-Few minutes of manual stimulation, just to get some new blood
-All day cockring

My bathmate is acting weird. It's losing suction at the base gradually, and when I try to repump it the thing completely loses it. Might be time to clean it again...

Dick feels ok, no overly negative signs or feedback. I don't really get the temporary gains that some guys talk about after doing routines, whether manual or mechanical. Is that a sign of stubborn, thick tunica layers or am I just doing it wrong? Maybe clamped edging will help as I progress here in the coming weeks.

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6-6-15
Rest day, but had sex a couple times.

6-7-15

Sunday afternoon quickie, slept in and had to work the evening

-10 minutes bathmate

Gonna do a full routine tomorrow evening before bed, with some clamped edging and jelqing. Things feel good though, business as usual.

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6-8-15 and 6-9-15
Rest days

6-10-15

-1 hour edging, 10 minutes light clamping
-Two hour nap
-15 minutes bathmate
-Wore cockring all day

Dick is feeling/looking small lately, it's getting to me a little. It feels fine, no negative PIs, but for some reason I'm just struggling to be ok with it the last week or so. Damn brain needs to cut the crap. I'm justobsessing mmyself with gaining, and it's getting me down a bit that I'm going on 3 months with no gains. I'm feeling skepticism creeping in and I'm doubting if this is really possible for me...

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6-11-15

Evening
-15 minutes bathmate
-2 hours edging, no ejaculation

6-13-15

Morning
-sporadic edging when I woke up
-1 x 15 min clamped edging set
-15 minute bathmate
-short break
-15 minute edging, ejaculated by accident

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6-3-15
Rest day. Wore cockring all day.

6-4-15

Morning routine

-12 minutes bathmate
-Handful of jelqs to revive it
-All day cockring

Tried out a little lightly clamped edging that night just to feel it out. Couldn't keep a very good erection for some reason. Wore cockring all day, even though I'm not sure if it's doing anything since I'm not quite big enough to cause much constriction.

6-5-15

Morning routine

-12 minutes bathmate
-Few minutes of manual stimulation, just to get some new blood
-All day cockring

My bathmate is acting weird. It's losing suction at the base gradually, and when I try to repump it the thing completely loses it. Might be time to clean it again...

Dick feels ok, no overly negative signs or feedback. I don't really get the temporary gains that some guys talk about after doing routines, whether manual or mechanical. Is that a sign of stubborn, thick tunica layers or am I just doing it wrong? Maybe clamped edging will help as I progress here in the coming weeks.

Hey Suspense! Nice Progress Log

I wouldn't get bummed out about size. I'd love to be 7.25! I started pretty small back in the fall of 2013, but I've had some nice newbie gains. My girth gains have been a lot of fun to watch. I started with the JP90 which I did twice with a small break between. Then wanted more girth, so I began adding a lot of ULIs to condition for clamping.

I think you will get some nice gains from your clamped edging. I know I'm gaining from that and it's become my favorite form of PE! Just keep it safe and watch your PIs.

Hopefully our time in the Gym will see us both posting some length and girth gains! I wish you well.

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One other suggestion for you, Suspense. If you can, try to eliminate porn. I think it will ward off any ED issues that porn may begin to cause for you. Should really help your EQ once you've "detoxed" off of porn.
There are some good links to help you do that. Wishing you well in that regard!

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Thanks Getinbig. I appreciate the kind words and encouragement. I sometimes lose focus of the positive things I have going for me. I just get caught up in reading about the girthy guys having so much success or the newbie gains that I missed somehow, but that's just my brain playing tricks on me.

The porn has been creeping back in, it's apparent the effect it has.

I am excited to start getting clamped edging going! A few have had good gains from that, including you. What would you recommend for threads to check out to a newbie clamped edger?

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6-13-15

Morning
-15 minutes bathmate

Afternoon
-20 minutes jelqing
-5 minutes clamped edging, 10 minute break
-10 minutes clamped edging

Evening
Had sex a few times, into the next morning too. Had a little ED creeping in, but still got her off a handful of times.

Day 2 no porn. Dick feels tired, no PE tomorrow.

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6-15-15
Evening

-20 minutes slow jelqs (5-10 sec) @ 50-75% erect
-12 minutes bathmate

Tried the bathmate after jelqs tonight, read somewhere that it can give better expansion, plus that's how the timing worked tonight.

Had a harder time keeping it hard enough tonight, but I'm pretty sure it's because I masturbated this morning (porn free though) and I'm a few days into a porn detox. Not worried about it, since I still got my jelqs in. Just entered the bathmate a little softer tonight, not a big deal

I also hadn't taken my maca root for a few days before today, and drank a fair amount this past weekend, so that might have had an effect on libido.

I forgot how much jelqs help my flaccid hang, it was a little juicier today whenever I pulled it out today, from PE and sexy time a couple days ago.

Day 4 no porn.

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6-16-15

Evening
-20 minutes jelqing
-15 minutes clamped edging with erotic fiction (no visual porn)

Still having a hard time with EQ. For the most part I was able to keep my erection for the jelqs at about 8/10 but had to do a lot of stimulating. I tightened the clamp at about an 8 out of 10 EQ too I'd say so it wasn't ideal clamping conditions but I made it work. Libido is crap lately, but weaning myself off porn is causing it, I'm sure. Should be good after another week or so, and I can really start rewiring my brain chemistry back to normal. The sex last weekend was littered with softness, and I can't stand that. Plus the delayed ejacualtion is a pain too, those blue balls are brutal! Jerking off is doing that, I'm positive. Cutting that back.

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6-17-15

15 minutes bathmate this morning

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6-18-15

13 minutes bathmate morning session

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6-23-15

Took the weekend off, just did some edging every morning with those morning woods, and masturbated to orgasm Sunday morning (which was the first time since Wednesday).

-15 minutes bathmate
-5 minutes jelqing
-5 minutes edging

Unit feels good. PIs are on point, no pain or discomfort, flaccid is longer most of the time, but not thicker yet. Got my FWB coming over tonight for a little slap and pickle

Planning on a longer jelq-oriented routine tomorrow evening.

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6-25-15

-10 minutes bathmate
-10 minutes jelqing

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6-27-15

15 minutes bathmate in the shower. Had a busy day, this was all I had time for.

6-28-15

Morning
-10min edging to warm up
-15 minutes jelqing
-15 minutes moderate intensity clamped edging, 5 minute break
-10 minutes clamped edging, took the clamp off and finished myself off

Edged with porn and had a PMO this morning, and regretted it. This quitting porn thing ain't easy. I'm finding it difficult to be able to get hard enough to clamp properly or do girth work without it sometimes, but in the same breath I know it's a cycle that's use going to feed itself. I'm learning that I start to justify using it after like a week off because I can get away with it in a way (no negative impact with a one-off use). I've been given advice to stop, and I know I need to.

Evening
-About 10 minutes bathmate, felt moderately intense

Must. Get. More. Girth...